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Currently listening to: Always be my baby - M.C
Yesterday Charles and I together with reinard played badminton. and of course, I was late again. but a little bit earlier than usual. HAHA and now my body hurts like hell. aww :c
Charles invited me today to do Pilgrimage with him. It was fun. It felt like god is the center of our relationship. We talked about everything and anything about God and Mama Mary and even our plans and dreams together. I find it sweet and very unusual. Then we went to their house to have some snacks. We played with his shobe and watched T.V with his Atsi and Shobe. Then we went to my place to chill for awhile. He played with my brother and then he went home right away.
I want to sleep right now. I feel very restless.
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Finally! I manage to make a layout for my fster. Since summer is almost over. I based it as a theme. ü
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I cleaned my room today. I rearranged everything. My bed, My Computer and everything. Mom said cleaning my room is the best thing I could do. HAHA!
Atsi Micky (Charles' sister) will be graduating from her Industrial Economics course on June 07. ( She and her boyfriend monthsary and our monthsary also.) Congrats Atsi! I greeted her today and I also asked her about her relationship with ahnya jonhson. They have been together for 8 years now. Ang tagal na noh? I wonder how they manage to keep the fire burning. Amazing! hehe!ü 8 years is surely not a joke.
* Sana ako din. sigh.
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Err. Jovee. GAWD. He stopped courting karen just because he feels that what they have is not working out anymore but he still tells karen that he loves her and blah blah. Lame excuses. :x For god sake, If he still loves karen then why the hell did he stopped courting her? NAKO. SABI KO NA EH. Pero wala akong BITTERNESS kay Jovee ha. Karen is not that depressed or something. She is actually fine. She's just sad because jovee is the very 1st guy that she allowed to court her and nothing happened and I really feel sad for karen. Sayang kaya. :c
Anyway. I went to karen's place today. Her mom asked me to come over their house to study for our upcoming entrance exams. Well, for now, I have no plans of taking UPCAT. I dont know why I suddenly lost my interest in studying at UP. Maybe because there is no pressure anymore. :)
Karen and I had a great time gossiping! Its not like the bad gossip or something mean. We just exchange opinions regarding some matters of peoples at our school. I opened up to her. She opened up to me. We talked about some couples at our school. Some girls, some boys,Some teachers and etc. We also talked about our YS9 modship. and also our camping and retreats. It was a nice and fun conversation.
We actually taught of joining the soccer team. HAHA! We are just worried that our legs might get bigger if we join the soccer team and also Charles is not allowing me to join any game that might hurt me. Ayaw niya daw nasasaktan ako. nyee. haha!
I saw jovee's older brother at karen's house today. Karen's brother and Jovee's brother are bestfriends. Nyaha. :x
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I gave jovee, my friend's suitor a comment in friendster asking him if he is still courting her. I asked him because karen has been telling me negative things about him. I waited patiently for his reply only to find out that he just viewed my profile and read my comment and didnt even bother to answer my question. Shempre nairita ako pero hinayaan ko na lang.
Karen called me a while ago and she told me that jovee thinks Im mad at him. OMG. haha! Ako galit? Kelan ba ako nagalit sa ibang tao nang walang maayos na dahilan? Natawa na lang ako. Sana lang kasi nag reply siya diba? I like jovee for karen. but the thing is. I want to know how serious he is in courting my friend. I love my friends so much. I dont want anything hurting them. I hate the things that make them sad. Hindi ako mahilig sa away because I simply believe that anything can be resolve if its done in a right way. Lahat naman nadadaan sa magandang usapan diba? Karen knows that I dont like arguing with people. Alam nilang lahat yun.
Para sayo toh:
" Jovee. Hindi ako galit sayo. Nagtatanong lang naman ako noh. hehe!ü Mabait ako sa lahat nang taong mabait sakin at sa mga kaibigan ko. In fact, Lagi ko nga sinasabi kay karen na pasabayin ka samin kumaen sa school eh. Sinasabi ko din na isama ka sa mga lakad namin. Gusto ko lang naman makita na seryoso ka talaga sa kaibigan ko.Tsaka dapat lang naman na sumama ka samin noh. Ayun lang. :) " unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Our 3 Condo units in sucat,paranaque were almost done. I am pretty much excited to live there but I am still not ready yet to leave our current place . Thank god mom still does not want to move in yet, she still wants to stay here in sampaloc and because she wants our new place to be very comfortable yet classy place to live. She wants to hire an exterior designer for our new place. Hmm. basta ako may kilala ako. Si Mrs. Gaw! My boyfriend's Mom. It would be nice if Mrs. Gaw will be the designer for our new place. That'll be FUN! a lot of FUN! ü
and one thing when me and my mom were having a conversation:
MOM: "Maganda yung Condo. Pagbaba mo, Clubhouse na agad. Good for your siblings. Magandang Bakasyunan. "
Yeah! Bakasyunan daw! HAHA! Ang nanay ko talaga. bumili nang Condo para lang gawin rest house! HAHA!
College na ako pag lumipat kami and probably I know how to drive na. So it will be easier for me to go at my future school. hihi! ü
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I asked charles if he still gets jealous of C. I asked him because C is my classmate this school year and he said YES! He still gets jealous of C. ow no. :c Should I tell him that C is my classmate? or Its better left unsaid? unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I want a man.
Who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. -- Ayiee! hehe!
Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
A pretty handsome boy... but not so pretty that i feel awkward.
Someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy.
Who would let me sleep on their chest. -- and be able to hear his heartbeat.
He would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then dog pile on me and kiss me a million times.
And someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh
He would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist -- > Not my kind of thing.
And give me big bear hugs all the time.
Someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume.
He would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it.
And we'd kiss in the pouring rain. -- cheesy, but I want it
He would tell me when he didn’t think something looked good and i wouldn’t mind.
He would TRY to teach me how to play the guitar but we'd just end up laughing at each other.
He would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty.
And get along with all of my friends
He would never be afraid to say " i love you" in front of his friends -- He does this all the time. ü
And he would argue over silly things with me then make up.
I want a boy who would count stars with me
And be friends with my family -- Plus points to!
I want someone who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make a dinner and watch movies together.
Someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often
Someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh.
Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could.
Someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick.
A nice and bad boy
He'll text me every morning before school saying "have a great day. i love you!".
And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.
When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.
He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.
All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.
He'll love everything about me and tell me that i'm perfect.
We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.
Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me, everytime he kisses me.
He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when i'm having a bad day.
When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose -- sounds sweet!
Then i'll put some all over his face
And we just never stop laughing.
He wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me
He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.
He'll let me go places with his mom. -- that'll be fun!
We would play tag and not care who's watching.
And when I hear him speak, i'll fall in love all over again.
I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me and then go totally soft when i got sad and apologize.
I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
I want someone to be there no matter what.
I'll be his everything.
And he'll be even more to me .
He will love me for always.
But mostly, i want someone who would be my best friend
And would never lie to me or break my heart.
