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 Mango shake with cherry on top
Oh so yummy!!
 Mango Sago
My Boyfriend told me about this
and this became my favorite already.
So yummy!
 Happy Birthday my ONE AND ONLY sister!
It was her 5th birthday. We went SUPER BOWL to eat and afterwards played in storyland.
It was so fun because mom was also playing with us. Young at heart mom. HAHA
I love the food. UBER! ü
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Its already the end of a very happy year of mine. I wasnt able to clear my 3 major subjects. Algebra. chemistry and geometry and I really feel bad about it. anyway. I must strive harder next time. I have to clear my subjects before july or august. or else I will have no grades for the entrance exam for college. This is why its pretty hard being in a non graded school. Procrastinating is my number 1 enemy. unlike in graded, If I fail for a test. I failed and thats it but in non graded, I have to master the lesson until I achieve a perfect score. Enough with the academics.So I say. SUMMER IS DEFINITELY HERE! ♥I have lots of plans already. I definitely want to be busy this summer.review centerbadmintonswimmingshoppingchinese tutorialand a lot more!Im really excited for the review because I want to learn a lot this time. I know I can use what I will learn this summer for the upcoming school year.and OH! by the way, Im still not sure what course to take next year.My options are:PsychologyAND THATS IT!its the only field I want to be in.I want to go to splash island can someone tell me about it?? PLease? ♥
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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The Three Hour Diet
When you wake up in the morning, wait an hour before you eat anything or take anything in. Eat a normal breakfast(rice, meat, coffee, yeah). Then don't eat anything for the next three hours. Have a light snack(crackers are best). After three hours, eat lunch(still the normal lunch). Again, don't eat anything for the next three hours. Then have a light snack. After three hours, THINK IF YOU WANNA HAVE DINNER. If you still do, eat a light dinner. Then after dinner, do not eat anything. So if you want dessert eat it during "dinner".
Studies suggest that people who eat the right foods every three hours lose fat around their middle first! Why? Because when you eat is critical for increasing your energy, suppressing appetite and lowering the levels of cortisol, the belly bulging hormone! A major study at the Department of Medicine at the University of Toronto showed that by increasing the frequency of when you eat for just two weeks, subjects reduced their levels of Cortisol by 17%! This study showed that a diet made up of smaller and more frequent meals not only lowered the levels of Cortisol, but also reduced levels of insulin and cholesterol.
If this sounds like something you’d like to try, here are the basic rules for the 3-Hour Diet:
1. Eat every 3 hours
2. Start one hour from rising
3. Stop eating 3 hours before bed
Frequent meals will help keep your metabolism running smoothly for the rest of the day. The key is eating five times throughout the day, separated by 3 hours. In other words, if you eat breakfast at 7am, have a snack at 10am, eat lunch at 1pm, have another snack at 4pm, and finally eat dinner at 7pm. You will finish off the day by having your treat which may be eaten with dinner, or anytime in the next 3 hours before bed. It’s up to you! This is a perfect eating schedule, and I strongly recommend you follow this time pattern closely.
I have to do this. Im getting FAT even though my friends still claim that I am sexy and I am not fat, I still think that I am FAT! My boyfriend also says that I am not fat but I really do think that I am gaining some weight. From a 26 inches waist. I must lower it down to 24 inches. From 45 kilos, I must lower it down to 38. I am now so paranoid. I know this is OA but I cant help. I see myself everyday and I can tell that I really gained some weight. Since Wednesday I started doing some exercises. I stay for 30 mins on our exercising machine and after that I do 30x sit ups and 30x chest expander.I admit I am exaggerating things. FORGIVE ME. :x unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Ive been really busy this past few days. Im kinda cramming and I really dont know what to do with my subjects. Especially ALGEBRA AND GEOMETRY. gawd. I have lots of stories to blog but just don't have time to update. MAYBE tomorrow I can update my blog. but surely, I already forgot some of the things I want to say. OH NO!and now. Im sleepy. I need a sleep. GOODNIGHT. ♥ unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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after a long period of time of no internet connection Finally, my connection is back. I have to call smart just to have them fix the antenna at our rooftop. The signal has been affected by the newly build town house on the side and on the front of our house. Its good to be back again. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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What Angel Means
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You're a Confident Chica
You're a total superstar - and you know it
Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them)
You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself
Your life is great - and you've thankful for every great thing you have
Your Love is Based on Friendship
For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.
Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.
Whoever you love should be your best friend.
And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.
Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you
Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you
He's a Great Boyfriend
You guy definitely loves you and knows how to treat you right.
You have a five star boyfriend - so make sure you treat him right too!
Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!
Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be
If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that...
Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close
You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!
Your Relationship is Strong
You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it.
Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime.
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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" Everything was PRECIOUS and REAL
I will keep this unchanging love forever"
Surprises are much sweeter when you least expect it.
dismissal, March 06
Usually, before our day, pinapauwi niya ako agad.
for instance reason na he needs to buy something for me.
pero hindi niya ako pinauwi that day. So naisip ko wala na akong card letter from him. Since my birthday kasi binibigyan niya na ako nang letter. I get used to it and eventually became a part of our monthly happiness. so nung thursday. hindi niya ako pinauwe. WALA AKONG LETTER. and that really made me SAD.
12:00 March 07
Its already a tradition for me and him to stay up late until midnight to greet each other a happy monthsary but this month. TINULUGAN AKO!
It made me cold and so disappointed.
[ I admit I was the first one who fell asleep BEFORE. Hindi ko rin siya nabati kasi nakatulog ako nung last monthsary namin. now I know what he felt for what I did before. ü ]
He greeted me around 4am na. but I was still cold and disappointed.
Morning came. My alarm went on but I just texted my school bus to inform them na hindi ako magpapa sundo. then I alarmed my phone again. from 5:30 to 6:30.
Its just because I felt so restless that morning because of his late message. nawalan ako nang gana gumising nang maaga.
I arrived in school and saw him waiting for me. Hindi ko siya binati nang happy, i just said Hi with a smile and He said he was sorry for what happened.
later on, I decided to let go of the tension. I was now calm and happy.
After 1st subject. when I opened my school diary. I saw a white envelope.
I was having second thoughts. I smiled and looked at him.
He smiled back. and I got the hint.
The 1st thing that pop into my mind is that when did he bought the card. when did he went to the mall and I realized that he was just acting yesterday night that he feels sorry for he can not give me a card this monthsary. such a good boy. HAHAHA
Then afternoon came. I read his letter. That was the only time that I have known the whole truth.
on his letter:
P.S sana hindi ka magalit na hindi ako nagpaalam na umalis ako nung WEDNESDAY.
My mouth was shut. recalling my precious thoughts.
THE HELL! That was the reason why he asked me to go home right away last Wednesday. That was the reason why he doesn't want to update on our subjects. AYUN PALA!
isa pa dun. Last Wednesday afternoon. I was calling him then the other line said
" The number you dialed is currently not available chu chu chu chu"
I tried calling him again and again then I was later convince that his phone was really turned off.
I fell asleep and when I woke up, I called him, and finally, He answered.
I asked him why his phone was turned off.
His false reason is because his prank caller kept on calling him
but the truth is he knew I will be calling him and If he answer his phone I would know that he's still not home and that he is at the mall.
 
HAHA. we were on the field that time and I was constantly chasing and false-hitting him because of what he did.
He did all of those things without me being suspicious.
and I find it a little crazy but his effort made me fall for him even MORE.
Happy 6TH Monthsary my boyfriend! ü
I love you so much!
Sorry for all the stupidity I have done this past few days.
Even we argue about little things and all
Im still SUPER DUPER HAPPY with you.
Thank you for all the love and the care.
I love you a lot ♥ "
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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After three hours of internet hours. I'm finally done changing my summer blog skin. H AHA
Summer is coming and I am pretty much excited about summer. Charles,friends and I already have plans for the upcoming summer.
Star city. Swimming and Malling.
and also Me and karen will take up College entrance exam review this summer. 12 session @ Expert Guides. I really have to pass the UPCAT or USTET. Thats all and I am happy.
I am also planning to take up CHINESE LANGUAGE TUTORIAL this summer.
