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Hello again College.

2010-06-04T22:58:00.004+08:00

Goodbye sunny days, Hello rainy days and Goodbye vacation, Hello school. :(

Oh crap, I dont even want to blog about school, I want a longer vacation kahit 1 week extension lang. Its really unfair, Our school's classes will start this Monday while others will start on the 15th. Well, looking on the brighter side, I am now 5 years away from being a Dentist! I'm on my second year of pre-dentistry. Next year, 1st year dentistry proper na ako! I'm really excited on being a proper student. I do not know why, but seeing proper students doing their things excite me. Yey! So whats in for me this semester? Here's my schedule.

COM SKILLS 3 Speaking skills for effective communications
HUMANITIES 3 Foundations of philosophy and ethics
BIOSCI 22 General anatomy and physiology - I'm excited for this.
PHYSICS 11 General Physics - Kailangan ko ng tulong.
SOC SCI 2 Principles of Economics
COMPUTER 1 Information technology essentials - Pagaaralan ba namin yung basic parts ng computer? :D UNO na ako! :))
FOR LANG 1 Foreign Language - Mandarin! Yehey. :P
PE 3 Individual and dual sports - Swimming.
NSTP-CWTS Civil welfare training service 1 - First time ko mag NSTP.

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BB cream review.

2010-06-01T14:03:00.002+08:00

What is BB cream? BB cream stands for Blemish Balm Cream, It is a make-up cream with tremendous skincare functions. It acts as a moisturizing cream, Lightens skin tone with continuous use, provides sun rays protection, gives a brightening effect for a fresh and clean look, Concealing effect that hides dark spots and blemishes and it also acts as a Make-up Base. It is an all in one cream! That's why I love this cream so much I can wear it alone even without other make-ups on. More about bb cream? I'm prone to break outs ever since but using this creams gave me no break outs since my 1st use. :)

Where did I get my BB creams?
I ordered a premium kit of BB cream from Ms. Desiree, an online seller of bb creams. Yes! I'm promoting her online store she's very kind, accommodating plus super fast transaction. Two thumbs up for her! :))

( credits to Ms. Desiree )
The 20g Premium Kit consists of the following BB Creams:

1) Missha Perfect Cover BB Cream SPF 42 PA+++ No. 21
2) Missha Perfect Cover BB Cream SPF 42 PA+++ No. 23

Available in two shades:
No. 21: Light Beige
No. 23: Natural Beige
- This BB Cream provides the greatest skin coverage among all the BB creams.
- This BB cream has the highest SPF available (SPF42) for maximum sun rays protection.
- It offers a novel skincare concept, which lightens skin tone by healing visible wrinkles, and blemishes with excellent skin- cover ability.
- It prevents skin- aging through effective whitening and anti- wrinkle properties.
- Missha Perfect Cover BB Cream makes the skin tone clean and natural simplifying makeup formalities.
- It is a multi- functional BB cream with the effects of UV blocking, whitening and wrinkle care giving a sleek skin tone while supplying moisture and nutrition at the same time.
- A single 50ml tube of Missha Perfect Cover BB Cream can last about 6- 8 months on an average daily use.
- PLUS FACTOR: The generous dose of SPF ensures that our skin is very well- protected from the harmful sunrays.
- Personal Note: True to its promise, this BB cream provides an excellent coverage mimicking the natural skin texture and feel. It gives an effect that is half- way between dewy and matte. For its price and all its benefits, this is certainly one of the best BB creams around. =)

3) Skinfood Peach Sake Pore BB Cream SPF 20 PA+ No. 1

- It contains PEACH extract that soothes oily and troubled skin while providing natural coverage to hide flaws.
- It contains SAKE that controls excessive sebum secretion to keep skin matte and fresh- looking while acting as an excellent make- up primer to set make- up with longer staying power.
- This light- textured Blemish Cream effectively conceals skin impurities and gives a natural coverage for a flawless complexion.
- This is recommended for oily and sensitive skin- types.
- Tube size is 30ml and will last up to 6 months on an average daily use.
- PLUS FACTOR: It has a lovely scent that makes it even more enjoyable to apply.
- Personal Note: There is a noticeable pore tightening effect that follows minutes after application. It really gives that instant brightening result; one can’t quite put a finger on it. Also, Skinfood Peach Sake is very easy to blend; pretty much adjusting to both dark and light skin tones. =)

4) Skin79 Hot Pink BB Cream SPF25 PA++

- It has whitening, UV- protecting, SPF 25 PA++ and wrinkle- free properties.
- It has Adenosine and Arbutin ingredients, which are effective in whitening and wrinkles improvement cultivating a brighter and more elastic skin.
- It intercepts Ultraviolet rays UV A and B at the same time protecting the skin exposed from the sun more thoroughly.
- Contains OSMOPUR, a fusion of ingredients including sunflower, rice bran and ivy extracts to protect the skin from harmful skin conditions.
- It contains Aloe Barbadensis Juice beneficial for its softening benefits and counteracting wrinkles onset.
- It has Phyto- complex ingredient, which is good for skin moisturizing and soothing making the skin always moist and healthy.
- This product has excellent cover function with a composition of a make- up base and a foundation.
- It is “self- correcting;” adjusting to different skin tones naturally.
- It has a soft and lightweight texture, which proves beneficial in skin adhesion and sebum control. Once blended onto the skin, it feels very airy as if there’s virtually nothing on the skin.
- The 40g content of this BB cream is so practical and economical. A single jar can last up to 6 or 8 months on an average daily use.
- PLUS FACTOR: The beautiful packaging and a nice size pump allows just the right amount of cream to be distributed.
- Personal Note: For those who have tried BRTC Perfect Recover Balm, SKIN79 Hot Pink provides just exactly the same texture and feel at half the price. It has a translucent effect on the skin that gives a pinkish and elastic finish. It’s perfect for everyday use providing a natural finish even without makeup on. =)

(From top to bottom: Missha 21, Missha 23, Skinfood, Skin79)

I initially bought a premium kit to test and see what BB cream suits my skin tone. I recommend you do this first before buying a particular BB cream. Ive been using the BB creams alternately for almost 4 weeks now. I have a yellow undertone and so far the most that favors my skin is Missha Perfect cover No. 23.

Here's my personal reviews about this BB creams:

Missha Perfect Cover BB cream No. 21 and No. 23

The difference between No.21 and No. 23 is that No. 21 is much lighter shade than No. 23. Personally, I prefer No. 23 because it complements my skin tone, my concealer, Maybelline Angelfit Perfect concealer on 02 Natural Beige and My foundation, Maybelline Angelfit flawless affinity two way cake foundation on Natural Beige ochre and hides dark spots very well . Darker cream hides dark spots perfectly rather than lighter creams. The No. 21 also looks good on my skin tone but does not hide dark spots very well, It complements my skin color but somehow, I do not like like its brightening effect on my skin, I prefer Missha No. 23. What I like more about Missha Perfect Cover is that it has a high SPF than the other two BB creams, which is good since classes are starting and I'm always out on the sun.

Skinfood Peach sake pore BB cream

Skinfood's Bb cream has a good brightening effect and concealing effect. On my first use of this cream, Nangati ako. I dont know why but that only happened the first time I use it. It is a great make up primer. I like the effect it gives my skin. So far, So good. I like this cream.

Skin79 Hotpink BB cream

This cream has thick consistency. Dark shade siya pag inapply pero pag tumagal nang aadjust yung kulay according sa skintone mo. I know Its not just me because some girls who are also using this cream noticed the adjusting effect too. Skin 79 Hotpink has good coverage. I like this cream too.

Try BB creams now and discover the wonders it will give your skin! :)

One Year.

2010-05-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

APRIL 29, 2010

Our 1st year anniversary celebration was a blast! :D

Happy 1st year babe! :) Rain or shine, We had fun!!

My name tattooed on his back.

( I wish. HAHA henna lang yan pero yan ang

pinakamagandang ginawa ng isang lalake para sakin.

Surprise niya to sakin at talaga namang na surprise ako.)

We had so much fun. Went jogging early in the morning, went to church, ate breakfast, went home and slept for a little while, kailangan nang energy ehh, ate lunch at home, went with mom to pay bills then hinatid na kami ni mom sa terminal ng bus papuntang EK! :) Nagpasaya dito lalo yung pag commute namin papunta at pauwi, As in todo tanong kami kung saan sasakay, saan pupunta.

Ang sayaaa!! :))) 10 mins after namin dumating ng EK, umulan nang pagkalakas lakas, As in buhos yung ulan! Halos isang oras din nag antay tumila but still, rain or shine talaga, we really had fun! First time kong sumakay ng Space shuttle. WOAH talaga yun!! :)) Sayang hindi namin nasakyan lahat, kulang na kami sa oras ehh. We have to go home or else wala na kami masasakyan pauwi. Pagod kami sobra pag kauwi. Bagsak kami pareho but inspite the pagod and all, masaya kami not only because we had fun in riding the rides but because its our 1st year anniversary. :)

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend. :)

Dear Lloyd,

Our relationship has the strongest foundation of all relationship, Its our friendship. Being best friends for a long time made it all easy for us to survive our 1st year together. This relationship was full of challenges and trials but it was fulfilled by exciting moments and endless fun. I want you to know that I am happy being in this relationship, I am happy being with you. Thank you for all the love and care. Happy 1st year anniversary. I know we are both looking forward for more years together and together, let's hope and pray and make things work. As long as you are mine, I will give you all my love until time forbids me. Iloveyou babe, so much. ♥

APRIL 29, 2009. CLICK HERE.

CELEBRATION

Pre anniversary: Tagaytay

Anniversary: Enchanted Kingdom

Post anniversary: ?

My Summer to-do list.

2010-04-28T15:51:00.000+08:00

The heat of summer sunshine is officially starting! YEHEY! Well, atleast for me. :D Ang late na noh? Ive been sick since 2nd week of April had been through Dysmenorrhea, Fever and colds, Nausea and vomiting. I've been taking lots of medicines and fruits. Now, I'm on my way to recovery. :)) Tomorrow is Lloyd and I F I R S T anniversary. Everything was already planned but I still have colds yet I cant let this colds stop me from having fun. Pinahirapan na ako ng halos isang buong buwan. I cant waste any more time. To start things right, Here's my summer to do list.

Successfully Celebrate our first anniversary.
Get a student license.
Learn how to drive.
Happily Celebrate Mother's day with my family.
Have fun with friends: Outings, Inuman Sessions, Reunions and all.

Outing with Bitches the original.
Outing with Mates.
Reunion and Inuman session with Kingers.
Reunion with childhood classmates.

Learn how to speak Japanese ( Maybe I'll postpone that for next year. :D )
Buy new stuffs: School things and Personal things.
Wait for Baby Greco. :))
Learn how to drive. :D
Learn how to drive. :D
Open up my own back account.

I know, You've read "Learn how to drive" three times. Learning how to drive is really a need not a want. I have to learn how to drive before my birthday comes. That's all for now. Ive probably put up my summer to-do list on the etc column of my blog. :D

CEU: CHAMPIONS.

2010-04-26T21:55:00.005+08:00

Now that I'm blogging again, There are so much I want to talk about even though I am unsure if there is someone reading this blog yet I still love to blog and share the happenings in my life for myself, for my own pleasure. Who knows, I might have some sort of disease that will make me forget everything that happened like Alzheimer's Disease. Kidding. Enough talking nonsense. :))

Like what I've said there are so much I want to talk about but there is only one thing I would love to share: It is My Boyfriend and his Team's achievement after all the hard work and after all these years in history of Centro Escolar University, It is winning as CHAMPIONS of MNCAA LEAGUE 2010. Kudos CEU MEN'S VOLLEYBALL TEAM!

Lloyd and I after winning the game against San Beda College - Alabang.

CEU MEN'S VOLLEYBALL TEAM

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Hello Again!

2010-04-25T13:22:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK!

I've abandoned this blog for a long time. I have to admit I was busy with my life and summer vacation is now giving me all the time to update and record my life again in the world wide web for everyone to see and for my future children to read. :D I miss blogging I really do. I changed my layout as you can see I looove the new layout! :D That's all for now, I'll be back for more. ♥

Here I am again.

2009-10-23T20:15:00.003+08:00

This is a photo description of my I IMAGINE entry for Samsung's newest Contest, My entry: "I IMAGINE what I say and what I mean. " You can win cool prizes for you and for your school! So try it! You might win! Just be Creative. :)

Hooray! After month long of busy days and free times of updating my blog, I am finally done with it. So, What can you say? I am back again full of ramblings, thoughts and updates! I have so many to share I just dont know where to start. Hahaha. :)

CLOSED!

2009-09-24T17:58:00.011+08:00

UNDER MAINTENANCE. :)

I am currently updating my new blog template. It has been years since my last update eh. Okay, Exaggerating much? I miss blogging. BIG TIME. So for now, Here's for you!

FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
1.To my Dad: Take Care always.
2.To my Lolo: I miss you.
3.To JM: God Bless you.
4.To our Theology Professor: We honestly HATE YOU.
5.To myself: I LOVE YOU!

TEN things about yourself:
1. Loves Hello Kitty.
2. Has dimples on my lower back. - What does it mean anyway? :)
3. Has been wearing bangs since I was a kid.
4. Hates Cockroaches.
5. Loves Cats.
6. Has control over yummy food.
7. Likes eating squid ball in the morning.
8. Does not like Night Life.
9. Has a huge crush on Top and G dragon of the korean Boy band, Big Bang.
10.Wants to go Shopping.

SEVEN ways to win your heart:
1. Drastically change my way of living.
2. Romantic Gestures.
3. Romantic and Mushy Words.
4. My family.
5. Must have sense of humor.
6. Can control my bad sides.
7. Loves himself more than he loves me.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. 2012 ( Kasalanan mo to Babe! )
2. School Works.
3. Mom.
4. Life as a doctor.
5. Baby Dog.
6. Life.
7. HIM.

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Wash Up.
2. Text or Call Babe.
3. Pray.
4. Set my alarm to 5:00am.

FOUR things you see right now:
1. Computer Set.
2. T.V
3. Stuffed Toy from Babe.
4. Aircon.

THREE songs that you listen to often:
1. Sorry 2004 - Ruben Steward
2. Just Like me - Jamie Foxx
3. Lollipop - Bigbang Feat 2ne1

ONE confession:
1. I argued with babe one time because I desperately want to go home just because I wanted to poo. :x

Kolehiyala.