♥ unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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After watching the sitcom about being the eldest and the bread winner of the family. I have realized the importance of EVERYTHING in this life. I feel very lucky for having this kind of life. I mean, unlike other eldest. Hindi ko kailangan magtapos at magtrabaho para mapag pa aral ang mga kapatid ko or para buhayin ang pamilya ko. I just have to finish college and start working for my ownself. Just for me and my future family. Thats what all I have to do. I feel so blessed because God had given me this life. I must treasure this life. Knowing that a lot of people surely want the kind of life I am living right now, I must not waste this and be contented with it. Life is beautiful if we know the importance of it.- - - I will be practicing badminton again this monday with charles and some friends and Charles will be having a 3 day retreat at batangas tuesday, next week. The day after our Badminton practice. sigh. I will be missing him for 3 days. 2 nights of no chit chat with him is boring. really boring. What should I do with those 2 nights? hehe! I guess, I will continue reading the book that he has given me. Animal Farm by George Owell. The story is interesting. Its about the rebellion of animals to the human beings. HAHA! kinda funny though. I love reading books. We both really love to read. ♥* I want to learn WU SHU. so badly. hehe!ü unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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TAG: Spachi. Ate Wei. Shobe Ria. Achii Kath. Kathleen L. Reinhel. April. Chiqah ♥♥♥
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag eight people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will be surely hurt but for me, Philandering once is enough. I can never trust nor respect the person again. If he fooled me, then I have to end it. If he fooled you once, He can fool you again. I dont believe in second chances.
2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
I will tell him frankly. I dont like seeing people being hurt because of me.
3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
I am totally against it. Tell me, what's your take on PROCREATION?
4. What’s better, to love then lost or to never love at all?
Of course, love then lost. At least it will teach me some lessons and I will be happy because I know for myself that what I had was worth it.
5. What would your ideal lover be?
He has to be VERY loving and respectful to his family. especially to his mom because eventually, when we ended as one someday he will treat me the same way as he treats his family and his mom. in short. Charles Michael Co Gaw. ♥
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Being loved. ♥
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
NO. a BIG NO. I will never wait for someone who does not share the same feelings as mine.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing. I will never start any relationship the wrong way and I respect hos girlfriend's feelings.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yes. It made me cried a million of tears.
10. Do you have your own set of rules when it comes to a guy?
Yes. I set my limits on how far I'd go for guy.
11. If you are with the person you like, what would you want him/her to tell you?
I want him to tell me about his greatest experiences in life and tell how he went through those experiences.
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
I'll ask first why they are together. then the rest will follow.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
God. :]
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She is a very nice friend of mine.
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Single and rich. ü My grandmother always tell me that it always feels good having your own house, own car and own money all by yourself. HIHI!
16. Do you call your guy/girl often?
No. I think the relationship will be better if its the guy who's calling, not the girl.He will lose interest and challenge. I only call when needed.
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
I think it's perfectly okay to give and do everything as long as it's worth it and its worth it if the guy is treating you right.
18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
It doesnt matter who I love the most. For me, What matters most is the one who always makes me happy, loved and cared for. but I will never love two person at the same time. I only have one heart to give and I already gave my heart to a guy I know who's worth it of my love.
19. Is jealousy your thing?
NO. It is plain stupid. I once felt stupid for being UBER SELOSA. I felt IMMATURE and really really stupid because in the end I have realized that there is nothing I should be jealous of. I HAVE EVERYTHING * DOESNT HAVE. secret na yung *. hehe!ü
From then on, I promised to myself that I will never get jealous of the same reason again. I will prove to my ownself that I can handle a situation with full confidence.
20. If someone likes you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I will make them define BEAUTY AND BRAINS. and I'll see if they will answer what I am anticipating. ♥
B. These eight people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to eight other people. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Got this from Carla Mei. ü
BOYFRIEND QUIZ BASICSWhat's his name?: Charles Michael Co Gaw.How old is he? : He's 15. Turning 16 soon.Whens his birthday?: July 09.1992Whats his zodiac sign?: Cancer.What's his middle name?: CoHis religion?: Catholic.His occupation? : My boyfriend! HAHAHow tall is he?: 5'7How much does he weigh?:I have no Idea! Payatot naman yun eh. What color eyes does he have? : Black.What size shoe does he wear?: 9 and a half ♥Does he wear boxers or briefs?: Both! hahaWhat do you think people usually think when they see him?: mahiyain. hehe!üIs he an emotional person? : Not really. Is he open with you?: Yes!Has he ever lied to you?: No. and that's what I love about him. ♥What about?: ♥Did you forgive him? Why?:- For his mistakes? Yes. I always do.How much time do you two usually spend together?: Last School year, Every weekdays. This summer, Madalang lang.Have you ever hurt him emotionally?: Yes. :c Do you try to make him do things he doesn't want to?: YES! hahaDoes he do it?: Oo naman!His smile?: I love his smile!Has he ever bought you anything?: Yes. Shempre.Sent you a card?: Yup. ♥Gave you flowers?: yes! ♥What's the most romantic thing he's ever done?: When he cooked a breakfast for me. ♥Has he made lifetime promises to you?: Yes. I just hope he will fulfill his promises. üWhat's the most special one?: When he said that he will take care of me forever.Do you have all the pictures he's ever given you?: Hon, nagbigay ka na ba nang picture sakin? HAHA!What do you think about his ex-girlfriends?: No exes. ü I'm his first and hopefully his last. ♥Do you CARE about them?: I care about myself. hehe!How do you feel about girls hitting on him?: Its fine. not unless it gets annoying. Has a girl hit on him infront of you?: Never pa.What did you do about it?: If meron, nako! aawayin ko yun! Do you compare him to your ex-boyfriends?: There is this one time that I compared him to my ex but since then I never did that again.Has he ever drawn you anything?: Yes. yung sa yellow note namin.Do you two fight a lot?: Yeah! üWho usually says sorry first?: siya? Ako? BOTH. heheüWho's fault is the fight usually?: Usually it's my fault.Do you keep his letters?: Yup.Even the envelopes?: Yes.Have you ever put lipstick on and kissed the letter?: No. HAHAHA!!Has he?: NO! Has he changed since the beginning of your relationship with him?: Yes. He is more sweeter and more open to me now. What's his worst habit?: Scratching his head! hehe.Have you tried to stop it?: HAHA! Yes indeed. IS HE?Romantic?: Yes!Sweet?: Yes!Funny?: Yes!Smart?: Yes! especially in math. Dumb?: no. Goofy?: Yeah??Nerdy?: No.Popular?: Medyo. ♥Normal?: Yes!Weird?: No? HAHA!DESCRIBE HIM IN TEN WORDSTen: CARING.Nine: LOVING.Eight: SWEET.Seven: STRICT.Six: INTSIK. Five: TANGKAD.Four: HUGGABLE! hahaThree: KURIPOT [ joke. medyo lang. ayaw niya ako gumastos ]Two: RELIGIOUSOne: MY HONEY. ♥HIS FAVORITEThing about you:: EVERYTHING DAW! hahaMovie:: Hmm. wala.Tv Show:: Hindi naman nanood nang TV yun eh. Season:: ?Type of Weather:: Cloudy. Book:: 7habits.Shirt:: yung bigay ko. HAHA!Band:: FOB.Instrument:: guitar.Friend:: Eduardo FajardoFood:: Crab.Side of the bed:: ? Thing to sleep in:: Pillows!Shoes to wear:: Rubber shoes.Hair style:: His hairstyle.Hair color:: Black.Hobby:: Playing Ps games. Adik. HAHA! Candle scent:: ?Thing to say:: " HOn." Hihi!Collectable:: Kisses na inubos niya na. :xKind of weather:: Cloudy.Color:: Red.Animal name:: ?FILL IN THE BLANKSHe makes me feel ___:: Happy every time I'm sad/ Loved and Cared for.His smile is ___:: gorgeous When he looks at me I ___:: cant stand his stare. hihi! I get lost in his eyes. Naiinlove ako lalo!!When he gets upset with me I ___:: become more mushy. When we are apart I feel ___:: very sad because I am missing him terribly When he cries I ___:: am touched. Minsan lang siya umiyak. I wish he would ____:: passed the UPCAT. üI wish he and I could ___:: make our relationship stronger and I wish we could stay in love forever.Me and him are ___:: arguing a lot but we still love each other so much. I think one day, we will ____:: be successful together and get married and we'll have no kids in 3 years of married life. hihi!ON THE RELATIONSHIPDo you love him?: Of course. so much. ♥If so, are you positive?: ?Do you have a song?: Meron pero hindi namin official song yun eh. magulo kasi siya. hehe!If not, does one remind you of him?:Everything reminds me of him. Any song that is related to us.How long can you see yourself with him?: Forever. ♥Have you made him jealous on purpose?: Yes! hihiIf so, how did it make you feel?: Syempre nakakakilig!Have you ever hated him, even for a moment?: Yes. hihiDid you ever have butterflies in your stomach around him?: Yes!!Said something mean about him?: The meanest things Ive ever told him was " Ang taba mo! "When did you start dating?: July 31 ,2007.Do you remember the time?: Lunch break yun eh and super unexpected!Do you trust him?: YES! I trust him a lot.Care about him?: Always! ♥Worry over him?: ay oo!Have anything that belongs to him?: Yes, but the very especial one is his HEART.Does he have anything of yours?: YES. MY HEART. hihi!Do you think he would take a bullet for you?: Ewan ko. üWould you take one for him?: I will take any risk for him. I love him that much!If you could take away all his pain, would you?: Sure! If a girl tried to steal him from you, would you kick her ass?: NO. Good girl ako. Papalapa ko lang siya sa aso ko. hahaha!! Do you want to be with him for a *long* time? How long?: Of course, forever. ♥Do you ever want to marry him?: Someday, When we are both successful already.Have children with him?: maybe after three years of married life? hihi! AND FINALLYCan you tell him how much he means to you?: YES!Since we've been together, He made my life complete. He fulfill all my needs. He have everything I could ever wish for. I can sacrifice my life for him and I will take care of him until the day I die. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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One thing. Solo ko MOM ko today! hehe. My brother, Simon is with my Lolo while my sister, Sarah and my other brother,Sam is with my Lola. I didn't come to neither my lola nor my lolo because it is my enrollment tomorrow.[ Kinakabahan na ako!! W3 AKO! W3 AKO DAPAT!!!] It was hell of fun spending time alone with my mom. Ang sweet niya today. Hindi UMINIT ulo niya. lahat nang pag aya ko pumapayag siya. hehe
Went to buy pancho's food first. then we went shopping. and ate at sbarro. Hindi namin naubos yung Lasagna. HAHA!
I love my mom so much! unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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The night of MAY 6. I was so mad at them because our supposedly 9 WAVES OUTING did not pursue because of some of the girls' own REASONS but then my perspective changed when yesterday they surprised me when they came to my house bringing along the junk foods that jetch had bought for our said OUTING. Imagine, Bagong gising ako. I was wearing charles' shirt at ang gulo pa nang buhok ko. I was so surprised for what they did. Hindi ko inexpect na gagawin nila yun. It is the sweetest thing that they ever did. HAHA! They planned everything last night. Sayang wala si Ria and Lloyd.
We stayed a little while at my house. Ate some foods, chitchat then decided to eat at MCDO. We went to mcdo,dapitan. The nearest. HAHA! sana pala sa Quezon Ave. na lang. Andun nga pala yung shobe ni charles. Kiddie Crew. HAHA! "Good Afternoon! welcome to Mcdo! " Those kids were so cute! It was raining already, So after Mcdo we went to Jetch's Crib. It was fun. We had a lot of conversations and gossips! I wish that we can do it often times.
I love my friends. I hated them for awhile but I really do LOVE THEM. ♥
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Out of boredom. I decided to open my piggy bank. HIHI! From then on, I decided to open it every 6 months. This time it is just a small amount , Only P1400. aww :c I was expecting for 2k. HAHA! 6 months ko din inipon yun ah!
Anyway, I collect shiny coins. I only collect. I have no plan to spend it, so friends, If you have one please be kind and give it to a poor girl like me. HAHA!
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Last week. We went Nueva ecija to attend the house blessing of our relatives. It was sunday so we decided to go to church to pray. I forgot the name of the church and I also forgot to make a wish. Di ba kapag unang beses na punta sa simbahan kailangan mag wish? Is it true that your wish will be granted? I could have wish for the sake of Global warming and immorality. SAYANG.
The main road of pampanga is Dizon Avenue. Which happen to be my surname. Maybe the DIZON clan originated from pampanga huh? dont ask me because I dont know.
All my relatives are telling me that Ive grown up and even prettier. Ganun talaga pag matagal mo na hindi nakikita ang isang tao. Akala mo lumaki siya at gumanda. HAHAHA
While I saw my siblings playing with a lot of toys. One thing really caught my eye. It was a doll house. It looks so familiar to me. I played with it for awhile until my aunt said that the doll house was mine. I left it to my cousin's house when I went to Cebu 6 years ago.. YES! it was my doll house way back when I was still 5 years old!! My mom gave me that doll house its from hongkong and it has a very sentimental value for me. Its my 10 year old doll house. I wanted to take it home but I just thought that my young cousin wants that doll house. I love that doll house. It has some light in it. It is complete with a car, a horse, a dog, tiny but cute creatures. It glows from the inside. I really adore that doll house that I even told myself that I will be having a house exactly like my doll house. ♥
* see my new design of the picture? From now on I will be posting pictures with my url on it. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Have you ever experienced something that made you really cry? Well, I did. I've been waiting for charles' call for almost an hour already. It was already past 11pm when my auntie and her husband arrived. So I went down to chitchat with them.
We were talking about the PYRO OLYMPICS. They told me to come with them next week. while we were talking all I was thinking about is my phone that I left at my room. Of course, I had to finish our chitchat before I go and get my phone. After our chitchat, I went to my room and immediately checked if my phone has any call or message. To my surprise there were 4 MISSED CALLS from charles! I was so pissed and I just cried and cried while I was calling and texting him back.