Particularly, Mandarin or Fukien. Since last summer I already wanted to study Chinese language its just that I didn't know where to study. [ So If you know any please inform me. that'll be very much appreciated. ü ]
Tommorow is Charles and I 6TH MONTHSARY. :]
Half a year! Even we argue so much about little things, We still work things out and still be the BEST-EST girlfriend and boyfriend for each other. ü unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel 
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What is Histrionic Personality Disorder? Quick Summary: People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative. Symptoms of Histrionic Personality Disorder: - Needs to be the center of attention
- Dresses or acts provocatively
- Rapidly-shifting and shallow emotions
- Exaggerates friendships
- Overly-dramatic, occassionally theatrical speech
- easily influenced; highly suggestible
What is Narcissistic Personality Disorder? Quick Summary: Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them. Symptoms of Narcissistic Personality Disorder: - Requires excessive praise and admiration
- Takes advantage of others
- Grandiose sense of self-importance
- Lack of empathy
- Lying, to self and others
- Obsessed with fantasies of fame, power, or beauty
What is Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder? Quick Summary: While Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder (OCDP) sounds similar in name to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder, the two are markedly different disorders. People with obsessive-compulsive personality disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion. Symptoms of Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder: - Need for perfection and excessive discipline
- Preoccupation with orderliness
- Inflexibility
- Lack of generosity
- Hyper-focus on details and rules
- Excessive devotion to work
♥ I took this personality disorder test and see the results! HAHA. Narcissistic? GAWD. ü ♥ unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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♥ This blog entry REMAINED a SECRET between me, karla, ria and kath since the month of JULY 2007 in my multiply account. Only the three of them has the privilege to view and comment on this secret blog entry.I decided to open it NOW to everyone since we are now OFFICIALLY together.
and I am super proud to let everyone know that I made a VERY GOOD DECISION. ♥
HAHA. kinikilig ako sa tuwing binabasa ko to. AS IN!
NOTE: This entry is only for my friends. This is a private entry. Selected friends are the only one that can read this. <3 revealed FEELINGS for him. "What is this im feeling. I just cant explain. I don’t know why but when i look in your eyes
I feel something that seems so right
You’ve got yours i’ve got mine
I think i’m loosing my mind
Coz i shouldn’t feel this way
Catch me i’m falling for you
And i don’t know what to do
How can something so wrong?
Feel so right all along
Catch me i’m falling for you
How can time be so wrong
For love to come along?
Catch me i’m falling for you
How can love let it go
When it has no place to go
And i can’t go along pretending
That love isn’t here to stay
catch me Im falling for you " Charles gaw. who is he? 
C.C.B my codename for him. C.C.B means. Cute Chinese Boy. he is a chinese. white.tall and chinito. <--- my BOYFRIEND material.
I dont want to let this oppurtunity pass. i have let it passed ONCE. I am never gonna let this chance to pass again.
RECENTLY. i just had my 1st ever break-up. It was hard for me to get over and to move on. but i have no any other chance left but to forget EVERYTHING that me and kenneth HAD. I know it isnt right to fall so fast. It isnt right to fall so soon.
"Hindi napipigilan ang damdamin"
totoo nga ba ang kasabihan na toh? naniniwala ako dito because I cant help but to fall for him.
Behind his imperfections. I still like him. is this really LOVE??
I REALLY LIKE HIM.
and I just dont understand why. is this real feeling? or I am just infatuated? or I am just liking him because he has my boyfriend MATERIAL? I really dont know why.
I Like him. I want him. I simply LOVE him. but I have been thinking of the consequences of falling inlove AGAIN. .my family .my heart and his .nationality My family is one of the consequences because I want them to know EVERYTHING about what is going on in my LIFE. Me and my Mom are still not okay. we're still not talking to each one. I want them to get to know a guy who wants to OWN me. I want them to know everything about US.
My heart because I am NOW afraid of FALLING inlove again. I dont want to be hurt again. I want to ENJOY being a Single. but how would I enjoy if my heart is telling me that I shouldnt let this oppurtunity to pass again? and if my heart is telling me that I should LOVE him? I am confused. I just dont know what to do. it isnt right for me to feel this way. this is WRONG. but this WRONG makes me feel so right.
His NATIONALITY because. he is a FULL BLOODED CHINESE. he is PURE. and Pure might mean that they are traditional chinese. meaning to say "chinese is only for chinese". Meaning to say. IF EVER. we still cant be together. I dont know what to do NOW. I am really confused.