2009-07-14T21:09:00.004+08:00

Associate in Arts in Pre-Dentistry First year Section J.
(AAPD1J)

I am currently here at our Condominium at Avida Towers, Paranaque. Yes, I have internet connection here now, it makes me want to come home every now and then. :)) My mom and I bought a Globe broadband Tattoo.
As we all know Its a wireless internet connection. It is a portable broadband modem that lets you connect to the internet anywhere, anytime. I have two things to say about this portable broadband; First, Its very convenient for people who live in a condominium since wires, cables and antennas for an internet connection are not allowed. Second, Its Fcuking SLOW! I dont know why but I think I am having Techinical Problems here. :D

I envied people who have already blogged about their College First times and experiences.
I havent talked about it yet. My keyboard is still malfunctioning, I have to buy a new one and I am really really busy with school. Since, I am really envied I will blog about my Kolehiyala life now. :))

I am not going into details anymore since its almost a month since my first day. Two words to describe my College life; Pleasurable yet Pressurable. Hahaha. My first weeks have been ecstatic. Its full of fun and excitement. I dont know how and where to start to make kwento and all. All I know is that I am very happy with my college life now. My school, My classmates, My new Friends and with myself, being an Independent Kolehiyala. :)

L-R: 1st row: Nathan Yeung, Kent Ramirez, Enzo Limos.
2nd row: Jedidah Tito, Lloyd Frilles, ANGEL DIZON, Janine Tabones, Ami Nepomuceno.

.. Finally

2009-06-14T15:59:00.025+08:00

Summer is Officially Over.

Whoo! After a month full of fun, pressure and pleasure,

I am finally updating my blog.

I have many things to confess, to reveal, to rant and to share.

It was summer time yet I have had no time to update my blog. It is simply because my keyboard broke and I was having my vacation at our condominium at Avida towers, Paranaque. I had no internet connection and I was too lazy to go out.

A lot of things happened and a lot of things have changed. I am currently undergoing a drastic change in my life. First, Its about my college life then its about a friend of mine then its about living independently and lastly, its about my father, My long lost father.

Yes, Let me go into details. I am very much willing to confess, to reveal, to rant and to share these stories that are drastically changing/changed my current life.

These are long, long, long stories. I am warning you.

MY COLLEGE LIFE.

I had no idea that enrolling in college is so much pressure. My boyfriend and I had to go through twists and turns. I was lucky, I have him beside me. We are both Pre-Dent freshmen of Centro Escolar University Manila Campus. Goodluck for the both of us!

I am pretty much excited to start this new beginning. I simply cant wait.

No more school bus, Much more allowance. Sounds fun!

Hello Six years of pleasure and Fun!

My schedule is a little frantic. I will be experiencing being home at night.

See? Oh well. Tomorrow is the big day. I will be meeting my block mates and my professors. New friends, New challenges, New hardships, New endeavors, New life.

GOODLUCK to me!

A FRIEND OF MINE

..and I had a, what should I call it? hmm. Maybe, Conflict. Yeah, A friend of mine whose name I wont mention and I had a conflict. Friend of mine was really a good friend of mine. Friend of mine had helped me through life, highschool life and especially love life. Friend of mine's advices and opinions were always the basis of my decisions when it comes to my lovelife. I love friend of mine so much for being a friend to me. Friend of mine isnt the good type of friend, He/she was sarcastic, straight forward and sometimes unbearable but he was a GREAT FRIEND. Since then, I have considered friend of mine my best advicer and a FRIEND but I guess, Nothing is really constant in this world but change.

Friend of mine have said something about me that totally made me tormented. I will not go into details but I was hurt by what friend of mine have said but being a friend, I understood friend of mine. Friend of mine doesnt know anything about my plans and why I acted that way anyway. Maybe that was the reason why friend of mine have said something about me. Friend of mine have judged me only in the outside without overlooking in the inside. Friend of mine did not even confronted me. Enough said. This isnt the issue anyway, I understand that friend of mine doesnt know anything about my plans.

Okay.

The last days of our highschool life between me and my friend of mine was a total silence and a total blur. Hindi kami naguusap, nagpapansinan, nagbabatian o nagtitinginan man lang. I do not know. My friend of mine seems to have a problem, or a problem with me, I guess. At first, I thought friend of mine was just stressed or anything. So being a friend, I understood my friend of mine. Inintindi ko na lang na siguro may problema siya o stressed out lang. So I did not bother to ask my friend of mine because I thought it would just shrugged off. Maybe that was my fault, I did not confronted friend of mine earlier than I had confronted him/her. So maybe thats what made the situation worse.

One summer night, I tried to discuss things between Friend of mine and I. I asked friend of mine if he/she was busy or whatsoever, As far as I could remember friend of mine was on an outing. I thought it wasnt the best time to confront Friend of mine so I had put it up for next time.

So, Another summer night. I texted friend of mine, I told friend of mine that I already missed him/her and in return, I got a disturbing reply. Friend of mine was not interested but still, I confronted friend of mine. I asked what was going on between us, Why he/she was acting that way, or if there was any problem between us. I did got a reply, A straight forward reply.

Friend of mine said, If there was something wrong, Its not about us, but me. He/She said I have Attitude Problems toward them. Yes them, He/She said they are many. Its not only him/her but them. Friend of mine said that I should not bother to open the issue again. I was tormented again. The moment after I read the message, I immediately collected my thoughts and asked myself who's them, who are they, what attitude problem and what the fcuk is he/she was talking about. I cried that moment. I felt like something have strucked my heart. I was in pain. My friends are very important to me. I treat my friends like my own brother/sister. Especially FRIEND OF MINE. friend of mine have helped me so much. I couldnt afford to lose a friend like him/her but I ended our friendship, I thanked him/her for the wonderful times we had and his/her advices and our so called friendship. What He/she have said is enough for me to end that almost 3 years of friendship. If he/she was really a friend, If he/she really cares for me even just a little. He/she could have confronted me the moment he/she knew that there was something wrong to avoid anymore issues or to stop things to get worse. Am I right??? Thats what friends do. Right?

That moment, I could not trust any of my friends not even my bestfriend, my boyfriend. Friend of mine taught me one thing, Never love friends so much, Never put them close to your heart because one point in your life, It could kill you the moment you've been hurt because of that friendship.

I still have few real friends, I GUESS.

Miss Independent.
As the word itself, I am currently living without my family. This is very hard but I must get throught with it for my family's favor. The owner of the house that I am currently residing has a big sum of debt to my mother. So to keep things right, I have to stay in this house until the owner of this house pays my mother dear. Do you think living alone sounds fun? NO. I miss my family. I miss the things they do. My grandmother's yummy foods, My mother's advices and opinions and the yelling of my annoying but cute siblings. Even though they pisses me off most of the time, The love I have for them is unconditional. The only beloved I have now is Pancho, My baby dog. We've been together for 3 years now. I cant imagine life without my pancho.
Living alone isnt easy. I have no one to talk to in this house. Am I that desperate if I talk to my dog? hahaha. Lucky for me because I have a maid here. She takes care of everything. My food, my clothes, the cleaning and all. Living alone has advantage, It teaches me to be more responsible and even more confident about myself. Really, Miss Independent. :)
My long lost father.
How about next time?
I am not in the mood to talk about it now.

There you go, A dose of what happened to my life.

Well, The last part is for next time.

I am really excited for tomorrow. Tomorrow is a new beginning. :)

Strings Attached.

2009-05-04T21:16:00.008+08:00

Well, Everyone knows about the thing
that is going on between
me and my best friend, Lloyd.
Right?

" Ang swerte ng magiging girlfriend mo. "

A long time ago, after Lloyd, My best friend and I had a talk about a personal thing, I once told him that his girlfriend would be so lucky to have him. He's a guy who definitely knows how to sweep a girl off her feet and knows how to send her to cloud nine. He knows a girl's need and want. He loves deeply and unconditionally. Even before we were ONLY best friends I know that he's a one of a kind.Well, I never thought that the girlfriend I was talking about would be ME.

Yes, After 4 long months since the day he told me he loves me more than a best friend and vice versa, I finally decided to make things OFFICIAL.

The Road for me and Lloyd wasn't easy.. We really went through ups and downs. My first step was to end a current relationship that time to clear out my mind and to unravel my real feelings. ( I am not going to elaborate more about that "current relationship". I already blogged about it. )

The first step wasn't easy. Somehow, It was hard for me to let go but thinking ahead kept me moving forward and Honesty gave me even more confidence. The first step was all about myself and the former love. I couldn't stand the fact that I was hiding some feelings. I gathered all my thoughts and pieces of me and again, I was whole and ready to face a brighter side of my life and love.

The second step was all about my best friend and US. It was the time I started manipulating everything. Hardships and Trials were all in. The game was on. I was a mean girl and a wise girl. I gave him Difficult times and mind bugging thoughts. It even came to a point where in he almost gave up. I know, I couldn't blame him, okay? It lead to a point that I made him feel that He is nothing for me and that I don't feel the same way for him, that I was just playing and all. I admit, I was hurt the moment he was about to give up but who else to blame? No one but me. I was the one who made it came to that point of time but you know, being a mean girl does wonders. :)

The second step went well, he surpassed every hardships and bad times I gave him. All those miseries and pains he underwent were now well paid off. I am now his. Baby, I am Officially Yours. :)

So to answer How and When.

I made a personalized puzzle. It has a picture of us declaring that I am now his. Here, I even provided the edited picture for you. :)) The picture was taken at Momarco Resort, Tanay, Rizal. It was our first outing with his family. We were at his house, I gave him the puzzle and asked him to solve the mystery puzzle.
Ofcourse, to add some thrill, I hid the pieces that has the date on it. After completing the puzzle, I gave him the missing pieces and In front of his family. that is how I made everything Official.

April 29, 2009 is the Day! :))

Seniors IX: Lets keep in Touch.

2009-04-27T17:06:00.010+08:00

Read this, This is definitely true for all Angelicans. :)

Credits to Lee Macapugay.

***NOTE: Kung may mga makabasa man nito na na-offend, sorry nalang. Katuwaan lang ito at alam kong tatak ng ilang mga tao ang pikon pero para sa isang ito wag niyo na oagkaabalahan dahil wala lang akong magawa okay? Peacemen :) COOL!

*** Feel free to grab. Just include my URL and that's fine :) Let us respect the intellectual property rights so basta okay lang sa akin na i-grab kasi i know that this is to "share" lalo na sa mga hindi Angelican :)

ANGELICAN ka kung (www.potchilee.multiply.com)...

1. Nakakaain ka na sa BRUNCH.

~ ang taong hindi nakakain sa Brunch ay hindi Angelican. Punyeta, kung ni minsan hindi mo nalaman ang canteen na ito eh pakamatay ka na.

2. Ang Library ay natulugan mo na.

~Syempre, sa school natin, kung gusto mo matulog, alam na ang dapat puntahan.

3. Alam mo ang ibig sabihin ng Y.S.

~ If i know Ange lang ang may alam ng YS eh. Sa ibang school naman wala nito eh. :))

4. Ang paborito mong inumin ay Milo.

~ Alam ko na ang logic kung bakit malulusog ang utak ng mga bata: dahil sa Milo.

5. Alam mo kung saan ang "Fishpond" kahit basurahan ito ng school.

~ Actually wala ng Fishpond pero i am sure... 100%... lahat ng Angelican, ang tawag sa lugar na tambayan na iyon ay "FISHPOND".

6. Ammonia a day keeps the Hilo away.

~ ang pambansang gamot, AMMONIA sa lahat ata ng sakit, ammonia lang ang binibigay. pag sinabi mong, ate masakit tiyan ko, sasabihin sayo, kumain ka at ito ang Ammonia. Kahit ata may dugo yung sugat Ammonia parin ang gamot eh :))

7. Dumaan ka sa kamay ni Ms. Penaloza

~ ay nako, kung hindi mo siya naging teacher nung elementary ang malas mo. 6 kami na batch ng mga kapatid at pinsan ko lahat dumaan sa kanya.

8. Nakipag"YM" ka na sa mga chair.

~ HAY grabee. Lahat ata nasa upuan na ng isang estudyante: sagot sa tests, cell number, mura, feelings... at ang malupet, pag nagsulat ka, lahat malalaman! :)) naalala ko dati buong batch namin may isang upuan na dun nagkakamustahan. kamusta na akaya yon?

9. Bumagsak ka na sa TEST pero kaya mo paring i-perfect.

~ Eto na ata ang isa sa Immortal na trademark ng Ange. Ang "Retest". Kahit bumagsak ka okay lang, pwede ka maka 100 kahit ano ang gawin mo :))

10. Tumambay na kayo ng barkada ninyo sa McDonalds-Banawe at KFC-Sto.Domingo.

~ My golly, eto na ang canteen ng mga estudyante after class eh.

11. Alam mo ang SLO

~ Angelicum lang ang meron niyan :)) at malulupet ang mga Admin ngayon :))

12. Alam mo na ang hirap ng CAT, bivouac, camping, training.

~ Sa ange lang ang may Bivouac at i am proud na lami ang huling batch na nakaranas nito. Ange lang ang nagooffer ng ganito. Yung magrappel sa Cliff, mag beach at mag 3 days na hindi maligo with your crush :))

13. Alam mo ang mga Urban Legend ng Ange.

~ Yung mga paring naglalakad, mga dugo sa CR, mga Shadow....

14. Alam mo na ang 3 rides na sumasakop sa Elem grounds tuwing December.

~ I dare you! Name it beybeh :))

15. Alam mo na Roebucks ang official na mascot ng Angelicum pero hindi mo alam ang Logic behind that.

~ Oo nga naman. Sa tinagal ko sa Angelicum eh wala man lang nagabalang magexplain kung ano ang Logic dun.

16. Alam mo ang larong "Kapsen (Cops and Robbers)", "dakdakan", at "Touching".

~ Naalala ko tuloy ang Elementary days ko nung buong Angelicum nanunuod sa umaga at hapon na para bang may laban ni Pacquiao.

17. Uminom ka na ng sandamakmak sa Drinking Fountain.

~ I remember Sir Gords telling us na, "Wala pang namamatay sa tubig galing sa Fountain kahit kinakalawang". Antique na yung mga fountain sa school nung Elem Days ko eh :))

18. Mayroon ka ng "Mahiwagang Diary".

~ Eto na ata ang isa sa mga pinaka-iniingatang kayamanan ng Angelicum. They are known for Diary pero wala namang kwenta lalo na nung High School days ko kung saan nilalagyan ko lang ng mga sticker ang Diary ko :))

19. Alam mo ang "Brown Paper"

~ Punyetang Brown Paper yan, eto na ata ang pinakawalang kwenta kong natutunan na ang Brown paper ay hindi kulay Brown kundi kulay Gray. Matalino talaga ang mga classmate ko noon dahil marunong silang magtago ng sandamakmak na Brown Paper para lang gawing scratch paper.

at ang panghuling trademark.