I dont know if you have already felt that feeling. Inis na inis ako nung hindi ko nasagot yung tawag niya. Ang tagal kong naghintay sa tawag niya tapos hindi ko lang din pala siya makakausap. I was mad and anxious at the same time. I couldnt do anything but just cry over it. I am so stupid for not bringing my phone with me when I know all the time that he will be calling at anytime of the night. but I was back to my senses when he called again. I was crying when I was talking to him. Namamaga na mata ko ngayon.- - - My dog loves to eat. He eats anything. I sometimes let him taste human foods. While I was cooking he was looking at me like there's a lot of questions on his eyes. When I accidentally spilled my milk, he tasted it and eventually liked the taste. So I put some milk on his bowl with his food. He only finished the milk. So I put some milk again but this time, I did not give his food right away. I waited for his food to soften. I gave his food to him and guess what! HE FINISHED EVERYTHING. I guess he doesnt like a crunchy meal. ♥
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Do you know where I can buy a tankini?? My family and I went to the mall today but I did not find any nice and good quality tankini. I just told mom that I will try to look at Sm north on Monday with Charles because we're going out for our monthsary. I'm just worried that Charles will be tired if he go shopping with me. you know boys right? and for sure he will stop me from buying other things but its fine with me. at least he is concern of what I am spending and I adore him for that. üWe went Pizza hut for our dinner and I love the food I ordered!
I'm not hungry. :)
I love pasta with garlic bread! Mushroom soup is so yummy! My favorite soup! - - - My alternative with rice.This is mashed potato.I made this myself. Swear. HAHA unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I have done watching THE CLASSIC. The movie was great!! I did not cry as much like the other teentalkers at candymag.com but the movie has a great meaning. and I have no reason to cry now. I am now OKAY. yihee. HAHA
I cried more on the part where the girl knew that the guy never marry before her. The guy only marry when the girl got married to his bestfriend. and on the 1st part when the guy removed his coat[ on the photo] and offered it to the girl because of the rain. Its because I have remembered the time when charles did that one day when it was raining at our school. We were on the gate and a lot of guardians and students were there.
It was raining heavily and without any word he removed his polo and offered it to me. I refused, of course. I did not want him to catch cold and get sick but he just said " pag hindi mo kinuha to hindi mo ako mahal " It was so sweet! Syempre, had no choice but to use his polo. Anyway. back to the movie. The classic was great. It is something I have never seen before. The plot was unique. So I recommend you to watch it. It is a sad movie though but the ending was unique. ü unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I've watched WINDSTRUCK today. It made me cry but not that much. I want to watch more tear jerker movies today. I want to cry my heart out because my heart is in pain. :'(
I will watch THE CLASSIC now. More tears the better I will feel.
Want to join me?
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Currently listening to: Always be my baby - M.C
Yesterday Charles and I together with reinard played badminton. and of course, I was late again. but a little bit earlier than usual. HAHA and now my body hurts like hell. aww :c
Charles invited me today to do Pilgrimage with him. It was fun. It felt like god is the center of our relationship. We talked about everything and anything about God and Mama Mary and even our plans and dreams together. I find it sweet and very unusual. Then we went to their house to have some snacks. We played with his shobe and watched T.V with his Atsi and Shobe. Then we went to my place to chill for awhile. He played with my brother and then he went home right away.
I want to sleep right now. I feel very restless.
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Finally! I manage to make a layout for my fster. Since summer is almost over. I based it as a theme. ü
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I cleaned my room today. I rearranged everything. My bed, My Computer and everything. Mom said cleaning my room is the best thing I could do. HAHA!
Atsi Micky (Charles' sister) will be graduating from her Industrial Economics course on June 07. ( She and her boyfriend monthsary and our monthsary also.) Congrats Atsi! I greeted her today and I also asked her about her relationship with ahnya jonhson. They have been together for 8 years now. Ang tagal na noh? I wonder how they manage to keep the fire burning. Amazing! hehe!ü 8 years is surely not a joke.
* Sana ako din. sigh.
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Err. Jovee. GAWD. He stopped courting karen just because he feels that what they have is not working out anymore but he still tells karen that he loves her and blah blah. Lame excuses. :x For god sake, If he still loves karen then why the hell did he stopped courting her? NAKO. SABI KO NA EH. Pero wala akong BITTERNESS kay Jovee ha. Karen is not that depressed or something. She is actually fine. She's just sad because jovee is the very 1st guy that she allowed to court her and nothing happened and I really feel sad for karen. Sayang kaya. :c
Anyway. I went to karen's place today. Her mom asked me to come over their house to study for our upcoming entrance exams. Well, for now, I have no plans of taking UPCAT. I dont know why I suddenly lost my interest in studying at UP. Maybe because there is no pressure anymore. :)
Karen and I had a great time gossiping! Its not like the bad gossip or something mean. We just exchange opinions regarding some matters of peoples at our school. I opened up to her. She opened up to me. We talked about some couples at our school. Some girls, some boys,Some teachers and etc. We also talked about our YS9 modship. and also our camping and retreats. It was a nice and fun conversation.
We actually taught of joining the soccer team. HAHA! We are just worried that our legs might get bigger if we join the soccer team and also Charles is not allowing me to join any game that might hurt me. Ayaw niya daw nasasaktan ako. nyee. haha!
I saw jovee's older brother at karen's house today. Karen's brother and Jovee's brother are bestfriends. Nyaha. :x
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I gave jovee, my friend's suitor a comment in friendster asking him if he is still courting her. I asked him because karen has been telling me negative things about him. I waited patiently for his reply only to find out that he just viewed my profile and read my comment and didnt even bother to answer my question. Shempre nairita ako pero hinayaan ko na lang.
Karen called me a while ago and she told me that jovee thinks Im mad at him. OMG. haha! Ako galit? Kelan ba ako nagalit sa ibang tao nang walang maayos na dahilan? Natawa na lang ako. Sana lang kasi nag reply siya diba? I like jovee for karen. but the thing is. I want to know how serious he is in courting my friend. I love my friends so much. I dont want anything hurting them. I hate the things that make them sad. Hindi ako mahilig sa away because I simply believe that anything can be resolve if its done in a right way. Lahat naman nadadaan sa magandang usapan diba? Karen knows that I dont like arguing with people. Alam nilang lahat yun.
Para sayo toh:
" Jovee. Hindi ako galit sayo. Nagtatanong lang naman ako noh. hehe!ü Mabait ako sa lahat nang taong mabait sakin at sa mga kaibigan ko. In fact, Lagi ko nga sinasabi kay karen na pasabayin ka samin kumaen sa school eh. Sinasabi ko din na isama ka sa mga lakad namin. Gusto ko lang naman makita na seryoso ka talaga sa kaibigan ko.Tsaka dapat lang naman na sumama ka samin noh. Ayun lang. :) " unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Our 3 Condo units in sucat,paranaque were almost done. I am pretty much excited to live there but I am still not ready yet to leave our current place . Thank god mom still does not want to move in yet, she still wants to stay here in sampaloc and because she wants our new place to be very comfortable yet classy place to live. She wants to hire an exterior designer for our new place. Hmm. basta ako may kilala ako. Si Mrs. Gaw! My boyfriend's Mom. It would be nice if Mrs. Gaw will be the designer for our new place. That'll be FUN! a lot of FUN! ü
and one thing when me and my mom were having a conversation:
MOM: "Maganda yung Condo. Pagbaba mo, Clubhouse na agad. Good for your siblings. Magandang Bakasyunan. "
Yeah! Bakasyunan daw! HAHA! Ang nanay ko talaga. bumili nang Condo para lang gawin rest house! HAHA!