I dont even know if he likes me back. if he wants me to. and if he simply falling inlove on me too.
ayokong umasa. but the way he moves. the way he treats me makes me believe that we could be as ONE. He is a total PUZZLE. i cant GET the way he expresses his feelings.
These are the signs that keeps me from believing that there might be US. .he said in the middle of our conversation "wala. sabi ko CUTE MO,CRUSH KITA"
.in the canteen. him with his friends and me almost 3 meters away from their table he said "angel...HI!!"
.I always catch him looking at me.[hindi ko siya mahuhuli kung hindi rin ako tumitingin sakanya.:p]
.He asked me to be his TUTOR in CLE. and HIM as my tutor in MATH.
.partner ko siya sa p.e[anong connect? hehehe]
.tabi kasi yung table namin sa canteen lagi kaya kapag time na minsan sinasabi niya."Angel,next subject? sabay tayo."
.He teases me. [anyone who teases you.likes you] totoo ba un??
. when anyone ask him if he has a crush on me. he simply smile. and sometimes say "secret" . and sometimes he is speechless.
.my friend said that whenever I am the topic between them.He always smiles. :p
.when my friend asked him to court me he smiled and said "wag kang ganyan".what does it mean ba??
.when my friend asked him if he loves me he first said "secret" then said "pwede na rin" o! ano na nman meeaning nito??
.he intendedly told me that he likes me. ilan beses nya na sinasabi. kapag naman tinatanong ko siya ngumingiti lang siya.
.He was asked if it was because of me behind joining in SAS[special action scouts].he said "syempre naman".
.his friend said that he just want to be with me thats why he joined SAS he said "oo nman". whaattt?? gs2 nya ako makasama kaya siya sumali sa SAS??
.When our classmates teases us he doesnt answer back. hindi xa kumokontra kahit sabihin nang mga kaklase ko na pulit ulit ang"sinong crush ni charles? si angel! sinong crush ni angel? si charles!"
.e2 ang LATEST. he told me " Hindi ako mag lu-lunch hanggang hindi mo na me-memorize yan" we have to memorize a poem and recite kasi eh. kilig ako!!
The questions are. do u think its okay for me to fall inlove again? do u think im falling for him? and do u think that he likes me too? is there a chance that we might be together? P.S friends. nakwe2to ko naman sa inyo yung tungkol samin diba. nagkwe2ntuhan naman tau sa school eh. naguguluhan na kasi ako. HIM being a pure chinese stops me from falling inlove. and so as my family. :p
From Ria: achii!... hirz my opinions :
do u think its okay for me to fall inlove again?
- yhUp! xempre naman achii .. there's nothing wrong with that.. and besides ur single and available ryt?... hehehe
do u think im falling for him?
-yeAh!... obvious naman e... di ka magcacare ng so much sa kanya kung ndi naman tlga d ba?... :) yikee
and do u think that he likes me too?
- ahmm.. as far as i can remember when i asked him if he has a crush on you... he didn't say anything but " silence means yes ryt?" hahaha... i think he likes u too .. hehehehe :)
... achii,, grab this chance now before it's too late.. juz follow ur heart :) From Kath: e2 na shobe,,
pinka una sa lahat!!
I'm so PROUD OF YOU!!!
prang nka MOVE ON KA NA!!!
atleast...there's someone making you smiLe na..:)
hmmm,,sa tingin ko....
FOLLOW YOUR HEART NLNG!
jingLe...this is it!!!take it or leave it...
KUNG AKO SAYO!!i'll take it na....
this a new beginning for you...:)
MOVE FORWARD NA...
past is past...and he's your future...ay WHUT..=D
basta,,do what ever your heart wants you to do..pero don't let emotions ruin your thinking..ay teka ang gulo...basta explain ko sayo sa school!!love you so much shobe...you take care ha...:)
At the Beginning with YOU!
WE were STRANGERS STARTING out on a JOURNEY..:)
uy,,kanta mo yan sakanya ahh...wahaha...=/
Since then, with unknown reason I was so so so INLOVE with HIM. ♥♥ Mary Angel
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Mango shake with cherry on top
Oh so yummy!!