20. Kung alam mo na ang start ng schoolyear ay January.

~ TUNAY NA ANGELICAN yan :)) Ang angelican kaya tapusin ang buong module sa isang linggo ng summer! ang mga di-sang ayon sige lang, i dare you na sabihin mo kung tutol ka dito :))

CENTRO ESCOLAR UNIVERSITY

Aliana - Dentistry

Angelbelle - Dentistry

Lloyd - Dentistry

Marice - Tourism

Ronell - Dentistry

COLEGIO DE SAN JUAN DE LETRAN

Athena - Psychology

DE LA SALLE UNIVERSITY - MANILA

Antonette - International Studies

Gaw - Electronics and Communications

Engineering

John Mark - Psychology

Mick - International Studies

Remar - Accountancy

FAR EASTERN UNIVERSITY

Louise - Advertising Arts

Shuba - Architecture

Denis - HRM

Harvey - HRM

Jerikoh - HRM

Marco - HRM

May - Architecture

Scylla - Architecture

Tinay - Tourism

LYCEUM OF THE PHILIPPINES UNIVERSITY

Claribel - Tourism

PAMANTASAN NG LUNGSOD NG MAYNILA

Kevin Cara - Civil Engineering

SAN BEDA COLLEGE

Dwayne - Psychology

Ramil - Accountancy

ST. PAUL UNIVERSITY

Marichin - HRM

TRINITY UNIVERSITY OF ASIA

Patrice - HRM

Paul - Medical technology

Janine E.-Nursing

UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS

Adie - Communication Arts

Chesca - Information Technology

Donna - Computer Science

Dyz - Asian Studies

Eduardo - Commerce

Hope - Advertising Arts

Jamille - Journalism

Jeirran - Advertising

Joie - Political Science

Jose Luis - Biology

Karen - Accountancy

Khat - Computer Science

Macy - Occupational Therapy

Mads - Commerce

Marvin - Food Technology

Mariane - Accountancy

Nats - Physical Therapy

Nikki - Information Technology

Regina - Tourism

Reinard - Computer Science

Rey - Chemical Engineering

Rossini - Electronics and Communications Engineering

UNIVERSITY OF THE EAST

James - Accountancy

UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES - BAGUIO

Celina - Social Studies

Luigi M- Language and Literature

UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES - LOS BANOS

Meleeze - Food Technology

Teddy - Computer Science

Graduation Day.

2009-04-19T19:39:00.006+08:00

KOLEHIYALA NA AKO! :)

Graduation Day: One of the most fulfilling days of my teenage life and the happiest day of my senior year.

Finally, All the hardships are paid off. Its a bittersweet ending but we all know that this is a new beginning for us. A new path for us to take and another opportunity to make memories and histories. I will miss the people that made my high school life complete, I will miss Seniors IX.

I don't have much to say, Kudos to EVERYONE for a job well done!

Eat Bananas and live healthy.

2009-04-11T00:02:00.003+08:00

I've been eating banana ever since. Banana is one of my favorite fruits. I love its taste and the health benefits it gives my system. I researched the health benefits of banana and look what I've found:

Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose - combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proved that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes.

A banana can help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must for our daily diet.

Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND among people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, one of the twenty common "amino acids" that make up all proteins that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.

PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.

Anemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia.

Blood Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.

Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.

Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.

Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.

Heartburn: Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.

Morning Sickness: Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.

Mosquito bites: Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.

Nerves: Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system.

Overweight and at work: Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at work leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs. The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.

Ulcers: The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronic ulcer cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.

Temperature control: Many other cultures see bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In Thailand, for example, pregnant women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.

Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD): Bananas can help SAD sufferers because they contain the natural mood enhancer, tryptophan.

Smoking: Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.

Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be re-balanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.

Strokes: According to research in "The New England Journal of Medicine", eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%"

Warts: Those keen on natural alternatives swear that if you want to kill off a wart, take a piece of banana skin and place it on the wart, with the yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place with a plaster or surgical tape!

See, Bananas do wonders! From now on, You should include banana in your every meal. :)

Summer Fun @ our Condo.

2009-04-10T20:14:00.003+08:00

The start of my SUMMER.
Avida Towers, Paranaque
April 08-09 2009

My friends Nathaniel C., Jacqueline P.,Jetch V., Sean N. and my babe, Lloyd and I stayed overnight at our condominium at Sucat,Paranaque with my mom and her friends. Oh diba, di nagpatalo mom ko, her friends also stayed overnight together with us. Hahaha. Our condo is completely empty. Only few chairs were there. So mom and I brought sleeping blankets and some pillows, Steamer for foods, water heater, dvd player, laptop, foods and the like. Anything that we can use for our overnight.

We all decided to meet at Mcdo, Banawe. The most convenient rendesvouz for all of us. Mom and my childhood friend, Maika was with me. I told her that some of my friends will be riding with her and some of them will be riding with me in a taxi but she insisted that we can all fit in in our red lancer. Eight of us rode our red lancer all the way to our Condo. Imagine, Mom is Driving, Maika and I are in the front seat. While five of my friends tried to fit in at the back seat. Funny right? hahaha.

We arrived not before sun down. We went to the penthouse to enjoy the scenery of paranaque and went to the mall to buy some drinks and utensils. Strolled around and had fun. We went back to the unit and prepared for our night swimming. Everything was fun. The night swimming was a blast. We had an open forum before our meal and learned some random facts about my friends.Our first meal was great. I enjoyed every bit of it not because of the food but because of the closeness that we all have after the meal, Everyone had a great shower.

We finished washing up at around 2am and went up the penthouse. It was creepy. Something happened. We all felt something strange but then the view upstairs was nice and the wind was cool. We went back to the unit and watched a movie. We slept at around 4am while mosquitoes are having their siesta time on us. Hahaha.

The next day came. The morning sunshine awaken us. We all ate cup noodles for our breakfast. Watched movies, played psp, heart attack, 123 pass and talked about random stuffs. My grandma and my siblings came. They brought food for us. We ate and got ready for another dip in the pool. We overstayed. We finished swimming sun down. We ate our dinner, took a shower and got ready for our trip back to our homes.

I had fun with my friends. It is the first time that my friends had an overnight at our place and I really want to thank my mom for being very accommodating and caring. I really appreciate it. I love you mom! You're the best! :)

Seniors Day.

2009-04-06T11:47:00.012+08:00

Baccalaureate Mass.
Recognition Day.
3-6pm.
Angelicum College GYM
April 03, 2009

Senior Ball.
6-12mn
Celebrity Plaza
April 03,2009

Three major events all happened on the same day and close time intervals.
Baccalaureate Mass. Its our thanksgiving mass. The last mass that we have had attended for our senior year. Everyone solemnly prayed and thanked our Dear God for surpassing all the hardships and pains that high school life had brought us and the Joy and the laughter that keep us wanting for more.

Recognition Day. The awarding ceremony. Many were overjoyed but some were depressed and disappointed for they have assumed that the award will be theirs. Over all event was great but a little bit boring but it was good.

Senior Ball. The best night of senior year. The event that everyone waited for. The program was boring but still, thanks to the Senior Council who exerted much effort on it. The outcome was good but it should have been better.Can I say something about the place? Okay, The place was great. I love the staircase and also the chandeliers. The waiters and waitresses were accommodating and attentive but the food wasn't that good. It didn't tasted well. So much for criticizing.

The Hosts announced " The dance floor is ours!" Everyone danced to the beat of the fast songs. Showdown began. Everyone went ecstatic but melded when the beat of slow song was tuned.
" Lets take it slow, So slow. " Who wouldn't want to dance with that kind of slow song? The first dance were surely memorable for everyone. My first dance was my best friend, My current love, Lloyd Frilles. He was my date. :) I've danced with some guy friends whom I shared memorable moments during my high school year. I will probably admit that the dance that was really especial to me next to the dance I had with my date was the Last dance I had with my former love, Charles Gaw. He was bitter to me the past few days and I wouldn't allow him to do that for the rest of the time. :)) We talked and reconciled about everything. I said sorry for all the things I've done wrong and we are now friends again but he's still mad and bitter to Lloyd. It was good that we talked because closure is what I wanted before everything ends. He somehow became a big part of my life and high school life.
One of the highlights of my night, the most memorable one, was while I was still dancing with Charles, He asked Charles if he could dance with me. Imagine the tension I felt that moment. I was stunned. I didnt know what to say and what to do for a split second of time. I was shocked. Imagine, He had the courage to do that, I asked him why, He told me that he cant stand it anymore, He cant stand the feeling of seeing me and my ex boyfriend together, dancing and enjoying. Imagine an ex boyfriend and a soon to be boyfriend. A former love and a Current love.

After party was even great. We spent overnight at Basco's house. Jaq, Sean, Nathaniel, Ralph, Lloyd and I stayed at Basco's house until afternoon the next day. We Watched movies and Had fun. :)
We were super cared by Basco's mom. Even I know that she wont be reading this, I want to thank her for the care she had given us. The breakfast was great! Hahaha.

April 3,2009 is the most memorable day for me.

60 things.

2009-03-29T00:09:00.005+08:00

GUYS. READ THIS. :)

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know.

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US.
26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER.
36. When people make fun of her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.
45.sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back
47. Give her your hoodie if she's cold
48. Write letters on her back with your finger
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneak up on her and hug her from behind
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nervous around her--everythings going to be okay
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go.

Caleruega Retreat House.

2009-03-24T11:58:00.008+08:00

Seniors First and Last Caleruega Retreat Experience.
Batch 1.

Caleruega Retreat House.

Transfiguration Chapel.
I want to get married in that chapel. :))

The Scenery from the chapel.

Near the Gazekubo.

The Scenery of Batangas.

Over all experience was fun. We enjoyed our 3 days stay at Caleruega. The place made it all worth while. The scenery were breath taking. I was awed with the beautiful sanctuary. The seniors definitely had a good stay and a good time but not for some who left their friends behind and for some batch mates who encountered some ghostly experience. (Click here)

The Extra ordinary Experience.

I myself also encountered supernatural experience but I did not bother to make it a big deal but still I want to share this to all of you.

Experience #1: Our first night at Caleruega. Five of us girls, Ria, Karen, Jaq, Kath and I were all in our room after a night session. Washing up and all when we heard some knocking at our door.Since I was the nearest to the door I was the one who managed to open it. When I opened it. I saw nothing but a midst of the night. The outside was empty and no sign of life except for those plants that covers our view from the outside. Someone might be goofing around, that was I taught. After I closed the door, Another knocking happened. This time, I knew it was something else. So I did not bother to open the door again. We all ignored it but still knocking continued and I managed to say "Leche!" at whoever was knocking at our door just to ease the tension that was building up on me and my friends.

Experience #2: We were all preparing to sleep. My room mates and I decided to take out the portrait of Mary magdelene out the wall that creeps us out but we had no idea where to place it so we put it back again.We then decided to sleep altogether. We rearranged the beds. We place all the mattress on the floor. While They were rearranging the beds I was near the big window and the back door when I heard a noise coming from the outside. A bang on the window. They did not heard it because of the noise from the bed they were moving. I was near the window so I was the one who heard it. As if someone was there trying to get in through the window. I was about to scream when I realized that we will all be scared if they knew what I heard. Jaq even saw how I reacted. She taught I was tensed because of the rearranging thing but the truth was I was bothered by what happened. I keep on asking for god's guidance and Thank god We had a good sleep nothing else happened except for that morning when I woke up and saw the cabinet was closed. I knew we left it open that night. I was sure it was open when we slept.

Experience #3: Day 2. Everyone just had a good lunch. We were having our siesta time. All of my friends including our guy friends were in our room. Johnmark and I were in the same bed near the big window. Karen was near the back door. Ria and Jaq were lying in our bed floor and Sean was also lying in the bed floor directly to the open front door and back door. All the doors were open including the big window. It was 2pm in the afternoon the heat was intense and minimal sign of wind. Everyone were sharing stories and stuffs,when all of the sudden the front door shut so hard like someone pushed the door. Jaq saw how the door closed and she assures that as if the door was shut by someone as if it was being pushed. Sean was the one who was aligned with the front door and back door. If the door was closed because of the wind he might have felt it but it wasnt windy that afternoon and our room was almost secluded. So how on earth the door shut all by itself ?It happened again that afternoon, This time the back door wasnt open. No sign of wind. The front door shut again.

Experience #4: Day 2. We had our solidarity night few meters away from the retreat house. It was 11pm I think. We all had to walk through a dark road. Though street lights were lit. There still areas that are completely dark and that all you can see is the light from the next street light. The Solidarity night ended. Everyone had fun. It was past 12 I think. We all had to walk again. My friends and I walked first. We walked through the dark areas of the road then There was this particular dark area when my friend ria, took a snapshot of the dark road. The flashed illuminated the road. Click. She looked at the picture then she screamed. My friend Jaq also screamed. I had no idea what happened. Why did they screamed and what did they saw. I hugged them and asked them what happened. No one talked so we went on our way. We were still in the dark area of the road, walking and still scared when my bestfriend lloyd held my hands tight and walked fast. I did not managed to ask him why. I know it was something. I just closed my eyes, held his hands tight and walked all the way to the retreat house.

( To be continued....)

I am still busy with school right now.

La Salle VS. FEU: Game 3 & Mister Kabab.

2009-03-08T21:20:00.010+08:00

San Juan: The Arena.

Animo La Salle.

Feu VS. La Salle

FEU LOST.

LA SALLE WON.

La Salle won at 1st set.
Feu won at 2nd set.
La Salle won at 3rd set and
La Salle won at 4th set.
and La Salle declared as a champion.

I was a bit late for our call time. 11am sharp. The taxi I was riding got stucked on a traffic but the taxi driver was fun and all. He kept me laughing the whole time I was riding his taxi. He even gave me advices about boys and that was really funny for a stranger giving advices. hahaha I arrived at our rendezvous. Everyone was there, Celina, John Mark, Christina, Gwen, Patrick C. and of course, My baby boy, Lloyd. :) After buying some foods, We went on our way. We first rode a jeepney then a Bus and then we arrived at San Juan, The arena. The transportation experience was fun and all because I seldom ride a bus. :)) We stood outside the arena for almost 30 mins. Imagine the heat of the sun all blaring to us. Thank God Gwen brought an umbrella. Inside the arena, The heat was more intense than the outside heat. FEU vs LA SALLE. Tamaraws vs Archers. in the end, La Salle won. It was indeed a close fight.