College na ako pag lumipat kami and probably I know how to drive na. So it will be easier for me to go at my future school. hihi! ü
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I asked charles if he still gets jealous of C. I asked him because C is my classmate this school year and he said YES! He still gets jealous of C. ow no. :c Should I tell him that C is my classmate? or Its better left unsaid? unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I want a man.
Who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. -- Ayiee! hehe!
Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
A pretty handsome boy... but not so pretty that i feel awkward.
Someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy.
Who would let me sleep on their chest. -- and be able to hear his heartbeat.
He would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then dog pile on me and kiss me a million times.
And someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh
He would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist -- > Not my kind of thing.
And give me big bear hugs all the time.
Someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume.
He would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it.
And we'd kiss in the pouring rain. -- cheesy, but I want it
He would tell me when he didn’t think something looked good and i wouldn’t mind.
He would TRY to teach me how to play the guitar but we'd just end up laughing at each other.
He would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty.
And get along with all of my friends
He would never be afraid to say " i love you" in front of his friends -- He does this all the time. ü
And he would argue over silly things with me then make up.
I want a boy who would count stars with me
And be friends with my family -- Plus points to!
I want someone who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make a dinner and watch movies together.
Someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often
Someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh.
Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could.
Someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick.
A nice and bad boy
He'll text me every morning before school saying "have a great day. i love you!".
And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.
When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.
He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.
All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.
He'll love everything about me and tell me that i'm perfect.
We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.
Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me, everytime he kisses me.
He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when i'm having a bad day.
When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose -- sounds sweet!
Then i'll put some all over his face
And we just never stop laughing.
He wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me
He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.
He'll let me go places with his mom. -- that'll be fun!
We would play tag and not care who's watching.
And when I hear him speak, i'll fall in love all over again.
I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me and then go totally soft when i got sad and apologize.
I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
I want someone to be there no matter what.
I'll be his everything.
And he'll be even more to me .
He will love me for always.
But mostly, i want someone who would be my best friend
And would never lie to me or break my heart.
♥ unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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After watching the sitcom about being the eldest and the bread winner of the family. I have realized the importance of EVERYTHING in this life. I feel very lucky for having this kind of life. I mean, unlike other eldest. Hindi ko kailangan magtapos at magtrabaho para mapag pa aral ang mga kapatid ko or para buhayin ang pamilya ko. I just have to finish college and start working for my ownself. Just for me and my future family. Thats what all I have to do. I feel so blessed because God had given me this life. I must treasure this life. Knowing that a lot of people surely want the kind of life I am living right now, I must not waste this and be contented with it. Life is beautiful if we know the importance of it.- - - I will be practicing badminton again this monday with charles and some friends and Charles will be having a 3 day retreat at batangas tuesday, next week. The day after our Badminton practice. sigh. I will be missing him for 3 days. 2 nights of no chit chat with him is boring. really boring. What should I do with those 2 nights? hehe! I guess, I will continue reading the book that he has given me. Animal Farm by George Owell. The story is interesting. Its about the rebellion of animals to the human beings. HAHA! kinda funny though. I love reading books. We both really love to read. ♥* I want to learn WU SHU. so badly. hehe!ü unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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TAG: Spachi. Ate Wei. Shobe Ria. Achii Kath. Kathleen L. Reinhel. April. Chiqah ♥♥♥
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag eight people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will be surely hurt but for me, Philandering once is enough. I can never trust nor respect the person again. If he fooled me, then I have to end it. If he fooled you once, He can fool you again. I dont believe in second chances.
2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
I will tell him frankly. I dont like seeing people being hurt because of me.
3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
I am totally against it. Tell me, what's your take on PROCREATION?
4. What’s better, to love then lost or to never love at all?
Of course, love then lost. At least it will teach me some lessons and I will be happy because I know for myself that what I had was worth it.
5. What would your ideal lover be?
He has to be VERY loving and respectful to his family. especially to his mom because eventually, when we ended as one someday he will treat me the same way as he treats his family and his mom. in short. Charles Michael Co Gaw. ♥
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Being loved. ♥
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
NO. a BIG NO. I will never wait for someone who does not share the same feelings as mine.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing. I will never start any relationship the wrong way and I respect hos girlfriend's feelings.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yes. It made me cried a million of tears.
10. Do you have your own set of rules when it comes to a guy?
Yes. I set my limits on how far I'd go for guy.
11. If you are with the person you like, what would you want him/her to tell you?
I want him to tell me about his greatest experiences in life and tell how he went through those experiences.
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
I'll ask first why they are together. then the rest will follow.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
God. :]
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She is a very nice friend of mine.
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Single and rich. ü My grandmother always tell me that it always feels good having your own house, own car and own money all by yourself. HIHI!
16. Do you call your guy/girl often?
No. I think the relationship will be better if its the guy who's calling, not the girl.He will lose interest and challenge. I only call when needed.
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
I think it's perfectly okay to give and do everything as long as it's worth it and its worth it if the guy is treating you right.
18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
It doesnt matter who I love the most. For me, What matters most is the one who always makes me happy, loved and cared for. but I will never love two person at the same time. I only have one heart to give and I already gave my heart to a guy I know who's worth it of my love.
19. Is jealousy your thing?
NO. It is plain stupid. I once felt stupid for being UBER SELOSA. I felt IMMATURE and really really stupid because in the end I have realized that there is nothing I should be jealous of. I HAVE EVERYTHING * DOESNT HAVE. secret na yung *. hehe!ü
From then on, I promised to myself that I will never get jealous of the same reason again. I will prove to my ownself that I can handle a situation with full confidence.