Mango Sago
My Boyfriend told me about this
and this became my favorite already.
So yummy!
Happy Birthday my ONE AND ONLY sister!
It was her 5th birthday. We went SUPER BOWL to eat and afterwards played in storyland.
It was so fun because mom was also playing with us. Young at heart mom. HAHA
I love the food. UBER! ü
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Its already the end of a very happy year of mine. I wasnt able to clear my 3 major subjects. Algebra. chemistry and geometry and I really feel bad about it. anyway. I must strive harder next time. I have to clear my subjects before july or august. or else I will have no grades for the entrance exam for college. This is why its pretty hard being in a non graded school. Procrastinating is my number 1 enemy. unlike in graded, If I fail for a test. I failed and thats it but in non graded, I have to master the lesson until I achieve a perfect score. Enough with the academics.So I say. SUMMER IS DEFINITELY HERE! ♥I have lots of plans already. I definitely want to be busy this summer.review centerbadmintonswimmingshoppingchinese tutorialand a lot more!Im really excited for the review because I want to learn a lot this time. I know I can use what I will learn this summer for the upcoming school year.and OH! by the way, Im still not sure what course to take next year.My options are:PsychologyAND THATS IT!its the only field I want to be in.I want to go to splash island can someone tell me about it?? PLease? ♥
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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The Three Hour Diet
When you wake up in the morning, wait an hour before you eat anything or take anything in. Eat a normal breakfast(rice, meat, coffee, yeah). Then don't eat anything for the next three hours. Have a light snack(crackers are best). After three hours, eat lunch(still the normal lunch). Again, don't eat anything for the next three hours. Then have a light snack. After three hours, THINK IF YOU WANNA HAVE DINNER. If you still do, eat a light dinner. Then after dinner, do not eat anything. So if you want dessert eat it during "dinner".
Studies suggest that people who eat the right foods every three hours lose fat around their middle first! Why? Because when you eat is critical for increasing your energy, suppressing appetite and lowering the levels of cortisol, the belly bulging hormone! A major study at the Department of Medicine at the University of Toronto showed that by increasing the frequency of when you eat for just two weeks, subjects reduced their levels of Cortisol by 17%! This study showed that a diet made up of smaller and more frequent meals not only lowered the levels of Cortisol, but also reduced levels of insulin and cholesterol.
If this sounds like something you’d like to try, here are the basic rules for the 3-Hour Diet:
1. Eat every 3 hours
2. Start one hour from rising
3. Stop eating 3 hours before bed
Frequent meals will help keep your metabolism running smoothly for the rest of the day. The key is eating five times throughout the day, separated by 3 hours. In other words, if you eat breakfast at 7am, have a snack at 10am, eat lunch at 1pm, have another snack at 4pm, and finally eat dinner at 7pm. You will finish off the day by having your treat which may be eaten with dinner, or anytime in the next 3 hours before bed. It’s up to you! This is a perfect eating schedule, and I strongly recommend you follow this time pattern closely.
I have to do this. Im getting FAT even though my friends still claim that I am sexy and I am not fat, I still think that I am FAT! My boyfriend also says that I am not fat but I really do think that I am gaining some weight. From a 26 inches waist. I must lower it down to 24 inches. From 45 kilos, I must lower it down to 38. I am now so paranoid. I know this is OA but I cant help. I see myself everyday and I can tell that I really gained some weight. Since Wednesday I started doing some exercises. I stay for 30 mins on our exercising machine and after that I do 30x sit ups and 30x chest expander.I admit I am exaggerating things. FORGIVE ME. :x unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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Ive been really busy this past few days. Im kinda cramming and I really dont know what to do with my subjects. Especially ALGEBRA AND GEOMETRY. gawd. I have lots of stories to blog but just don't have time to update. MAYBE tomorrow I can update my blog. but surely, I already forgot some of the things I want to say. OH NO!and now. Im sleepy. I need a sleep. GOODNIGHT. ♥ unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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after a long period of time of no internet connection Finally, my connection is back. I have to call smart just to have them fix the antenna at our rooftop. The signal has been affected by the newly build town house on the side and on the front of our house. Its good to be back again. unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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What Angel Means
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You're a Confident Chica
You're a total superstar - and you know it
Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them)
You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself
Your life is great - and you've thankful for every great thing you have
Your Love is Based on Friendship
For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.
Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.
Whoever you love should be your best friend.
And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.
Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you
Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you
He's a Great Boyfriend
You guy definitely loves you and knows how to treat you right.
You have a five star boyfriend - so make sure you treat him right too!
Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!
Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be
If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that...
Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close
You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!
Your Relationship is Strong
You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it.
Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime.
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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" Everything was PRECIOUS and REAL
I will keep this unchanging love forever"
Surprises are much sweeter when you least expect it.
dismissal, March 06
Usually, before our day, pinapauwi niya ako agad.
for instance reason na he needs to buy something for me.
pero hindi niya ako pinauwi that day. So naisip ko wala na akong card letter from him. Since my birthday kasi binibigyan niya na ako nang letter. I get used to it and eventually became a part of our monthly happiness. so nung thursday. hindi niya ako pinauwe. WALA AKONG LETTER. and that really made me SAD.
12:00 March 07
Its already a tradition for me and him to stay up late until midnight to greet each other a happy monthsary but this month. TINULUGAN AKO!
It made me cold and so disappointed.
[ I admit I was the first one who fell asleep BEFORE. Hindi ko rin siya nabati kasi nakatulog ako nung last monthsary namin. now I know what he felt for what I did before. ü ]
He greeted me around 4am na. but I was still cold and disappointed.
Morning came. My alarm went on but I just texted my school bus to inform them na hindi ako magpapa sundo. then I alarmed my phone again. from 5:30 to 6:30.
Its just because I felt so restless that morning because of his late message. nawalan ako nang gana gumising nang maaga.
I arrived in school and saw him waiting for me. Hindi ko siya binati nang happy, i just said Hi with a smile and He said he was sorry for what happened.
later on, I decided to let go of the tension. I was now calm and happy.
After 1st subject. when I opened my school diary. I saw a white envelope.
I was having second thoughts. I smiled and looked at him.
He smiled back. and I got the hint.
The 1st thing that pop into my mind is that when did he bought the card. when did he went to the mall and I realized that he was just acting yesterday night that he feels sorry for he can not give me a card this monthsary. such a good boy. HAHAHA
Then afternoon came. I read his letter. That was the only time that I have known the whole truth.
on his letter:
P.S sana hindi ka magalit na hindi ako nagpaalam na umalis ako nung WEDNESDAY.
My mouth was shut. recalling my precious thoughts.
THE HELL! That was the reason why he asked me to go home right away last Wednesday. That was the reason why he doesn't want to update on our subjects. AYUN PALA!
isa pa dun. Last Wednesday afternoon. I was calling him then the other line said
" The number you dialed is currently not available chu chu chu chu"
I tried calling him again and again then I was later convince that his phone was really turned off.
I fell asleep and when I woke up, I called him, and finally, He answered.
I asked him why his phone was turned off.
His false reason is because his prank caller kept on calling him
but the truth is he knew I will be calling him and If he answer his phone I would know that he's still not home and that he is at the mall.
HAHA. we were on the field that time and I was constantly chasing and false-hitting him because of what he did.
He did all of those things without me being suspicious.
and I find it a little crazy but his effort made me fall for him even MORE.
Happy 6TH Monthsary my boyfriend! ü
I love you so much!
Sorry for all the stupidity I have done this past few days.
Even we argue about little things and all
Im still SUPER DUPER HAPPY with you.
Thank you for all the love and the care.
I love you a lot ♥ "
unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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After three hours of internet hours. I'm finally done changing my summer blog skin. H AHA
Summer is coming and I am pretty much excited about summer. Charles,friends and I already have plans for the upcoming summer.
Star city. Swimming and Malling.
and also Me and karen will take up College entrance exam review this summer. 12 session @ Expert Guides. I really have to pass the UPCAT or USTET. Thats all and I am happy.
I am also planning to take up CHINESE LANGUAGE TUTORIAL this summer.