- - -

Baby Lloyd sent me home. Exactly 6pm. Mom's call time for our dinner date. I hurriedly changed my clothes and went on our way. We went to Mister Kabab, West Avenue, A Persian restaurant. For those who do not know about Mister Kabab, it is located at the corner West Avenue and Quezon Avenue in Quezon City and they serve sumptuous Persian cuisine. I've been dying to check that restaurant since I've been hearing news about it. It a cozy place but I was surprised that the prices were not much, Very affordable! A lot of people eat there so We had to wait for an available seat. I tasted their Chicken Chelo kabab, Beef Chelo kabab, Shawarma Sandwich and their fruit shakes: Mango Shake and Yogurt Shake. The Beef Chelo kabab was the best of all I tasted combined with beryani rice and the unlimited garlic sauce and hot sauce and by the way, Be careful with the hot sauce. :)) Oh so yummy! and the Yogurt Shake was good! I indulged myself to these scrumptious foods. It was all worth it.

Mommy.

Baby Samuel.

Shawarma Sandwich.

Beef Chelo Kabab with Plain Rice.

Ready to go home.

In our house. Mom and my 3 year old brother were talking about sending him to school next school year.

Mom: Samuel, Gusto mo mag school??
Samuel: Ayoko.
Mom: Bakit??
Samuel: Kasi gabi na eh.

Oo nga naman gabi na! Sino ba naman gusto mag school ng gabi? We were all laughing for what he have said. Manang mana sakin. Pilosopo! Hahaha.

Errr.

2009-03-08T08:22:00.008+08:00

STRESSED OUT! :x

I am feeling blue today. I am now at the midst of thoughts and worries because of school. I will Graduate. I should be optimistic. I really should be. The fact that I am currently having mood swings, breakouts and excessive cravings for foods because of my fast approaching period made it all worst. I've been eating like a pig the past few days. I crave for foods I normally hate and don't eat. Weird much. but this is how I am whenever I will be having my monthly period. Knowing your own self and your own body is something that every woman should know.

In few weeks or days, I will be leaving my Alma mater, Well hopefully. I am not overwhelmed by that thought. The thought is currently depressing me. I hate to say goodbye. I do not want to say goodbye but we have to face a new beginning and saying goodbye is the very first thing to do. Darn, I will really miss BATCH IX. We must all graduate. Let's be positive about it. Let's do our very best. A drastic change is fast approaching.

Today is a bonding time with friends and my family. My friends and I will be watching La Salle's Game 3 @ San Juan later this 2pm. We will all meet by 11am sharp. I must not be late. Hahaha
and later this night, Mom and my sibs will drench with the foods of Mister Kabab, West ave. Its a family night! It supposed to be a movie night with my baby Lloyd. I guess, Hahabol na lang ako. ♥

Movie Review: Love at the Corner

2009-02-24T17:33:00.005+08:00

Corner with Love(Taiwan) aka Love at the Corner(Philippines).

Synopsis: Xin Lei (Barbie Xu), a girl from a wealthy family, and Qin Lang (Alan Luo), a guy who came to Shanghai to pursue his dream of becoming an artist, meet by accident at a corner when her car and his bike crash into each other. They meet again when Xin Lei goes to the restaurant that Qin Lang works at. They truly get to know each other when Xin Lei asks him to teach her how to make oyster pancakes. Then, Xin Lei's parents' company goes bankrupt. Without telling her, Xin Lei's parents go into hiding, leaving only a plane ticket and a key to their house in Taiwan. To make matters worse, Xin Lei's fiance breaks the engagement, due to his parents' wishes. The only two people she has now are Qin Lang and her best friend Xi Xian. Qin Lang then tells her that he is leaving for Taiwan, so they bade farewell. When Xin Lei arrives in Taiwan, she finds out that Qin Lang's family has been living in the house for years! After much controversy, Qin Lang's grandmother finally lets her stay. Thus begins a magical love story.

I've been watching this Kdrama every afternoon since it was aired in GMA Channel. I can relate to the show and I love the plot of the story and also the Main Cast especially Xin Lei(Barbie Xu), The leading actress and I have a similarity when It comes to Attitude and Characteristic. Pareho kaming Mataray, Matapang, Maarte at Demanding and despite her bossy atitude, A guy is still deeply inlove with her.( Sana may ganon na guy na magmamahal sakin. Yung tatangapin kahit gano kasama ugali ko. Hahaha )

Its a romantic comedy movie. So go and watch it too. :)

Discover Colorgenics.

2009-02-23T17:52:00.005+08:00

Light & Personality

We are all profoundly affected by light.

It is now a medically accepted fact that people respond to light exposure in different ways. For instance, exposure to light during normal daylight hours helps maintain normal circadian rythyms (body clock rhythms). Some people also become depressed when deprived of adequate daylight. They suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder (S.A.D.).

We are also affected by the spectrum of colors that are the components of natural light. We often express our emotions in terms of color - "feeling blue" or "seeing red". What is less well known is that careful analysis of our own preferences for individual colors can accurately reflect our unique personalities and state of physical well-being.

How it works

The Colorgenics program is made up of eight standard colors - you simply select these colors in your preferred order.The number of ways in which these eight colors can be ordered is vast, and it is in the analysis of these permutations - and specifically the one personal order that you choose - that the power of the Colorgenics program becomes apparent.

Try it yourself - Click here! It's FREE!

My Colorgenics Profile.

Name: Mary Angel
Date: 2/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34652710

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

You are very restless and inclined to be depressed - and try as you may you feel that you are unable to control the situation in which you now find yourself. You refuse point blank to relinquish control of your feelings and to place yourself in other people's hands. It would appear that there is a condition or a relationship on the horizon which you feel could cause you further unwarranted aggravation and stress. This is the last thing you need at this time. There must be more to life than the present situation. You are not quite sure what you are looking for and so you tend to be impatient and irritable until what you seek presents itself to you. You need to get away from this unsatisfactory state of mind, especially now, as you find that your powers of concentration are suffering.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.

Demanding eh.

2009-02-23T11:24:00.008+08:00

Mary Angel? An Independent Queen working for her throne. :)

I am the kind of girl that gets anything I want. I am not afraid to say that I am really demanding with everything especially when it comes to a relationship but once you exceed my expectations, JUST ONCE, Its a sure thing that you will handle me well enough. I wont let you go through thick and thin, Promise. :)) Its easy having me but keeping me is hard. Really hard. I tend to be a bad girl at times or should I say I am stubborn at times and if you cant get along then you better think twice in pursuing a relationship with me. I don't settle for second option nor second best. If you really want me you better show me how important I am to you. I simply believe that actions speak louder than words. So sweet talking wont sweep me off my feet. Sweet talking sometimes means nothing to me not unless you have shown me some thing first. I simply want a guy who:

knows how to take good care of me
knows how to cook
knows my worth
knows how to appreciate me
can be sweet and mean at the same time
agrees to the things I want and need
disagrees to the things that are not good
knows how to make me feel better when I am down
can make me laugh when I don't even want to smile
understands why I spend so much time in the shower
understands why I have to take hours preparing
can love the things I love
love my baby dog, pancho and get along with my baby well
is outgoing, romantic and sweet
complements my style and will never try to change it
calls and texts me during his free time
wont bother to travel hours just to see me
will never force me to the things I do not want
will let me do things on my own when I said so
knows when I am not in the mood and when I need someone to talk to
knows when there is something bothering me
can massage well ( I will adore you even more if you know how to massage well )
loves eating, chitchatting and hiking
understands why I have to take a cab everywhere I go
understands when I am having my period and everything in me hurts
will never get mad at the things I wanted to do
will offer his help even I am not asking for it
will show his family how much he loves me and how much he adores me
will show his friends how much I mean to him
will tell me Iloveyou in the most romantic ways
will always tell me the things he loves in me
knows how to tickle me real good
can laugh with me in every stupid thing we/I do
can massage well ( I know I said that already. hahaha )
is afraid of me
knows how to read my eyes
knows how to sweep me off my feet and send me to cloud nine
knows what he wants to do in life
loves his family so much
is always clean and always smells good especially his hair
has a nice body especially his back bone
has a respect for women
can talk to my mom and my grandma without no fear
can be my father and boyfriend at the same time
whose kiss makes me go crazy
loves watching movies and doing nothing
has a great sense of humor
who describes other girls cute but I am the only one he describes and calls Beautiful
who is sarcastic and sweet like me
who is crazy like me
Can control and love me at the same time
who will be sweet to me even when I am not in mood
is not too controlling
will love me and only me

Demanding right? but lastly:

A guy who will love me through my glory and pain.

Those are just simple things I don't really ask for too much. Those things are just simple things that girls want guys to do. Those are just normal, I guess. Hahaha

The 10 things.

2009-02-22T23:16:00.004+08:00

Being single is fun at most times but we all know that there will come a time that we will all need someone who will take care of us and someone who will love us unconditionally with no whys, buts and ifs.

When that someone comes to my life there are 10 things I want to do with him:

( well, Someone is in my life now. )

1) Spend time with each others family.
2) Travel and Visit places together. ( I want Cebu and Palawan. )
3) Star Gaze.
4) ~~Eat a dish that he made especially for me.~~
5) Kiss in a pouring rain.
6) Walk barefooted on a beach while holding hands.
7) Be with me on my first Ferris wheel ride.
8) Go shopping with me.
9) Road trip together.
10) ~~Movie Marathon while munching on my favorite chip, Clover.~~

Getting to know myself even more.

2009-02-15T20:10:00.004+08:00

I am bored. I got nothing to do. I am answering these surveys for you to know me more and for me to know myself even more.

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How Do I look about Love. Answers are in bold.

1. The end of the world is coming, if you can save only one kind of animal, which one will you pick?
a. Rabbit
b. Sheep
c. Deer
d. Horse

2. If you had to be an animal which one would you choose?
a. Dog
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Snake

3. If you have the power to make one species disappear forever, which one will that be?
a. Lion
b. Snake
c. Crocodile
d. Shark

4. If one of the following animals could speak which would you prefer it to be?
a. Sheep
b. Horse
c. Rabbit
d. Bird

5. On an isolated island you can only have one of the following as your companion, which one would you choose?
a. Human
b. Pig
c. Cow
d. Bird

6. If you had the ability to tame all animals, which would you prefer as a pet?
a. Dinosaur
b. White tiger
c. Polar bear
d. Leopard

7. If you could be an animal for 5 minutes which of the following would you prefer to be?
a. Lion
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Pigeon

Analysis
1. Your choice represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.
a. Rabbit - Cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside.
b. Sheep - Obedient and warm.
c. Deer - Elegant and well-mannered.
d. Horse - Unbridled, free-spirited and free

2. Your choice represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.
a. Dog - Loyal and faithful.
b. Cat - Stylish
c. Horse - Optimistic
d. Snake - Flexible

3. Your choice represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.
a. Lion - Your partner's arrogance and authoritative behavior.
b. Snake - Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her.
c. Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness.
d. Shark - Your partner's insecurity.

4. Your choice represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.
a. Sheep - You both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word.
b. Horse - Both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept.
c. Rabbit - A relationship that makes you feel warm and always in love.
d. Bird - A long-lasting relationship.

5. Your choice shows whether you are capable of committing adultery
a. Human - Probably not.
b. Pig - You can't resist desire and lust so you are likely to commit adultery.
c. Cow - You are tolerant and you will try very hard not to do it.
d. Bird - You don't like to make commitments and are likely to commit adultery.

6. Your choice represents your views about marriage.
a. Dinosaur - You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.
b. White tiger - You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
c. Polar bear - You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom.
d. Leopard - You always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't know what it's all about.

7. Your choice represents your views about love at this present moment.
a. Lion - You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily.
b. Cat - You are quite self-centered; you think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want.
c. Horse - You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt.
d. Pigeon - You think of love as a commitment for both parties.

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Stereotypical girly survey.

Basics
01: Boring I know, but what is your name? Mary Angel. :)
02: Date of birth? September 19, 1992.
03: And where are you located in this world? Philippines.
04: What is your Starsign? Virgo.
05: Do you consider yourself as girly? Yes.

General Appearance & Health
01: Do you think you look after yourself the way you should? Of course.
02: Do you eat a healthy diet? Yes.
03: Do you exercise regularly? Yes.
04: Are you one of those girls who are scared of getting fat? Super. I get paranoid when someone tells me that I am getting fat.
05: Do you think size matters? Yes.
06: Has anyone ever bullied you for being under or overweight? No.
07: Or have you been one of the bullies? No.
08: Do you consider yourself pretty or attractive? Both.
09: Do the opposite (or same) sex generally find you attractive? I don't know.
10: Are you content with your over all appearance? Yes. I must be contented with what I have and what I got.
11: What would you do to improve it? none. :)

Hair
01: What was your hair color as a child? naturally black.
02: What color is it nowadays? Still the same.
03: Do you dye it? No.
04: What colours have you dyed your hair in the past? -
05: Is your hair thick or thin? Thin.
06: Is your hair naturally straight, curly, frizzy or wavy? Naturally Straight.
07: What shampoo & conditioner do you use? Sunsilk.
08: Do you use any other products on it? No.
09: How often do you wash it? Everyday.
10: What styles do you wear it in? Layered and straight.
11: Are you generally happy with your hair now? Super happy.
12: How often do you get it cut? Trim lang.

Make Up
01: Do you wear make up? Occasionally.
02: What are some of the brands you use? Maybelline, F21.
03: What is the most expensive make up item you have bought? Concealer.
04: How old were you when you first started wearing it? teen years.
05: Do you wear eyeliner (what colour?) No.
06: Do you think you are good at applying it? Make up? No. Hahaha.
07: Do you do anything unusual or different with your make up? No.
08: What colours do you wear? I don't really wear make ups.

Clothes & Style
01: How would you describe your style? Simple yet elegant.
02: How is it different from five years ago? I was more into tshirts five years ago.
03: Do you have a favorite item of clothing? Yes. Lingerie. :)
04: Where do you buy your clothes? Guess. Mango. FnH. Mint. Kashieca.
05: Do you dress like your friends or do you have your own style? I have my own.
06: Do people ever label you? Sosyal.
07: What piercings do you have? Only ear piercing but I would like to have a belly piercing.
08. Any tattoos? None.
09: Do you wear skirts / dresses? No.
10: How many pairs of shoes do you own? More than 10.

Body
01: How would you describe your figure? Petite.
02: Do you want or need to lose weight? I want to lose weight.
03: Have you ever been on a diet? Currently on diet.
04: Do you think there is too much pressure to be slim these days? No.
05: What is your favourite part of your body? My Shoulders and my belly. :)
06: Least favourite? None.
07: What part of your body is complimented often? Belly. Ang flat daw ng tiyan ko.
08: Would you ever get cosmetic surgery? No.