20. If someone likes you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I will make them define BEAUTY AND BRAINS. and I'll see if they will answer what I am anticipating. ♥
B. These eight people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to eight other people. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Got this from Carla Mei. ü
BOYFRIEND QUIZ BASICSWhat's his name?: Charles Michael Co Gaw.How old is he? : He's 15. Turning 16 soon.Whens his birthday?: July 09.1992Whats his zodiac sign?: Cancer.What's his middle name?: CoHis religion?: Catholic.His occupation? : My boyfriend! HAHAHow tall is he?: 5'7How much does he weigh?:I have no Idea! Payatot naman yun eh. What color eyes does he have? : Black.What size shoe does he wear?: 9 and a half ♥Does he wear boxers or briefs?: Both! hahaWhat do you think people usually think when they see him?: mahiyain. hehe!üIs he an emotional person? : Not really. Is he open with you?: Yes!Has he ever lied to you?: No. and that's what I love about him. ♥What about?: ♥Did you forgive him? Why?:- For his mistakes? Yes. I always do.How much time do you two usually spend together?: Last School year, Every weekdays. This summer, Madalang lang.Have you ever hurt him emotionally?: Yes. :c Do you try to make him do things he doesn't want to?: YES! hahaDoes he do it?: Oo naman!His smile?: I love his smile!Has he ever bought you anything?: Yes. Shempre.Sent you a card?: Yup. ♥Gave you flowers?: yes! ♥What's the most romantic thing he's ever done?: When he cooked a breakfast for me. ♥Has he made lifetime promises to you?: Yes. I just hope he will fulfill his promises. üWhat's the most special one?: When he said that he will take care of me forever.Do you have all the pictures he's ever given you?: Hon, nagbigay ka na ba nang picture sakin? HAHA!What do you think about his ex-girlfriends?: No exes. ü I'm his first and hopefully his last. ♥Do you CARE about them?: I care about myself. hehe!How do you feel about girls hitting on him?: Its fine. not unless it gets annoying. Has a girl hit on him infront of you?: Never pa.What did you do about it?: If meron, nako! aawayin ko yun! Do you compare him to your ex-boyfriends?: There is this one time that I compared him to my ex but since then I never did that again.Has he ever drawn you anything?: Yes. yung sa yellow note namin.Do you two fight a lot?: Yeah! üWho usually says sorry first?: siya? Ako? BOTH. heheüWho's fault is the fight usually?: Usually it's my fault.Do you keep his letters?: Yup.Even the envelopes?: Yes.Have you ever put lipstick on and kissed the letter?: No. HAHAHA!!Has he?: NO! Has he changed since the beginning of your relationship with him?: Yes. He is more sweeter and more open to me now. What's his worst habit?: Scratching his head! hehe.Have you tried to stop it?: HAHA! Yes indeed. IS HE?Romantic?: Yes!Sweet?: Yes!Funny?: Yes!Smart?: Yes! especially in math. Dumb?: no. Goofy?: Yeah??Nerdy?: No.Popular?: Medyo. ♥Normal?: Yes!Weird?: No? HAHA!DESCRIBE HIM IN TEN WORDSTen: CARING.Nine: LOVING.Eight: SWEET.Seven: STRICT.Six: INTSIK. Five: TANGKAD.Four: HUGGABLE! hahaThree: KURIPOT [ joke. medyo lang. ayaw niya ako gumastos ]Two: RELIGIOUSOne: MY HONEY. ♥HIS FAVORITEThing about you:: EVERYTHING DAW! hahaMovie:: Hmm. wala.Tv Show:: Hindi naman nanood nang TV yun eh. Season:: ?Type of Weather:: Cloudy. Book:: 7habits.Shirt:: yung bigay ko. HAHA!Band:: FOB.Instrument:: guitar.Friend:: Eduardo FajardoFood:: Crab.Side of the bed:: ? Thing to sleep in:: Pillows!Shoes to wear:: Rubber shoes.Hair style:: His hairstyle.Hair color:: Black.Hobby:: Playing Ps games. Adik. HAHA! Candle scent:: ?Thing to say:: " HOn." Hihi!Collectable:: Kisses na inubos niya na. :xKind of weather:: Cloudy.Color:: Red.Animal name:: ?FILL IN THE BLANKSHe makes me feel ___:: Happy every time I'm sad/ Loved and Cared for.His smile is ___:: gorgeous When he looks at me I ___:: cant stand his stare. hihi! I get lost in his eyes. Naiinlove ako lalo!!When he gets upset with me I ___:: become more mushy. When we are apart I feel ___:: very sad because I am missing him terribly When he cries I ___:: am touched. Minsan lang siya umiyak. I wish he would ____:: passed the UPCAT. üI wish he and I could ___:: make our relationship stronger and I wish we could stay in love forever.Me and him are ___:: arguing a lot but we still love each other so much. I think one day, we will ____:: be successful together and get married and we'll have no kids in 3 years of married life. hihi!ON THE RELATIONSHIPDo you love him?: Of course. so much. ♥If so, are you positive?: ?Do you have a song?: Meron pero hindi namin official song yun eh. magulo kasi siya. hehe!If not, does one remind you of him?:Everything reminds me of him. Any song that is related to us.How long can you see yourself with him?: Forever. ♥Have you made him jealous on purpose?: Yes! hihiIf so, how did it make you feel?: Syempre nakakakilig!Have you ever hated him, even for a moment?: Yes. hihiDid you ever have butterflies in your stomach around him?: Yes!!Said something mean about him?: The meanest things Ive ever told him was " Ang taba mo! "When did you start dating?: July 31 ,2007.Do you remember the time?: Lunch break yun eh and super unexpected!Do you trust him?: YES! I trust him a lot.Care about him?: Always! ♥Worry over him?: ay oo!Have anything that belongs to him?: Yes, but the very especial one is his HEART.Does he have anything of yours?: YES. MY HEART. hihi!Do you think he would take a bullet for you?: Ewan ko. üWould you take one for him?: I will take any risk for him. I love him that much!If you could take away all his pain, would you?: Sure! If a girl tried to steal him from you, would you kick her ass?: NO. Good girl ako. Papalapa ko lang siya sa aso ko. hahaha!! Do you want to be with him for a *long* time? How long?: Of course, forever. ♥Do you ever want to marry him?: Someday, When we are both successful already.Have children with him?: maybe after three years of married life? hihi! AND FINALLYCan you tell him how much he means to you?: YES!Since we've been together, He made my life complete. He fulfill all my needs. He have everything I could ever wish for. I can sacrifice my life for him and I will take care of him until the day I die. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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One thing. Solo ko MOM ko today! hehe. My brother, Simon is with my Lolo while my sister, Sarah and my other brother,Sam is with my Lola. I didn't come to neither my lola nor my lolo because it is my enrollment tomorrow.[ Kinakabahan na ako!! W3 AKO! W3 AKO DAPAT!!!] It was hell of fun spending time alone with my mom. Ang sweet niya today. Hindi UMINIT ulo niya. lahat nang pag aya ko pumapayag siya. hehe
Went to buy pancho's food first. then we went shopping. and ate at sbarro. Hindi namin naubos yung Lasagna. HAHA!
I love my mom so much! unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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The night of MAY 6. I was so mad at them because our supposedly 9 WAVES OUTING did not pursue because of some of the girls' own REASONS but then my perspective changed when yesterday they surprised me when they came to my house bringing along the junk foods that jetch had bought for our said OUTING. Imagine, Bagong gising ako. I was wearing charles' shirt at ang gulo pa nang buhok ko. I was so surprised for what they did. Hindi ko inexpect na gagawin nila yun. It is the sweetest thing that they ever did. HAHA! They planned everything last night. Sayang wala si Ria and Lloyd.
We stayed a little while at my house. Ate some foods, chitchat then decided to eat at MCDO. We went to mcdo,dapitan. The nearest. HAHA! sana pala sa Quezon Ave. na lang. Andun nga pala yung shobe ni charles. Kiddie Crew. HAHA! "Good Afternoon! welcome to Mcdo! " Those kids were so cute! It was raining already, So after Mcdo we went to Jetch's Crib. It was fun. We had a lot of conversations and gossips! I wish that we can do it often times.