Particularly, Mandarin or Fukien. Since last summer I already wanted to study Chinese language its just that I didn't know where to study. [ So If you know any please inform me. that'll be very much appreciated. ü ]
Tommorow is Charles and I 6TH MONTHSARY. :]
Half a year! Even we argue so much about little things, We still work things out and still be the BEST-EST girlfriend and boyfriend for each other. ü unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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What is Histrionic Personality Disorder? Quick Summary: People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative. Symptoms of Histrionic Personality Disorder: - Needs to be the center of attention
- Dresses or acts provocatively
- Rapidly-shifting and shallow emotions
- Exaggerates friendships
- Overly-dramatic, occassionally theatrical speech
- easily influenced; highly suggestible
What is Narcissistic Personality Disorder? Quick Summary: Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them. Symptoms of Narcissistic Personality Disorder: - Requires excessive praise and admiration
- Takes advantage of others
- Grandiose sense of self-importance
- Lack of empathy
- Lying, to self and others
- Obsessed with fantasies of fame, power, or beauty
What is Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder? Quick Summary: While Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder (OCDP) sounds similar in name to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder, the two are markedly different disorders. People with obsessive-compulsive personality disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion. Symptoms of Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder: - Need for perfection and excessive discipline
- Preoccupation with orderliness
- Inflexibility
- Lack of generosity
- Hyper-focus on details and rules
- Excessive devotion to work
♥ I took this personality disorder test and see the results! HAHA. Narcissistic? GAWD. ü ♥ unSPOILED BRATINELLA. Mary Angel
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♥ This blog entry REMAINED a SECRET between me, karla, ria and kath since the month of JULY 2007 in my multiply account. Only the three of them has the privilege to view and comment on this secret blog entry.I decided to open it NOW to everyone since we are now OFFICIALLY together.
and I am super proud to let everyone know that I made a VERY GOOD DECISION. ♥
HAHA. kinikilig ako sa tuwing binabasa ko to. AS IN!
NOTE: This entry is only for my friends. This is a private entry. Selected friends are the only one that can read this. <3 revealed FEELINGS for him. "What is this im feeling. I just cant explain. I don’t know why but when i look in your eyes
I feel something that seems so right
You’ve got yours i’ve got mine
I think i’m loosing my mind
Coz i shouldn’t feel this way
Catch me i’m falling for you
And i don’t know what to do
How can something so wrong?
Feel so right all along
Catch me i’m falling for you
How can time be so wrong
For love to come along?
Catch me i’m falling for you
How can love let it go
When it has no place to go
And i can’t go along pretending
That love isn’t here to stay
catch me Im falling for you " Charles gaw. who is he?
C.C.B my codename for him. C.C.B means. Cute Chinese Boy. he is a chinese. white.tall and chinito. <--- my BOYFRIEND material.
I dont want to let this oppurtunity pass. i have let it passed ONCE. I am never gonna let this chance to pass again.
RECENTLY. i just had my 1st ever break-up. It was hard for me to get over and to move on. but i have no any other chance left but to forget EVERYTHING that me and kenneth HAD. I know it isnt right to fall so fast. It isnt right to fall so soon.
"Hindi napipigilan ang damdamin"
totoo nga ba ang kasabihan na toh? naniniwala ako dito because I cant help but to fall for him.
Behind his imperfections. I still like him. is this really LOVE??
I REALLY LIKE HIM.
and I just dont understand why. is this real feeling? or I am just infatuated? or I am just liking him because he has my boyfriend MATERIAL? I really dont know why.
I Like him. I want him. I simply LOVE him. but I have been thinking of the consequences of falling inlove AGAIN. .my family .my heart and his .nationality My family is one of the consequences because I want them to know EVERYTHING about what is going on in my LIFE. Me and my Mom are still not okay. we're still not talking to each one. I want them to get to know a guy who wants to OWN me. I want them to know everything about US.
My heart because I am NOW afraid of FALLING inlove again. I dont want to be hurt again. I want to ENJOY being a Single. but how would I enjoy if my heart is telling me that I shouldnt let this oppurtunity to pass again? and if my heart is telling me that I should LOVE him? I am confused. I just dont know what to do. it isnt right for me to feel this way. this is WRONG. but this WRONG makes me feel so right.
His NATIONALITY because. he is a FULL BLOODED CHINESE. he is PURE. and Pure might mean that they are traditional chinese. meaning to say "chinese is only for chinese". Meaning to say. IF EVER. we still cant be together. I dont know what to do NOW. I am really confused.