Boobs
01: What size are you? Should I really tell you? Haha.
02: Do you like your boobs? ofcourse.
03: Are they considered large, medium, or small? Tignan mo na lang. hahaha.
04: Would you ever get them enhanced? No.contented and happy with my boobs.
05: What does your favourite bra look like? basta its color yellow and pink. :)
06: Where do you buy your bras from? Lingerie Boutique.
07: What would you change about them, if you could? Wala.
08: What color are your nipples? Tignan mo na lang din. hahaha.
09: Do you show cleavage often? wala ako non! Hahaha!

Periods
01: When did you start them? 13 years old.
02: Are you too embarrassed to talk about it? No.
03: At what time of the month do you get it? It depends. Usually first or second week of the month.
04: Do you suffer badly from dysmenorhea? Yes.
05: Do you get bad PMS? No.
06: Do you get more sensitive or just irritable / bitchy? More senstive, irritable and bitchy. and its indeed true, kapag mainit ulo, meron.
07: Pads or tampons? Pads.
08: Are your periods always regular? Yes.

Sex / Relationships
01: Do you like anyone at the moment? Yes.
02: What is his / her name? Lloyd.
03: Are you straight / bi / or gay? Straight.
04: Physically, do you have a type (describe)? What I want in a guy is a sexy backbone and belly. No abs please. :)
05: Personality wise, what is your type? A guy with a great sense of humor and knows how to make me happy without trying hard.
06: What was your longest relationship? One year and 4 months.
07: Are you always game for it? No.
08: If not, how much do you enjoy sex? I dont know.
09: Do you think it’s important in a relationship? No. Its a part of a relationship but its not essential.
10: Do you like kissing (obviously, but how much)? Its fine but not all the time.
11: Are you romantic at all? I think, No. :))
12: Have you ever been in love? Yes.
13: Are you affectionate? Yes.

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Indeed, The best valentine of my lifetime. :)

2009-02-15T19:53:00.003+08:00

Valentines day, as we all know is a day of love. Valentines is a traditional day which lovers express their love for one another. and I consider one man as my lover and my love.

Yesterday, My Best friend, Lloyd did the sweetest thing a guy could ever do for me. ( well for me ha. )

Before Feb 14. He asked me to reserve valentines day for him and So I did, I wasn't expecting anything from Charles anyway.

I had no Idea what he had in mind. He asked me what I wanted to do or where I wanted to go. I told him Movie marathon is fine and all and that's what I wanted. I don't like the idea of going out or eating at some fancy restaurants anymore. Its very common these days and I am sick and tired of it. I get bored easily, I get bored of doing the same old thing. I get bored with things easily So doing something extra ordinary will really exceed my expectations and limitations but making me happy is easy. Having me is easy, but keeping me is hard. I didn't tell him what exactly I wanted. I just gave him some clue and let him do the rest.

I guess, He did exceed my expectations. He did the sweetest thing I always hoped and wished for. He cooked for me and even made me a dessert. He did all of these with help from his family. I really appreciate it and I am really touched by what he did. I never really thought about it. I never knew he could cook. I never assumed that he will exert efforts to the extent that he'd cooked for me and all. I am really overjoyed by what he did. This is indeed the sweetest thing a guy has done for me. He sent me to Cloud nine in no time.

Iloveyou baby. Thank you so much. I really had fun. :)

Still, Lili and Bezzy.
Still, No strings attached.

Bob Ong.

2009-02-15T17:31:00.002+08:00

Bob Ong's Inspirational Quotes. :)

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan yung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."

20. "Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."

21. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

22. "Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig eh hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?

23. "Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."

24."Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

Calla Lily. Paraluman. Pedicab.

2009-02-14T10:12:00.005+08:00

Our School, Angelicum College had a Pre-Valentine Concert last night. It was hosted by Chippy ( Love namin talaga ) and featured bands like aurora, duster, pedicab, paraluman and Calla lily. Somehow, It was a fun Night for some Angelicans. Only few Angelicans attended the Concert. Mostly are outsiders and Alumni. I mingled with my two ever crazy superclosefriends. Daryll and Kevin. I missed them so much! It was good that we had time for one another again.

Callalily is a Filipino pop-rock band. It was composed of 5 members, Kean Cipriano, Aaron Ricafrente, Alden Acosta, Tatsi Jamnague and Lemuel Belaro. Kean was in vocals, Alden is the Lead Guitarist, the Rhythm Guitarist is no other than Tatsi from Pasig, Lemuel Belaro was responsible of the drums and Aaron is the Bass Guitarist from Pasig. Aside from Tatsi, these four attended classes of Conservatory of Music in UST.

F4 and San Chai. Hahaha.

Daryll David and Kevin Herrera.
Mga Babaero.

&& my new found crush:
Tatsi of Calla Lily. :)
He's so calm and cool.
Iloveit!
I dont like kean.

Ang Pananaw.

2009-02-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

I got this from an online buddy. I was laughing while I was reading it. I agree. Both have its own points. I guess, thats how its supposed to be.

Go and READ! you'll have fun. PROMISE.

...IN HIS SHOES...

*grabe. usapang lalake*
*sindi ng yosi*
*hithit*
*buga*

Musta na, pare?
Ako, okay lang.
Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip.
Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan.
Ewan ko ba.

*hinga ng malalim*

Bakit ba ganun pare,ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit ‘sang anggulo mo tingnan,
hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal.

*tingin sa stars*

Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake
na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?
E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?
Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?
Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano.
Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e.

Ang alam lang ata nila e
mamili, manakit, at magsaya.
Tingin mo?

*tingin sa malayo*

Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap.
Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun,
kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten
para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila.
Alam kaya nila yun? Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?
Tapos liligawan pa naten.

Patutunayan na mahal nga sila.

Susuyuin..

to-the-max.

Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan,
sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan,
lahat na.

Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang
walang sahod. (Hahaha!)

At ano ang kapalit? Well, depende sa trip nila. Oo tol, sa trip lang nila.
Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila.

Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip,
isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha
naten,

kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo.
Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan.
Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.
Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila.
Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan.

Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi.

“Hindi pa ‘ko ready eh..”,
“Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..”,
“Ha? Uhhmm.. nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha..”
“Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?”,
“Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..”,
"Para lang kitang kapatid eh.. "

yaddah yaddah.

Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa ‘yon para saten.

*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*

At hindi lang ‘yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon.
Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle.

Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya..
tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon.
Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo;
tayo ang dapat magpapakabait;
tayo ang magtatyaga;
tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful;
tayo, tayo tayo.

Sila? Ummm… Teka, isipin ko.

Ayun.

Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet;
sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts;
sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano;
sila ang magbabawal;
sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave,
kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila,
kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila,
at kung kelan ka korni.

Ewan. Ganun ata talaga.

*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*

Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo ang bahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon.

Pag maganda, edi okay.
Pag may problema, kasalanan naten.
Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo.
Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun.

*hinga ng malalim*

Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila.
Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e.
Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso.
At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan.

Mas mature?
Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa.
Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal.

*hinga ng malalim*
*tingin sa malayo ulit*

At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap.

*singhot*

Ang ending ng relasyon.
Sa mga panahong ‘to, either
sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip,
may nahanap na silang better saten,
o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna.
Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod.

At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don?
Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten.
Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan.
Na playboy. Na nagpapaiyak.

*iiling*

Tayo siyempre ang mga antagonist
at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.

Ang ending:
mag-ooffer sila ng “friendship” kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan,
lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila,
sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, “player” na ang image naten,
at higit sa lahat,
mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay.
Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog.

Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake.
Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere.
Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no?

Ako, kamusta? Eto.
Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok ng alak

Ang mga babae talaga, oo

...IN HER SHOES...

Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti,
nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi.
Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon.

Marinig lang nila na malakas kang mag-salita,
palengkera ka na.
T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon.

Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit,
kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa.
Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan
dapat disente,
dapat mala-anghel ang mukha,
dapat mukhang inosente.
Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?
Parang baliktad yata?

Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake.

Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka, para habulin ka pa lalo.
Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot.. "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.
Hindi ka na seseryosohin.
Teka! Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo,
di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo.

Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh.
Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo,
babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema.
Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay.
Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis.
Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi.

"Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo"

Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun.
Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa.
Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya.
Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando,
aba! masasakal naman.

Sasabihin pa sa iyo:
"demanding ka."

Meron ka pang maririnig na:
"I think we need space.",

..........at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek.

Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait,
maging devoted at faithful?

Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin.
Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa amin.

Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang.
Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon.
Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre nalang.

Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin?
Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.

Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin.

Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon.
Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.
Ha. Ha. Ha. :))

Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin.

Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad.
Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo.
Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group.
Mas mataas pa kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity.
Kayo na ang mag-math!

Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo.

Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan.
Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?!

Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo,
pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin.
Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.
Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.

Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita?
Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap..

Kapag natapos na ang lambingan,
eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.
Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang.
Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago,
sino ba ang mayabang,
sino ba ang nagmamalaki?
Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice...

Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo.."
Lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.
Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan.
Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek.
Umiyak ka ng bato.Wa-epek.
Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa?

Post-break up.

Mahal pa ng babae si lalaki.
Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano.

Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.

Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila.
Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naginggirlfriend ka niya.
Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga.

Ano ba namang buhay to?

Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang.

Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere.
P***NGI*A SAKLAP DIBA?

I must admit.

2009-02-08T14:48:00.003+08:00

"Wag na po nating IPILIT. "

- Basha, Once more Chance.

I must admit. Ever since Charles and I broke up, My Grandma was greatly affected by what happened. She was the one who stood still beside me every time Charles and I are in bad terms. She was the one who I share stories with every moment that Charles and I had. She saw how our relationship started and became stronger and eventually, how our relationship ended and failed. Now, She pity Charles for what happened between us or so I say she believes that Charles is better for me. Err, How about me? Does she even care about how I feel, THIS TIME? Ako yung nakikipagrelasyon. Hindi siya. Wag niya na sana ipilit pa.
I didn't like what she did this time. Oo na naawa siya kay Charles pero hindi niya naman kailangan palayuin ang taong nagpapasaya sakin dahil lang sa naaawa siya kay Charles o dahil lang sa gusto niya si Charles.
I have the right to make decisions for myself. I have the right to choose. I have the right to be happy.

Is it real?

2009-02-03T19:44:00.007+08:00

These poems are made especially for me. These poems are from a guy who is very close to my heart. A guy I never thought would fall in love with me. Read and Realize. :)

BEFORE: ( Taken from my multiply blog. Posted around June-July 2008 )

TITLE: From a very especial boy of mine.

No. It isn't my boyfriend. Its not Charles who gave me this heart warming poem. I cried in happiness while I was reading it because I never really thought I was REALLY that especial to him. He isnt the very first guy who gave me a wonderful poem. I've received a lot of poems from friends and boys already but HIS poem really touched my heart and the only poem given to me that speaks the truth. No lies. HIS poem is really Different from the others. I was really amazed. ü

For You Bezzy

Thank you for being the friend you are Bezzy
I never thought that I would find
a friend so great and a friend so kind
I look up to you in every way
cause I learn something from you every day.
Without you I don't know where I'd be
but you're still here, friends with me
you deserve so much more than I can give
but without you I wouldn't live.
You've given me more than money can buy
and for you I'd give my all and I would die
This feeling I feel gets stronger every day
hoping not to mess it up, I constantly pray.
You're an angel from God up above
and I'm thankful for your understanding love
because when you're around everything seems right
and for you, until the end, I will fight.
It doesn't matter what you do or say
because you'll be my friend anyway
I know the real you that's down deep inside
and in you, I'll always confide.
Thank you for being the friend you are
you're my best friend, an angel by far
everything in you is an inspiration to do great
and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate!
So never stop being the real and wonderful you
cause God shines through in all that you do
and whenever it seems like I'm never there
remember this: I love you and I'll always care!
This is for you, my best friend,
Bezzy one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasn't good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain with your love and family and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend Mary Angelbelle Dizon

- Lloyd Frilles

and around September-October 2008, He made this for me out of confusion about what he really feels.

Whenever i feel I can't go on
you somehow make me feel better
and i don't even tell you wahts wrong

im invisible
yet you still see me
all this time
how blind can i be

i know you love him
and you'll never leave
but friends..
thats enough for me

I'd rather have you as my friend
than not at all
just knowing that your there
ready to catch me when i fall

- Lloyd Frilles

and these three poems are my favorite. He recently made this for me. His poems are really heart warming. He is really good in making poems, in expressing his own feelings. I adore him. I am very touched by these poems. I really appreciate it. and oh BTW, HER is my favorite. :)
These are taken from his blog. Click here.

tell me do you?

Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss
If you love me please answer this
Do you love me or do you not?
You told me once but I forgot
So tell me now tell me true
So I can tell you I love you
Of all the girls I've ever met
You are the one I won't forget
And if I die before you do
I'll go to heaven and wait for you
If you're not there on Judgment Day
I'll know you went the other way
I'll give the angels back their wings
And risk the lose of everything

Just to prove my love for you
I'll go to hell to be with you

Question

I wish I could have a chance with you
And I wish that you want the same thing too.

I have had fun the last few days
Talking to you made me feel special, like I could make it through.
Nothing has made me happier
Then when you come on and make me want you even more.

Just talking to you puts a smile on my face
So many times I have thought I lost my fate.
Hurt by a girl my heart was torn apart
But slowly you are putting it back together.

One question that has been running through my mind
I must ask you this hopefully it will enlighten a spark
Can I enter your heart?

Her

I like holding her hand,
Holding her in my arms
Never wanting to let go
Never saying goodbye,
Wishing the kiss lasted forever.

Her smile brightens my day
And her presence is even greater
For then I know I will always Love her
And with every Hug and Kiss
Our relationship grows stronger.

I feel sad when she cries,
Wanting to make things better,
But all I can do is tell her
That I will always be there.
And I just want her to know
that I will always Love her.

- Lloyd Frilles

Lloyd Frilles, My Best friend & My Lover. :)

(Wondering why? Read my another post. HERE )

I just cant.

2009-02-01T21:13:00.009+08:00

Why do I always have to make decisions in my life? Stupid Question right? I mean, Hell yeah I really do need to decide on some random things but why do they come all at once? Hahaha. So much for Drama. Mom told me that she is giving me the decision whether to celebrate My 18th Birthday with an elegant birthday party or a visit to 3 Asian tourist spots namely, Hongkong, Macau and Shanghai(Not sure about Shanghai) though I know I can actually do this after my 18th. I could still visit any country I wish to visit with my own hard work. Uh huh. Before I was actually choosing between an elegant birthday party or my own car. Now, this is another thing.

I don't know what to choose. Both have its own advantages and disadvantages. If I choose the Asian tour, Although its an unlimited shopping spree I will just enjoy it all by myself and that's boring. I want to celebrate with my family and my friends. I want to spend that moment of my life with them.

Hey, I am only sixteen. I still have more time to think. I GUESS.

BTW. I enabled comments already. So constructive criticisms are highly appreciated. :)

Celebrity Experience.