I love my friends. I hated them for awhile but I really do LOVE THEM. ♥
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Out of boredom. I decided to open my piggy bank. HIHI! From then on, I decided to open it every 6 months. This time it is just a small amount , Only P1400. aww :c I was expecting for 2k. HAHA! 6 months ko din inipon yun ah!
Anyway, I collect shiny coins. I only collect. I have no plan to spend it, so friends, If you have one please be kind and give it to a poor girl like me. HAHA!
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Last week. We went Nueva ecija to attend the house blessing of our relatives. It was sunday so we decided to go to church to pray. I forgot the name of the church and I also forgot to make a wish. Di ba kapag unang beses na punta sa simbahan kailangan mag wish? Is it true that your wish will be granted? I could have wish for the sake of Global warming and immorality. SAYANG.
The main road of pampanga is Dizon Avenue. Which happen to be my surname. Maybe the DIZON clan originated from pampanga huh? dont ask me because I dont know.
All my relatives are telling me that Ive grown up and even prettier. Ganun talaga pag matagal mo na hindi nakikita ang isang tao. Akala mo lumaki siya at gumanda. HAHAHA
While I saw my siblings playing with a lot of toys. One thing really caught my eye. It was a doll house. It looks so familiar to me. I played with it for awhile until my aunt said that the doll house was mine. I left it to my cousin's house when I went to Cebu 6 years ago.. YES! it was my doll house way back when I was still 5 years old!! My mom gave me that doll house its from hongkong and it has a very sentimental value for me. Its my 10 year old doll house. I wanted to take it home but I just thought that my young cousin wants that doll house. I love that doll house. It has some light in it. It is complete with a car, a horse, a dog, tiny but cute creatures. It glows from the inside. I really adore that doll house that I even told myself that I will be having a house exactly like my doll house. ♥
* see my new design of the picture? From now on I will be posting pictures with my url on it. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Have you ever experienced something that made you really cry? Well, I did. I've been waiting for charles' call for almost an hour already. It was already past 11pm when my auntie and her husband arrived. So I went down to chitchat with them.
We were talking about the PYRO OLYMPICS. They told me to come with them next week. while we were talking all I was thinking about is my phone that I left at my room. Of course, I had to finish our chitchat before I go and get my phone. After our chitchat, I went to my room and immediately checked if my phone has any call or message. To my surprise there were 4 MISSED CALLS from charles! I was so pissed and I just cried and cried while I was calling and texting him back.
I dont know if you have already felt that feeling. Inis na inis ako nung hindi ko nasagot yung tawag niya. Ang tagal kong naghintay sa tawag niya tapos hindi ko lang din pala siya makakausap. I was mad and anxious at the same time. I couldnt do anything but just cry over it. I am so stupid for not bringing my phone with me when I know all the time that he will be calling at anytime of the night. but I was back to my senses when he called again. I was crying when I was talking to him. Namamaga na mata ko ngayon.- - - My dog loves to eat. He eats anything. I sometimes let him taste human foods. While I was cooking he was looking at me like there's a lot of questions on his eyes. When I accidentally spilled my milk, he tasted it and eventually liked the taste. So I put some milk on his bowl with his food. He only finished the milk. So I put some milk again but this time, I did not give his food right away. I waited for his food to soften. I gave his food to him and guess what! HE FINISHED EVERYTHING. I guess he doesnt like a crunchy meal. ♥
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Do you know where I can buy a tankini?? My family and I went to the mall today but I did not find any nice and good quality tankini. I just told mom that I will try to look at Sm north on Monday with Charles because we're going out for our monthsary. I'm just worried that Charles will be tired if he go shopping with me. you know boys right? and for sure he will stop me from buying other things but its fine with me. at least he is concern of what I am spending and I adore him for that. üWe went Pizza hut for our dinner and I love the food I ordered!
I'm not hungry. :)
I love pasta with garlic bread! Mushroom soup is so yummy! My favorite soup! - - - My alternative with rice.This is mashed potato.I made this myself. Swear. HAHA unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I have done watching THE CLASSIC. The movie was great!! I did not cry as much like the other teentalkers at candymag.com but the movie has a great meaning. and I have no reason to cry now. I am now OKAY. yihee. HAHA
I cried more on the part where the girl knew that the guy never marry before her. The guy only marry when the girl got married to his bestfriend. and on the 1st part when the guy removed his coat[ on the photo] and offered it to the girl because of the rain. Its because I have remembered the time when charles did that one day when it was raining at our school. We were on the gate and a lot of guardians and students were there.
It was raining heavily and without any word he removed his polo and offered it to me. I refused, of course. I did not want him to catch cold and get sick but he just said " pag hindi mo kinuha to hindi mo ako mahal " It was so sweet! Syempre, had no choice but to use his polo. Anyway. back to the movie. The classic was great. It is something I have never seen before. The plot was unique. So I recommend you to watch it. It is a sad movie though but the ending was unique. ü unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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I've watched WINDSTRUCK today. It made me cry but not that much. I want to watch more tear jerker movies today. I want to cry my heart out because my heart is in pain. :'(
I will watch THE CLASSIC now. More tears the better I will feel.
Want to join me?
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Real Name: Mary Angelbelle S. Dizon
Age: 17
Birth Date: September 19, 1992
School: Centro Escolar University
Course: Dentistry
I am Mary Angel but call me Ella. My BLOG documents my Bittersweet Life as a University Student, an intimidating Friend, a Loving Daughter, a Sweet Girlfriend and an Independent G I R L. This is my Web Journal where in all my thoughts, craves, rants and happenings in my life are posted. Constructive Criticism are highly appreciated! ♥
University Student ○ I am currently taking up DENTISTRY which is one of the difficult and the most expensive majors. At first, It was hard dealing with college life, the subjects along with the lessons and its quizzes and projects and of course, the professors and the grades, block mates and the school itself. but as the days go by all the pressure and pleasure, fun, hardships, trials and updates about being a College Student have a sense of fulfillment in the end! :)
Intimidating Friend ○ What is Friend? For me Friend is someone you have that knows how to deal with your drama in life. Someone who accepts you for who you are, Someone who isn't afraid of telling you your wrong doings, Someone who will never turn their back in spite of your mood swings and attitude problems. Someone who will always settle things with you. That's how I define FRIEND. You? How do you define FRIENDSHIP?
Loving Daughter ○ I love my family so much. They are the foundation of my own self. I am the eldest among the family. At this point of time, Pressure of being the eldest do not conquer me, YET. When I was younger, my grandmother nurtured me and took care of me when my Mom was away and still, nurturing and taking care of me at this point of time even Mom is already here for us. I owe my grandmother so much. Though I was spoiled by her in many ways and sometimes unintentionally made things difficult for her because of my wrong doings I still go back and make it up to her. She became a Mother, a Father and a Grandmother to me all at the same time. She's my inspiration in life.