2009-01-31T18:41:00.005+08:00

Last January 25, 2009 Mom and I together with her bestfriend, Tito Richard went to SOP, GMA channel 7. We have connection so we had a chance to have the VIP seats. :) The experience was great. Right after the show, We went to Michael V's house. Michael V is a cousin of Tito Richard. He's house was so beautiful! I fell in love and told my mom that I will give her a beautiful house someday. I didn't know that Bitoy is in to Photography.
On our way home, We saw Regine Velasquez and Ogie Alcasid outside their house. :)

For More Pictures.
Click Here.

My Crush! Hindi ko alam name niya eh. / Mom and I at Capitol Hills.

@ Michael V's beautiful House. He took the second picture.

Superficial Life.

Just a quick post.

2009-01-31T15:59:00.002+08:00

Its near February and Valentine's Day is fast approaching and I think I have no DATE. Makes me wanna sing Single Ladies. Hahaha :) I do not want to receive a bouquet of flowers or a box of chocolates again this Feb14. I am sick and tired of receiving the same old thing every Feb14. I want something new and out of ordinary. A long rose stem or a big chubby bear would be great. Combine the two, I'll be in cloud nine in no time.

You are probably wondering why I am telling this to all of you, I am just sick and tired of the same old thing. and Ow, as I remember. I think Angelicum College, Our school will held a Valentine Concert this Feb13. I don't know how true is this.

As I was browsing the World wide web, I stumbled upon this great site.

I am now planning to celebrate my 17th Birthday in that place. That place is great! Perfect for my family and friends. What do you think? As I remember, My 14th birthday was also celebrated at a private resort. We rented the place and had fun all night. Now, I am planning to celebrate it in a private resort again. So friends, Ngayon pa lang magpaalam na kayo. :)

Call me KIMCHI because I am digging that name. Hahaha!
Thanks to IO Cruz. She calls me that name. It because of the Kimchi my mom made that IO ate and tasted and it turned out good. :)

Shut up.

2009-01-30T21:05:00.004+08:00

" A woman's heart
is a deep ocean of Secrets. "

I simply believe that there are things better left unsaid. I decided to not go into details anymore or for now. I am not going to elaborate my whole love story for now. I am not ready yet to blog about what is happening/happened to the three of us or so I say, I will keep this a secret for now but I will try my very best to clear things out. My mind and My heart are unwell. Need some time to think and to heal.

I have and I need to focus on the things that are also important.
My family, My studies, Myself and My own life.

I want to thank all the people who had helped me and supported me along this road:

To my ever loving Mom, Despite of being a bad girl, She understood me and still understanding me in every stupid mistakes and decisions I made and will make. Thanks to her undying support for She made me realize a lot of things about love and life.

To my forever friends, Kshatrias: John mark, Karen and Ria. Thanks to them because they made me strong and even stronger, without them I will surely be nothing.

and for all the people: Please respect my decision though I haven't really decided yet.

I will now continue to blog about random things, everything and anything except my love life.

Major change.

2009-01-17T18:45:00.018+08:00

Hello! It has been weeks since I last updated my blog. I have so many things in mind so here I am now ranting and rambling about everything and anything AGAIN. As I said on my earlier post I underwent some circumstances that changed my life. I actually do not know how to start this but for the sake of clearing things up and to stop people from making stories and asking me what the hell happened I have to speak and tell them what went wrong in my almost perfect LOVE and LIFE.

The story goes around Me, my boyfriend, Charles and my best friend, Lloyd.
The two most important men in my life.
The Men I love the most.

This is only about what really happened on the three of us. What is currently happening to us is for my next entry. okay?

So here's how the story goes:

Once upon my life, Around November-December 2008, Charles and I are constantly having petty arguments.That moment, I couldn't understand him anymore. For some months, I stood with the fact that he has stolid attitude and that he isn't the showy type of guy but He was not the same Charles I loved so much. He changed. I thought to myself that maybe I just have to understand him, As his first girlfriend I MUST understand him. So that is what I did I understood him in every conflicts we had but to tell you the truth, our petty nonsense arguments lead to the point that I felt that he doesn't love me anymore, I felt I was unappreciated, I felt that I was the only one loving and trying to make our relationship work . At first EVERYTHING was bearable I know this is normal in every relationship but not until he made me very disappointed and everything I felt became worst. The feeling that he does not love me anymore was unbearable in my mind and in my heart. Those times, I soothed comfort from my best friend, Lloyd. I always turned to him every time my life goes wrong. He was always there every time I am at my worst.

It was Christmas season, What do you expect? Giving and receiving gifts are the most common things. As a girlfriend, You expect the most gift from your only love, your boyfriend. It was our Batch Party and Everyone was giving gifts to one another, I received no gift from him. Before the Batch Party, I asked him my gift whereabouts His answer made me VERY DISAPPOINTED.
" Hindi ako nakabili eh, Wala kasi ako maisip. Sorry. " Bang! The moment he said that I felt anxiety inside me. The feeling of sadness and disappointment was in me and the feeling that he doesnt love me anymore was the only thought in my mind. Alam ko nawalan siya ng time, He was busy in his badminton sessions. Hindi niya naman kailangan mag sinungaling, kung sinabi niya naman yung totoo, maiintindihan ko naman eh. I thought at first that maybe he has something better or something more romantic or somewhat like a big or small surprise. I anticipated and I was hurt for some reasons. I was wrong. Imagine. He was the only one who knew me very well. He was the only one who knows what I want and what I need. He knows every single details about me and just giving a single gift he cant even think of anything? but he did gave me a gift on Christmas day,It was so sweet of him to dropby our house with his dad just to give me the gift. I was touched by what he did but I think it is because I demanded him or I pressured him to give me a gift. Frankly, I will and I can understand it if his reasons was financial but it wasn't that way so I was convinced that he has no efforts in our relationship anymore and that he doesn't love me anymore. That feelings made me stepped away from him. I felt UNAPPRECIATED. Ang babaw diba? pero ang laki ng nawala. Something was missing, really missing. May kulang.Alam niya na nagkukulang siya. Alam niya na nahihirapan na ako. I talked to my best friend to ease things out. I soothed comfort again but this time it turned to confession.

REWIND.
Early November, A friend very close to me, Charles and Lloyd approached me and talked to me about her perspectives in Lloyd's real feelings towards me. I am not going into details but to sum things up she told me that she feels that my best friend likes or loves me not only as a best friend. " Feeling ko, Mahal ka ni Lloyd. " I was really shocked when she told me about it. My best friend loving me had never crossed my mind but Before she told me about this I actually noticed that there is something about the way he looks at me and his spontaneous text messages and his actions and his words. I convinced myself so hard that it was nothing. I did not assumed but as days went by all I ever think about was him. Him and his real feelings towards me. I just cant stop myself. Do I need to say Sorry?

Since that disappointment happened I admit that my love for Charles subsided even since we were always arguing about petty nonsense things. He knows that my love for him was subsiding. I lost interest in loving him more. I barely gave up. I told him everything. I was honest. I was always honest. I never lied about how I feel. He did changed it was good for him to change but It wasn't enough for me. He wasnt like that before. I have many demands but supplies were scarce. I fed up. but I tried reviving everything. I tried reviving my love for him but he wasn't helping me. In fact he made everything worst. I felt hopeless. My love subsided maybe because of his fault and my own fault. His fault because of his Stolid attitude and my fault because I did not understand him or maybe I forgot to understand him or maybe I got sick and tired of understanding him. Which is Which?

Rewind.
Since the day my friend told me that my best friend loves me. I was always curious. I always think about him and his real feelings, It never really went out my mind. Its what I think about constantly then later on my feelings started to change, later on I found myself thinking of him all the time. It was hard to admit at first but I just cant escape from it. I cant help it. It was hurtful to admit that It was Lloyd who I think about constantly and not Charles anymore. I know It was wrong. Everything was wrong but it felt so right. I tried stopping myself, I tried controlling everything but I simply failed. One night of December 2008, I confronted Lloyd. I asked him straight, I asked him if he loves me more than a best friend and his answer strucked me, He loves me so much more than a best friend. He loves me, For Real.

Charles and I talked and tried to fix things. I told him about how I feel every time we argue over nonsense\petty things. I told him that he is changing and that he isnt the same man I loved before. I told him my love for him was subsiding. I was honest. I told him I fed up and I wanted to give up. He said sorry and that he is willing to change. He wants and He will make our relationship work again. He made me believe again. He made me fall all over again. I expected again from him. For that moment I tried to forget about my other feelings. I fooled myself into thinking that EVERYTHING will be back to normal again. I fooled myself into thinking that EVERYTHING will be alright again. I fooled myself that I am not falling apart and I am not falling for my best friend. I tried to focus on Charles but the feeling of anxiety still remains inside me. Tanga na kung Tanga. I guess I have to hurt myself emotionally just to be HAPPY, Real happy. I love Charles so much but his actions are making me fall apart. I tried to hold on. We were okay the next few days after our talk but not until before the year ends. We broke up unofficially in new year's day JUST because he got jealous of a guy who liked me before. I wont go into details anymore. Take note, Liked me not likes me. Past tense. "Naiirita na ako sayo, hiwalayan mo na ako." sabi niya. ang babaw noh? then My feelings for him subsided. My best friend talked to me after our unofficial break up.

Rewind.
Since the day I confronted Lloyd. We were constantly talking to each other. He made me happy all the time. He made me laughed when I do not even want to smile. I was happy with him. I am always happy with him. He filled in the spaces that Charles couldn't fill. I guess that was my biggest mistake. Still close to him even though I know I am falling for him and letting him love me. What can I do? The more I fool myself, The more I want him. I feel happy with him. He's my best friend. My only best friend. I was scared to lose him. I was very scared to lose him and very scared to hurt him. Charles and Lloyd are the two most important men in my life and I just cant afford to lose them or even one of them. I do not want to hurt the both of them. I didn't know what to do. I became selfish and I did not think about how they feel and how they will feel.

Charles and I were back together the next day and that is because of my best friend, He talked to me and convinced me to give Charles another chance, He stopped me from giving up on Charles, He convinced me to love Charles again but As days went by I became cold and cruel to Charles. I changed this time, Ako naman ang nagbago. January 2009, We started arguing about petty and nonsense things all over again. I treated him badly. I became a bad girlfriend. Naguguluhan ako nung time na yun. Gulong Gulo ang isipan ko. I didn't know what to do or what I should do. I know I have to choose but I just cant choose because its a choice between the two most important men in my life or I'd rather say because I already love my best friend for real. I never wanted to lie to Charles. I never lied to Charles. So I told him everything. I told him everything that happened. as in everything. I told him about my feelings. I told him that I think I love my best friend for real but unsure about how I feel.

and again:

This is only about what really happened on the three of us. What is currently happening to us , What is our families views, our friends reactions, the answer if Lloyd's love is real and the way I feel about everything is for my next entry.

Merry Christmas Everyone!

2008-12-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas
Everyone! :)

That is all I can say for now. I don't really feel the spirit of Christmas this time.
I went through bad times these past few days and I am still going through some circumstances.

Happy Holidays Everyone! :)

School Update.

2008-12-19T21:20:00.008+08:00

I wasn't able to update right away because my keyboard has difficulty working. My Brother accidentally spilled the green tea that he was drinking that moment. I was devastated when I went back home only to hear that news. I tried to revive my keyboard but it did not work. So I had no choice but to use ONSCREEN KEYBOARD which I have difficulty using it especially when chatting. Fcuk. I am now using my mom's laptop for easier access.

A lot of events happened to our school this month and the majors are Field Demo, BEC Christmas party and the Batch Party(SENIORS).

FIELD DEMO

When we first knew about the said event. All of us(Seniors) didn't like the Idea. It was like a culture shock for us because all the way we thought of intramural but we had no choice but to participate. Our Dance was good but somehow, our costume isn't a good idea but in the end, I know we have had presented a very good performance. At least, For once or for the last time our batch was united. We lost by the way.

American Indian.

DOA ( Dizon, Olaso, Alex )

T.O.A.D.S & My Happy Family.

BEC CHRISTMAS PARTY

This event was the best night of my senior life not because of what I have seen during the program but because my friends, the kshatrias was united again. We were all overjoyed that night. I missed my friends so much. We havent had a good conversation and a good bonding moment together since then and I am bothered for that fact that John Mark and I are not talking for some reasons that I myself do not even understand.
I want to congratulate the winners of the dance competition and the battle of the bands.

Anyways, BEC CELL #52, I think, was the most loudest group and has the most number of foods. We had stik-o, puto, brownies, Doughnut,pichi-pichi, pizza, popcorn and drinks plus the pringles that we had won.
Yeah, Winning that Pringles made us all happy because we never really thought that we will be picked for the prize. That moment, The moment that draw lots are being made, We were just shouting our cell #. We were all shouting " 52! , 52! " then bang! we heard: " CELL # 52! " the host said. We all screamed not for the fact that we have a pringles but the anticipation of being picked. We all had fun and the fireworks at the end was great! We never thought about the fireworks. The fireworks ended the event so well. :)

BATCH CHRISTMAS PARTY
The Black and White Party

The batch christmas party was the last christmas party that I have attended in High school but I or should I say We felt a bit boring. We did not enjoy the event for some reasons that the activities and all were not that entertaining and the food that we payed for P250 isn't good at all even the set up of the gym wasnt that great. I thought Seniors Batch party will be the best of all the parties in highschool but indeed, I think I was wrong but still we all had fun though.

T.O.A.D.S and Kshatrias Girls.

I love them so much!

Jovee and Karen! AYIEEE! :)

My Boyfriend and My Bestfriend.

After Party.

Condo mo O Grades mo?

2008-12-13T11:28:00.003+08:00

Early Friday morning, My Mom questioned me this.

" Mamili ka, CONDO mo o GRADES mo? "

She was making me choose between my condominium and the PFC that morning. I was feeling blue that Friday morning just because my mom can't accompany me to the Parent-Facilitator Conference just because she had to fix things about our 3 unit condominium at Avida Towers, Sucat Paranaque. I was really pissed that I didn't want to go to PFC and to the extent that she made me choose between " Condo mo o Grades mo" made it all worse. We should have had a win-win situation. She'll drop by at school and after school that is the time she'll go to fix things but she didn't want to and that ruined my day. I wanted her to see my NCAE result and to hear the not-so-good news from my moderator that I almost made it to the partial list.

I guess my efforts arent enough after all pero bati na kami. :)

One step away from the partial list.

2008-12-13T11:11:00.002+08:00

Being in the 1ST PARTIAL LIST OF CANDIDATES FOR GRADUATION had never crossed my mind not until I realized that I could make it possible just because I am just few steps away from being included in the list. I am doing fine with all my subjects except for one, and that is PHYSICS. We need 60% accomplishments to be included in the list. I reached the target accomplishments with all my subjects but I only had 50% accomplishments in Physics.