Sweet Girlfriend ○ Oh yes, I am into a long term relationship right now, with my Best Friend. You read it right. Best Friends turned Lovers. Being in love with your best friend is good and easy and being in a relationship with your Best friend isn't better but the BEST! Friendship is a very good foundation of LOVE and I am very much happy to have a relationship with friendship as a foundation but of course, just like any love, Trials and Challenges still come along our way but everything's worth it.
Mary Angelbelle Dizon.
My Dad once told me how they got my name. He said, When mom was laboring, He prayed to Mama Mary and the Angels for Mom's guidance. That's how I got, Mary Angel, from Mama Mary and the Angels and the Belle? Well, Dad said he got that from Mom's name: Bel.
Yes I know, I have a very long name. Haha.
Ella.
For the obvious fact that I have a very long name, I had difficulty choosing a name to call me, a nickname. Before it was Belle, then it turned to Elle and finally, I settled for one, ELLA. I love that name ever since. It was hard convincing people to call me Ella because they are all used to call me ANGEL but I know they'll get used to it. :)
- I was born 10:36 am at Olivarez Hospital, Paranaque.
- Christened at St. Andrew Church, Paranaque.
- I am the Eldest Child.
- I am the Eldest Grandchild.
- I am the Eldest Great Grandchild.
- I have no full siblings. - Unica Hija of my Parents but I have siblings on both sides now. :)
- I have two handsome brothers and one pretty sister ( Maternal ). - named Simon, Samuel and Sarah. I love them so much!
- I have a beautiful mother. - Of course, kanino pa ba ako magmamana? :)
- I have a boyfriend. - named Lloyd Philip Hamilton-brown Frilles. He's my bestfriend before he became my boyfriend. Cool right? :D
- Primary: El Nino de Salambao Academy, Paranaque
- Elementary: ENDSA and MES, BES.
- High School: PNHS, Angelicum College, Quezon City
- Academic and Special Awards: Best in Art (Kinder), Best in Science (Elementary) 1st runner up Miss Agham (Elementary), Most Courteous (Elementary), 2nd honorable mention (Elementary), Two 4th honorable mention (Elementary). (I had no awards in High school, AC is a non graded institution. )
- College: Centro Escolar University, Manila - Taking up Dentistry and currently on my 2nd year.
- Independent - I take care of myself, alone.
- Optimistic - I see things on the bright side whenever I have a problem.
- Sweet - I am sweet when it comes to the people I care about. So dont get me wrong.
- Loving - as much as possible I try showing my love but when I dont see anything in return, I might bounce back.
- Sarcastic - I use this to defend my self.
- Frank - When you get into my nerves I could tell the most hurtful word to you. " I say what I mean and mean what I say. "
- Vain - Well, I guess its just a part of being a GIRL.
- Stubborn - Yes. Very Stubborn and Bossy. I want what I want. ( You can ask my mom.)
- Dancer - I love dancing ever since. I just dont have that much passion to get into it.
- Wild - Wild in a sense that I am game for anything. :)
- Spoiled - I was spoiled when I was younger. Before, My grandparents almost give everything I want and need and that was lots of love! I am still spoiled right now, by Lloyd.
- Bitch - I hate people who hurts people's feelings. I stand up for them and that makes me a bitch to you.
- Opinionated - Beware: My opinion contains sarcasm, well not all the time. :D
- Health Freak - I am very much concern when it comes to my body. My hate list includes: Alcohol and Smoke, any kind of smoke.
- Confident - I believe Confidence is one of the most important attitudes of being a person without it you cannot achieve what you want.
- Loud - Only with my friends!
- Moody - Yes, Especially PMS days. My mood swings to one mood to another. At least, Lloyd can handle it. : p
- Sporty - I play badminton. I love swimming and hiking.
- Hard chick - I kick ass! : p
- Outgoing - Is wild and outgoing the same? :D
- Elegant - Simple yet Elegant, that's me! :D
- Mean - Yes, especially if you are also mean to me. I am meaner.
- High Maintenance - Very. Especially when it comes to myself. I have a high standard to the point that people get mad at me because of how I act. I just love myself so much, you know.
- Bestfriends turned Lovers - We were best friends for more than 2 years before we actually had love feelings for each other. The feeling was mutual.
- It wasn't easy - It was really hard because I had a current relationship back then. The story? Here.
- Months of Trials and Hardships - Before we moved in to the next stage, We went through ups and downs to finally be together and I gave him so much challenges to prove himself to me. It was really hard because I was always misunderstood by people and sadly, my own friends for giving him hard time and extreme difficulties and for the fact that my grandmother wont approve to our relationship that time made it all worst but later, my grandmother did understood me.
- April 29, 2009 - We became Official. :) I finally ended all his miseries. ( As if it was very hard. Hahaha ) The story? Here.
- Blissful - For me, A relationship with your best friend is the most blissful relationship. It maybe hard for us at the start but the reward of trials and hardships is incomparable. Why? Its all because of FRIENDSHIP! The foundation of your love is friendship. I tell you, In a relationship like this you have to be open and optimistic. Just like any relationship, this also have downfalls but if you think ahead and look into the brighter side you can surpass anything that gets into your way. Remember: Do not get afraid of committing just because you are afraid of losing the friendship. You have to take the risk if you want to be happy. Truly HAPPY. :)
PERSONAL.
- My Family - My Dad, Mom, Simon, Sarah, Samuel and my Grandmother. :)
- Lloyd! ♥
- Pancho - My 4 year old mini pincher. He's my baby dog!
- Hello Kitty - I love her ever since. GAAAH. Give me more kitties.
- Butterflies
FOOD.
- Dimsum
- Sushi
- Pasta
- Bulalo
- Beef Steak
- Sarsa Iglesia
- Buttered Crab and Shrimp
- Corn
- Mango and Strawberry
- Desserts
- Anything that my lola cooks. ♥
TECHY.
- Cybershot Camera
- iPhone
iPod
Underwater Camera
PSP
Nokia N70
- Laptop
- Subaru Impreza WRX or Mazda 3
PLACES.
- My Bedroom - My heaven.
- Puerto Galera
Cebu - Lived here for three years.
Bohol - I saw dolphins here! :)
- Palawan
Hongkong - I love ocean park.
- Japan - Madaming Hello kitty dito!! GAAAHH.
- Korea
- Paris
- Enchanted Kingdom - 1st anniversary plan. ♥
- Cockroaches - as in capital I-P-I-S!
- Pollution - Pollution makes me poor. I waste all my money for a taxi fare just because I hate smokes so much. It gives me headache. Grrr. Cant the authorities do something about it?
- Cigarette's smoke - Nahihilo ako.
- Dance Club - Not that I hate dancing and mingling with people. I just hate loud music. It gives me migraine.
- Coward - People who cant even face me. As in face to face and just keep on talking behind my back are pathetic.
- Walk out - I hate it how people walk out when they are face to something they cant stand.
I know this is pretty long but still,
I'm happy I was able to express myself in words. :D
- Ella Dizon
" Doll Outside, Devil Inside. "
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Ella. εїз 17. Independent. Virgo. Eldest. Taken. Escolarian. Optimistic. Sweet. Frank. Vain. Spoiled. Opinionated. Confident. Loud. Moody. Outgoing. Girly. Elegant. Mean.
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