I feel sad about it because I never really thought that I could make it to the 1st partial list if only I had exerted more effort. My anxiety went on when Charles was included in the 1st partial list. I feel very happy for him and I am so proud that he was included but at the same time I feel really bad about myself for not exerting more effort and now, I have learned my lesson. Do everything as long as I can. I must stop PROCRASTINATING. I promise myself that I will be in the next partial list together with Charles. Its our goal that must be done together.

I'm Back.

2008-12-13T10:59:00.002+08:00

I've been offline these past few days.
Ive been really busy with things especially with my academics.
I am now back to rant and update about my life again.
Now that holidays are fast approaching I will be having more time to blog and share things I know.

I miss blogging so much!

Saturday is a day with the Gaw family.

2008-12-07T16:23:00.003+08:00

Auntie Becca, Charles Mom, My Boyfriend's Mom. Invited me to watch the KILYAWAN Boys choir @ Tanglaw University Center. Went there together with Mika, Charles' Shobe. Kilyawan Boys was GREAT! The Harmony, The Blending, Their Voices and Everything! Everything was great! I wish to see them perform again.

These are their accomplishments.
5th World Choir Games , Graz, Austria July 9-19, 2008

CHAMPION OF THE WORLD CHOIR GAMES - Olympic Round Pop Choral Vocal Ensemble A Capella Category 25

GOLD MEDAL - Olympic Round Pop Choral - Vocal Ensemble A Capella Category 25

GOLD DIPLOMA - Qualifying Round Pop- Choral Vocal Ensemble A Capella Category 25

CATEGORY WINNER - Qualifying Round- Pop Choral Vocal Ensemble A Capella Category 25

SILVER MEDAL - Olympic Round Mixed Boys Choir Category 4

GOLD DIPLOMA - Qualifying Round Mixed Boys Choir Category 4

CATEGORY WINNER - Qualifying Round Mixed Boys Choir Category 4

SILVER MEDAL - Olympic Round Music of the Religions Category 18

GOLD DIPLOMA - Qualifying Round Music of the Religions Category 18

CATEGORY WINNER - Qualifying Round Music of the Religions Category 18

After the performance, We attended the Meditation and Benediction and the Merienda. Shobe and I ate a lot. Janet Bellarmino was also there. Janet Bellarmino is the 1st asian woman who went up to Mt.Everest. I was able to see her in person. :)

The Merienda.

Auntie Becca invited me for a dinner with them. Charles wasn't their when we arrived home from Tanglaw. He had a Badminton Tournament that time. Shobe and I read magazines and stuffs, She showed me their dance in school, we watched cartoons and played with their dog named Rambo and still Charles wasn't home yet. He arrived when we were already eating dinner.

While having Dinner, Uncle Charlie, Charles Dad asked if I could spend New Year's Eve with them. Of course, I can't. My Lola will get mad at me. She will never let me spend holidays with others Even with our relatives.

Me. Rambo and Shobe.

I saw this at his Study Table.
His Certificate from U.P Math Competition.

Friday Night is a Family Day.

2008-12-07T14:49:00.004+08:00

Mom arrived back home last Friday from Hong Kong. I am so happy to see my mother again. I missed her so much though she only stayed there for few weeks. I thought she would not make it to our school's family week. I am overjoyed. :)

Last Friday, We went to visit my uncle's newly opened restaurant at timog in front of laffline named KATIMOGAN Grill. My siblings and I had fun tasting every food that was served to us and of course, we are much overjoyed with our mother's presence.

Then we headed straight to the Airport to fetch our family friend.
While we were waiting at the airport my siblings and I tried so hard acquiring the jump shot. We had no good results. HAHA

This is shrimp and it tastes good!

Ang sarap ng Gravy. Promise.

On our way to airport.
( Me, Sarah and Our beautiful Mom )

I call this, The Hair Shot.

OFFLINE.

2008-12-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

I am stressed! I have a lot of things to do.
I am going off line for now.
I promise to get back to
link exchanges and blog reviews.

Short post.

Everyone is thinking that I am a chinese/korean/japanese, Even my teachers are asking about my ethnicity. One of my teachers told me that I looked like a Korean actress ( with all these flaws?) in one of the kdrama she have watched and I just want to share, my other teacher called me chinita girl. I just laughed. well the only truth is I only have Chinese blood.

I am clearly saying that I do not have any other asian blood besides chinese and filipino. :)

Tour to my Room.

2008-11-30T00:45:00.005+08:00

This morning, My Moderator texted my parents about my accomplishment in PHYSICS and bang! I am now grounded. I did nothing but cleaned my room and my mom's room because I feel good today. Masipag ako ngayon eh. Sinermonan kasi. Hahaha!

So now, Here's the product of my good day (?). I'll tour you to my room and my mom's room. :)

WARNING: This contain A LOT of PICTURES.
So if you're in Dial up, Better close this now.

Sorry for the bad quality of pictures.
These pictures are taken using my N70.
My Digicam is still in bad condition.

My hello kitty bed.
I love HK ever since.

These are my bags.
Bags are my collection by the way.
My lola gets mad at me whenever I buy a new bag.
HAHAHA.

Line Up.

I love that chinese thing.
The little tree with chinese writings.

My Closet and that bag is where I put my undies. :)
Ssshh..

These are Charles and I monthsary cups and
empty cans of our very own monthsary pringles.
See that little bear over there? We named it chop2x.
Chop2x wears all the medals of Charles in Track and Field.

These are my earrings. I only have few.

I love bangles and shuttlecocks and CMG!
Hahaha

Of course, My baby pancho has a place of his own. :)

Mom and I love reading magazines.
We have tons of magazines!
That box is full of magazines!

So, We're done in my room.
Next stop, To my MOM'S ROOM.

My Mom's Room.
I cleaned her room. :)
My picture frame is missing, you see?
I am still waiting for my grad pic.

Her favorite teddy bear.

The Trophies.

Her table and her laptop.
She's not around so I get to use her laptop.
hehehe!

and that's it! I've done lot of things today.
You have no idea how I fought Mr.Procastinate. Hahaha!

( That's my favorite Lotion! )

So I ended the day with a shower and a pamper. I
feel relaxed now and even though I did lot of things today.
I am still wide awake at 3am.

Blog reviews.

2008-11-29T23:51:00.003+08:00

I want to thank all these candy girls who reviewed my blog @ Candymag!

http://jh3n-a-holic.blogspot.com/

your pretty sis. ang organized ng blog mo. nagutom ako sa mga foods na nakita ko. haha.

http://faorani.blogspot.com

hi pretty girl... "do not be blinded by my halo. do notice my horns" haha, that's funny! anyway your posts are interesting because it talks about you and gives tips as well! you seem to be pretty in love... good for you =D

http://misadventuresofayesha.blogspot.com

-- la ko masabi. galing!
- i love her lay-out! and a lot of her entries are very informative!

ibanitzzz.livejournal.com

- Wow, you've got a lot of pictures! It's really appealing when you've got pictures in your posts.

http://lifeunscripted.multiply.com/journal

"do not be blinded by my halo. do notice my horns"
CUTE

http://ohgravity2.blogspot.com

wow. i love the 'staying in shape' post. :] and your bg music is nice too!

http://marscullen.blogspot.com

: wow you're a health conscious. I'm sure girls who wants to lose weight found it very helpful.

Health Hair.

2008-11-26T20:01:00.003+08:00

I took my Mastery Activity in Basic Accounting. I was left there with a classmate and our dear facilitator, Sir Paul. Then he asked me if I am a CHINESE or a JAPANESE. I laughed and told him that I only have some Chinese blood from my paternal side. I wonder why he thought that I'm a Japanese just when I was about to ask him he said: " Akala ko japanese ka eh, Ang straight kasi ng buhok mo. " Ahmm. Do japanese really have straight hairs? Anyway. He followed it with the question. " nag pa rebond ka? ". If you just know Sir paul, Rebonding my hair never crossed my mind. I replied, " Hindi po. " He was stunned, From his expression I could tell that he's in a state of disbelief. " Talaga? Natural! " followed by my classmate " Kainggit nga sir eh. "

Of course I am proud of my crowning glory but before having this naturally straight hair, I've gone through hardships that no one could ever Imagine. Our hair isn't a living part of our body so we have to treat them well.

So here's my little secret.

I always brush my hair whenever I feel like brushing.

I only used a flat brush because according to our beautician, Flat brush makes hair straighter.

I stick to one shampoo and one conditioner.

I recommend Sunsilk green for it makes hair grow longer and faster.

When my hair is about to dry. I tie it neatly until it totally dries.

So sometimes when you see me in the morning, thats the reason behind why I tie my hair. It works for me. We have different hair types anyway. OR I brush my hair until it dries.

I avoid using flat irons.

I am really paranoid about flat irons. I worry so much that it will ruin my hair forever!

I regularly go for a hot oil once a month.

It helps maintain my healthy hair.

Good nutrition

a well - balanced diet of fresh foods and lots of water not only helps one to have beautiful - looking hair but also improves it's texture.

Your hair can indeed be your crowning glory if you treat it right!

For one more day.

2008-11-25T21:08:00.004+08:00

I was dying to read FOR ONE MORE DAY of MITCH ALBOM. Luckily, Celina have a book and It was so nice of her to lend it to me. Thank you CELINA! I've read a lot of book reviews about this book and Even Celina herself said that the book is good so good that it made her cry. I already started reading it and the first parts are dragging me into the end! Charles recommended that I should also read TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE for it will teach me a lot of lessons in life.

Celina's For one more day and
Charles' The five people you meet in heaven.

I pity Charles in trigonometry because our facilitator is really giving him a hard time. IMAGINE, Our dear Sir Mendoza is always giving him 2 or 3 sets of M.A (Mastery Activity a.k.a EXAM ) in one time! and just this afternoon, Sir Mendoza gave him 4 sets of M.a in Module 23! Look!

I overheard that he's a candidate for General Excellence. Wooah! Galing naman! I only succeeded in academics when I was in elementary. The highest achievement I had was only Second honorable mention in short, Second Honor and the lowest was 4th honarable mention way back when I was still in graded school. I am proud of my achievements! Hahaha.

This afternoon, Charles, Regina, Reinard and I went to Red Ribbon just to eat a delicious cake. We had a hard time deciding because everything looks and tastes great. In the End we all decided to munch in with DULCE DE LECHE. Charles' Favorite!

Dulce De Leche

Rawr!

Korean Cooking.

2008-11-23T13:21:00.004+08:00

Last week, Auntie Becca ( Charles' Mom ) asked me to come to a Korean cooking session at Tanglaw University Center located at examiner, Quezon City. Yesterday, We went to Tanglaw together to attend the said session. I arrived at their house as early as expected, Well thats what I thought. I was shocked when I saw their time, I was 10 minutes late while in my watch I was 10 minutes early. Turns out that their time is advanced. Thank God.

Charles wasn't their when I arrived. He was on his way home from the Math Quiz Bee at U.P Diliman when I was at their house. I chilled with Mica, Charles younger sister. We read W.I.T.C.H magazine and answered lots of surveys and quizzes. It was sad when we already had to go and When I had to leave Shobe already, I really enjoy spending time with Mica Luckily, Auntie asked me to eat dinner with them. Yipee! :) I call her shobe by the way. In case you dont know, Shobe means Younger sister in Chinese. Charles arrived home, he was in a hurry. He was late for a badminton game. He prepared his things and then We went on our way and dropped off charles along the way. Auntie Becca, Uncle Charlie and I went to supermarket to buy rice and I learned a fast fact from Auntie:

" Kapag ma-bilog at medyo clear na maputi ang bigas, Magandang Klase yun. "

She even showed me the difference between the good and the bad quality of rice.
Wow. I learned something new. :)

then Uncle Charlie dropped us at Tanglaw.

Tanglaw University Center

Inside Tanglaw.
This Place is beautiful!

We first went to the Oratory to attend the Meditation and Benediction then we headed straight to the Demo room where the Cooking Session will be held. Hands on are allowed so I had the chance to cut the vegetables. I cut the black mushroom. I had fun! Hahaha! then the demo started, The dessert was prepared first because it needs to be in the fridge then the appetizer called Cabbage then the Jap Chae Korean noodles and the Broken Glass as the Dessert. Too bad I didn't had the chance to take good pictures of the foods for the reason that my DIGICAM BROKE. Anyway, Sorry for the bad quality of pictures I took pictures using my N70 phone. :)

Ms. Lali Fabia - A chef's mom
She's the mother of one of the Chef of Ka-Toque (QTV)

I forgot who. Hehehe
That is the broken Glass ( Dessert ) By the way.

Cold Noodles = Sweet Potato Noodles.

( L-R) Auntie Becca in white. Kamae, and Ms. Julie Anne.

Jap Chae Korean Noodles.
It does not appear appealing here but this taste delicious!

sugar, spice and everything nice.

2008-11-23T12:34:00.003+08:00

EVERYONE!

I created a new blog for everyone and that blog rants about BEAUTY, HEALTH, LOVE and MORE. Feel free to visit it anytime for I will update it from time to time.For now, Only few are posted but I will make sure that I will give you informations, tips and tricks of life.

SUGAR, SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE.

NEXT: korean cooking with my boyfriend's mom.

Tips for a Whiter Teeth.

2008-11-21T21:25:00.005+08:00

When we smile, our teeth plays a big role even when we eat, without our teeth we cant chew our favorite yums. :) I am blessed for having a beautiful whites. I do not need braces just to make my pearly whites beautiful. I am proud to say that my whites are NATURAL! :)

Here some tips for a bright white teeth the easy way.

Chew for a brighter whites.

There are certain foods that stain our teeth like red wine, coffee, soy sauce, berries and a lot more but little did we know, there are also food that helps whiten our teeth. The fibrous foods such as apple, lettuce, celery, broccoli and also strawberry helps remove the stains in our teeth. The following foods remove stains by exfoliating teeth before the stain molecules have the time to attach deeply to the surface. It's like a skin scrub for your smile!

Drink through a straw

There are colored beverages that stains our teeth. So make sure to drink with a straw so that it wont seep through our whites. Also try brushing our teeth after drinking a teeth-staining beverages.

Kiss the stain away.

Some lip colors can actually make your teeth look significantly whiter and even darker! So Learn to choose the right lipstick shade for you. try nude shades or pinks that have bluish undertones.

Whitening Floss.

In addition to whitening the spaces in our teeth, Whitening Floss also helps maintain healthy gums too. Neglecting to care for your gums will eventually cause them to look red and irritated, detracting from your smile.

Use whitening toothpastes

Whitening toothpastes may promise to keep your pearly whites sparkling, but the truth is, toothpaste itself doesn't whiten teeth—it only helps scrub away stains before they settle in and discolor your enamel. (Always remember to brush before bedtime, since neglecting to do will give stains a chance to set overnight.)

SPEECH ORATION ELIMINATION.

2008-11-19T19:10:00.005+08:00

Speech oration probably made the classes of YS11( SENIORS ) to be united again but not REALLY for our class for the reason that WE, OUR CLASS, The magsenians did not actually presented the speech oration as a whole because we HAD to eliminate boys and even girls from our class for the fact that they have not memorized the speech piece. I also think that its one of the reasons why we did not even had a place in the elimination round because we lack voices but over all, Our class had a great time. If you have noticed, Our class had a plain, formal presentation that is because we have been told by our CAE facilitator that there must be less actions or that will be equivalent to deduction of points and so, We focused on the variation of our voices. At the end we all wondered for what happened.

For the winners,

I am very much happy for the Blanco's Class, At least, At this point of time, They had proven that they are great, not only as an individual but as a whole class. I know they wanted this all along. I am proud of the achievement of Blanco's Class this time. I am proud especially for my friends in Blanco's Class.
Cruz's Class had a great presentation. Its like I have seen again the same thing that happened at the Gym, two months ago. They are indeed, a united class.

BATCH MATES, Lets just all congratulate the winners of the elimination round. Lets be proud and lets support them.

and ow, Kindly answer the poll located at the right side of my blog. Do not take it seriously by the way. It is just for fun.

CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISMS ARE ALLOWED.

Stress free moment.

After a Tiring day.

2008-11-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

I had a very tiring day.
To soothe things out I want to
talk about food and random things.

BREAKFAST
1.Do you like breakfast? I really do.
2.If so, what do you usually eat for breakfast? Hotdogs, Tocinos, eggs and sometimes cereals.
3.What kind of cereal do you like? Corn flakes.
4.What kind of pop tarts do you like? I dont like poptarts.
5.Waffles or pancakes? pancakes.
6.Whats your favorite way to have eggs? sunny side up :)
7.Do you think you drink enough milk? Yes. I love milk very much.
8.Does it sometimes make you sick to eat breakfast? No.

LUNCH
1.Do you usually eat lunch, or skip it? I eat lunch.
2.What is your favorite thing to have for lunch? FOOD. hahaha.
3.Do you call it lunch or dinner? Dinner.
4.Do you think it's weird when people call lunch "dinner"? Sometimes.
5.Do you like lunch ables? No.
6.If so, what's your favorite kind? -
7.Do you think school lunches are good or nasty? they're good.
8.Do you often eat out for lunch? Yes.
9.What's your favorite kind of sandwich? Tuna sandwich.

DINNER
1.What is your favorite meal? Buttered shrimp and crab / Beefsteak / giniling na may patatas.
2.What is your least favorite? Paksiw. :x
3.Is there anything that you hate the thought of eating, but once you eat it, it isn't so bad after all? Yes, Eggplant.
4.Does your family eat at the table or where ever? they eat at the table.
5.Do you always have a drink with you while you eat? yes.
6.Do you think its weird to have breakfast for dinner (like bacon & eggs)? No.
7.Is meatloaf really all that bad? YES!
8.Who cooks? My lola. She is the best cook ever!
9.Who's job is it to clean up afterwards? Our Maid.

DESSERT
1.Do you usually have dessert? No.
2.What is your favorite dessert? Fruits.
3.Pie or cake? neither!
4.Have you ever had strawberry shortcake? no,
5.Is apple pie as good as everyone makes it out to be? yes!

RANDOM Q'S
1.Do you often feel guilty for eating? Yes.
2.If so, why? i feel that I am over spending my money for extra fats. :)
3.Do you feel self-conscious eating in front of people? No.
4.Does it gross you out to see fat people eating? Only when they eat like a pig.
5.How about old people? No.
6.Kids? No. but sometimes they're messy.
7.Do you share food or does it gross you out? I share food.
8.What is one type of food you refuse to share? French Fries and Ice cream. NO WAY.
9.Home cooked meals or fast food? Home cooked meal.
10.Do you like your grandma's cooking? SUPER!
11.Is it really all that great? YES!
12.Are you hungry after talking about all this food? No. HAHAHA

NEXT: SPEECH ORATION.

When I grow up I want ...

2008-11-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

When I grow up I want to help people who are in need. When I grow up I want to make my family even more happier.

I may be rich but when I grow up I will work hard and even harder to attain my goals and dreams. When I grow up I want to have a ROOM (not a cabinet) full of vanity. Full of clothes, Shoes, Lingerie, accessories and everything I could wish for to satisfy my vanity.

When I grow up I want to drive my own BMW and live in my own house with all the latest technology/gadgets I wanted. I want everything in life but I know these things will never be equal to eternal happiness.

Lastly, When I grow up, I want someone to share all my life with and spend it like there is no tomorrow. Hey, It might be CMG. Its him who I wanted to share my whole life with. My dream is to love once. Why not dream to be with him forever and love him endlessly? :)

My cute brother and my jealous dog.

2008-11-16T16:08:00.006+08:00

I had a wonderful morning, I woke up with a bright and cloudy sunshine and everything went as great as it sounds when my little cutie brother made me laughed. I was at the laundry area when my little brother, Samuel came up and talked to me. We were talking when suddenly he paused and said:

"HALA. Atsi (Ate), patay na ilaw. " with bulol effect pa.

I wondered why he said that, It was a bright,cloudy morning and I was not using any light that moment. little did I noticed, The sun was covered with a cloud that made the sky dark and that made him say " Patay na ilaw ". I was laughing so hard. I can't literally stop myself from laughing when the sky went bright again that made my brother say:

"Ayan... Bukas na ilaw. Yehey!"

and I laughed even more when the sky went dark again:

" Hala Atsi, Patay ulit Ilaw " baby talk.

" Patay ulit? Eh di turn the lights on. Buksan mo ilaw. "

He Laughed and said:

"Hindi ko abot eh. hehehe. " (switch: He cant reach the switch of the light daw.)

HAHAHAHA! I cant stop laughing at him. It feels so good to have a little brother by your side. He's actually my stress reliever. Whenever I ask (even if I'm not asking) for a hug or a kiss, He always give in and make lambing.

- - -

My dog is very watchful of strangers. Whenever someone he's not familiar with or a stranger goes in our house, He always barks at them. Even though they have been to our house numerous of times already, He always barks at them for a reason I understand. My dog knows who to bark at and who to mingle with. He even understand when we are hiring a new maid. We just had a new maid yesterday and guess what,Today, He doesn't bark at our new maid anymore! This happened numerous of times already. Whenever we are having a new maid, He doesn't seem to bother when he sees them but when my boyfriend, Charles is here at our house, Even though, He's always here. My dog always barks at him but when a new maid comes, He doesn't even bark at all. He even plays with our new maid. Weird. Maybe he can really understand things. My grandma said, Maybe My dog, Pancho barks at Charles ,even though Charles been to our house numerous times is because my dog is JEALOUS of him. HAHAHA

Helpful tips to stop gaining weight.

2008-11-15T15:38:00.004+08:00

I love my body. I love everything about my body. I am contented with what I have though I have the smallest waist line compared to all of my classmates (next to gwen who is the slimmest girl of our class), Having a 24 inches waist, Of course, I stop myself from gaining much weight. I found this helpful tips in Cosmo magazine. I hope this will help you. I am very willing to share this to all of you.

Stop gaining weight and read this.

Never go grocery-shopping hungry.

It will lead you to load your cart with the most decadent items available.

Eat apples and lose weight

An apple is pack with fiber,nutrients, and water. So, If you munch on one, your stomach will feel full and you'll be unlikely to binge. People who eats apples before meal, lose weight faster.

Deep breathing can help

Hate looking at your abs, or whatever it is that passes for your abs? Take a deep breath and suck in your stomach for a few seconds. Repeat the action 10 times. Do it as often as you can. You'll see inches from your middle disappear soon enough.

Laughter is the best medicine

Laughter is very,very good for you. Not only does it exercise the muscles of your abdomen, It also helps burn loads of calories.

Milk your way to Weight loss

Experts find that getting too little calcium triggers the release of hormone called calcitriol, which tells the body to store fat instead of burn it. When calcium levels are sufficient, calcitriol levels remain low, and the body burns fat instead of storing it.

Pinch your ears to stop eating

If you feel your willpower suddenly slipping when confronted by sinful goodies on a tray, try pinching the small area of cartilage where your jaws start, just below the ears-this is an appetite control point according to acupuncturists. See if this helps you to stay off heavy treats.

Sleep more

Research into sleep and hormone function found that your metabolism rises and you burn calories more efficiently when you are well rested.

Go to the Mall

Go to the Mall and then spend all the time you want to doing what you always do--look around. Eventually, Choose a pile of clothes and then try them all out one by one. You obviously dont need to buy them all. This is a wonderful workout and one you'll enjoy as well.

Dont stop Fidgeting

Fidgeting: act of being nervous or adrenaline rush.
Fidgeting can burn a hundreds of calories a day. Every time you run to grab the phone, stand up and pace around for no reason, walk around during that TV commercials or while talking on your cellphone, tap your feet to the beat of the music playing, crack your knuckles, or even just stand instead of sitting down, you're actually shedding those extra pounds.

Don't confuse thirst for hunger ( I love this! This works for me. )

Always grab a bottle of water when stepping out of the house. Reach for that when the first hunger pangs strike-often what you mistake for hunger is actually thirst. So, the next time inexplicable hunger assails you, reach for water first, as drinking also helps you feel full.

I hope this helps you :)

Clean up and Shed some fats!

2008-11-15T15:23:00.002+08:00

Want to know how many calories you can burn in one day?

Light Kissing
36 calories for half an hour or 1.2 calories per minute (cpm)

Shopping
75 calories for half an hour or 2.5 cpm

Dressing or Undressing
2.5 cpm

Having a meeting
45 calories for half an hour or 1.5 cpm

Light Cleaning (Vacuuming, Dusting, Straightening up, Changing bedsheets, taking out the trash )
75 calories for half an hour or 2.5 cpm

Dancing
138 calories for half an hour or 4.6 calories cpm

Reading in bed
33 calories for half an hour or 1.1 cpm

Source: Cosmopolitan Magazine.

Big sister.

2008-11-15T14:58:00.003+08:00

If you still don't know. I am the eldest among the family. I have all the eldest titles in our happy family. Eldest daughter, Eldest granddaughter and eldest great granddaughter. I have such a big responsibility to my family. I am happy because I am not being obliged to support my family financially. I can have my earnings for all myself. I am not the typical eldest who studies well to have a good job and support a family. All I have to do as an eldest is in the form of emotional and physical things and not financial. I feel very lucky.

Our maid went to her province for some reasons and our other maid went back to her province because of my katayaran, DAW. So last night, I did things that our maids usually do. :

I prepared our food.
I washed the dishes. ( I tell you, I hate washing dishes. Ask me to do everything but never and ever the dishes! )
I supervised my siblings shower time.
I cleaned my dog's poop.
I even washed my own clothes.
and cleaned the kitchen and the dinning room.

I can't believe I've done everything. Preparing food and supervising my siblings are easy but I never thought I could wash the dishes,wash my own clothes and even wash my dog's poop! I guess I am really a big sister now. These are the things I consider as responsibilities and obligations even with a maid or without a maid. Its a pleasure to serve my family with the things I can do. I feel delighted. :)

I ended the day with a warm shower and a goodnight sleep.
Of course, I talked to Charles to make me feel more relaxed.
He's my sweetest drug. :)

I serve Nuffnang.com

2008-11-15T13:51:00.004+08:00

An overview

Nuffnang.com is Asia’s first and leading blog advertising community.

Our online platform allows advertisers to serve graphic or video based advertisements onto the thousands of local blogs that are signed up with us.

To date, over 40,000 bloggers have signed up with our platform in Singapore and Malaysia.

Their ranks grow everyday.

I joined nuffnang.com

I'm a certified nuffnanger. Its a blog advertising site with a monetary gain wherein you get paid in PHP by each blog visit you get. Yes, earn as much as Php2000 per month! I am new to this but I hope this will have a positive effect on my side. :)

Try it! Its free and you wont lose anything. :)

I have my own bank.

2008-11-12T21:10:00.004+08:00

Charles Michael Gaw Bank.

I have my own savings account and its called CMG BANK. HAHAHA
Pinapatago ko kay charles savings ko kasi kung na sa akin lang magagastos ko lang lahat yun. I cant have an own real savings account since my mom does not want it yet. I made a PASSBOOK to keep track of my deposits and withdrawals. With Interests yun courtesy of CMG! It is Charles who influenced me to stop spending for non essential things and to save money for future use. KURIPOT na ako ngayon katulad niya. Chinese much? HAHAHA :))
I am happy because he really does influences me with Good things. I know, GOD gave me a man who will make me a better person. :)

This made me laugh real hard.

2008-11-12T20:41:00.005+08:00

This post will be in tagalog assuming that I am still in Filipino Class.

Hindi ito joke pero super tawa kaming lahat sa klase kanina.

Filipino Class.

Ang aking kaklase na si Troy Parba ay lumapit sa akin at nagtanong tungkol sa aming leksyon. Aking sinagot ang kanyang mga katanungan nang siya ay muling nagtanong:

"Ano yung ginagawa nila sa harapan?"

Ang aking mga kaklase ay kakatapos pa lamang mag IMPROMPTU SPEECH ( im-prom-tu: on the spot speech ) kaya ito ay kanyang naitanong sa akin at ang aking kasagutan naman ay:

" Ahh, Impromptu speech yun. :) "

"Ahh, eh ano 'tong gawain 4 (sabay turo sa module), impromtONE? " with matching serious look.

Kung hindi mo na intindihan:

Gusto mong itranslate ko sa english?
Ang slow mo!

Hindi niya alam kung ano ang IMPROMPTU SPEECH. Ang pagkakaintindi niya ay Impromp TWO.

Salamat Troy! Pinatawa mo ako at kami ng sobra! :))

14th Monthsary.

2008-11-08T23:43:00.003+08:00

November Seven Two thousand and Eight.

We Celebrated our one year and two months anniversary last Friday with much HAPPINESS. We are taking things maturely this time. Staying in a relationship is not all about Love. There are things that should be considered too. Like, Trust and Understanding and Everything under the sun. We are better now. I am proud that He is now getting better in handling our relationship. Hindi na siya mainitin ang ulo. :) We are happy because we are blessed by each other. :) and ow, BTW, after the Starbucks cup for the first year, We are now collecting Pringles for the second year. :)