I dont even know if he likes me back. if he wants me to. and if he simply falling inlove on me too.
ayokong umasa. but the way he moves. the way he treats me makes me believe that we could be as ONE. He is a total PUZZLE. i cant GET the way he expresses his feelings.
These are the signs that keeps me from believing that there might be US. .he said in the middle of our conversation "wala. sabi ko CUTE MO,CRUSH KITA"
.in the canteen. him with his friends and me almost 3 meters away from their table he said "angel...HI!!"
.I always catch him looking at me.[hindi ko siya mahuhuli kung hindi rin ako tumitingin sakanya.:p]
.He asked me to be his TUTOR in CLE. and HIM as my tutor in MATH.
.partner ko siya sa p.e[anong connect? hehehe]
.tabi kasi yung table namin sa canteen lagi kaya kapag time na minsan sinasabi niya."Angel,next subject? sabay tayo."
.He teases me. [anyone who teases you.likes you] totoo ba un??
. when anyone ask him if he has a crush on me. he simply smile. and sometimes say "secret" . and sometimes he is speechless.
.my friend said that whenever I am the topic between them.He always smiles. :p
.when my friend asked him to court me he smiled and said "wag kang ganyan".what does it mean ba??
.when my friend asked him if he loves me he first said "secret" then said "pwede na rin" o! ano na nman meeaning nito??
.he intendedly told me that he likes me. ilan beses nya na sinasabi. kapag naman tinatanong ko siya ngumingiti lang siya.
.He was asked if it was because of me behind joining in SAS[special action scouts].he said "syempre naman".
.his friend said that he just want to be with me thats why he joined SAS he said "oo nman". whaattt?? gs2 nya ako makasama kaya siya sumali sa SAS??
.When our classmates teases us he doesnt answer back. hindi xa kumokontra kahit sabihin nang mga kaklase ko na pulit ulit ang"sinong crush ni charles? si angel! sinong crush ni angel? si charles!"
.e2 ang LATEST. he told me " Hindi ako mag lu-lunch hanggang hindi mo na me-memorize yan" we have to memorize a poem and recite kasi eh. kilig ako!!
The questions are. do u think its okay for me to fall inlove again? do u think im falling for him? and do u think that he likes me too? is there a chance that we might be together? P.S friends. nakwe2to ko naman sa inyo yung tungkol samin diba. nagkwe2ntuhan naman tau sa school eh. naguguluhan na kasi ako. HIM being a pure chinese stops me from falling inlove. and so as my family. :p
From Ria: achii!... hirz my opinions :
do u think its okay for me to fall inlove again?
- yhUp! xempre naman achii .. there's nothing wrong with that.. and besides ur single and available ryt?... hehehe
do u think im falling for him?
-yeAh!... obvious naman e... di ka magcacare ng so much sa kanya kung ndi naman tlga d ba?... :) yikee
and do u think that he likes me too?
- ahmm.. as far as i can remember when i asked him if he has a crush on you... he didn't say anything but " silence means yes ryt?" hahaha... i think he likes u too .. hehehehe :)
... achii,, grab this chance now before it's too late.. juz follow ur heart :) From Kath: e2 na shobe,,
pinka una sa lahat!!
I'm so PROUD OF YOU!!!
prang nka MOVE ON KA NA!!!
atleast...there's someone making you smiLe na..:)
hmmm,,sa tingin ko....
FOLLOW YOUR HEART NLNG!
jingLe...this is it!!!take it or leave it...
KUNG AKO SAYO!!i'll take it na....
this a new beginning for you...:)
MOVE FORWARD NA...
past is past...and he's your future...ay WHUT..=D
basta,,do what ever your heart wants you to do..pero don't let emotions ruin your thinking..ay teka ang gulo...basta explain ko sayo sa school!!love you so much shobe...you take care ha...:)
At the Beginning with YOU!
WE were STRANGERS STARTING out on a JOURNEY..:)
uy,,kanta mo yan sakanya ahh...wahaha...=/
Since then, with unknown reason I was so so so INLOVE with HIM. ♥♥ Mary Angel
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Real Name: Mary Angelbelle S. Dizon
Age: 17
Birth Date: September 19, 1992
School: Centro Escolar University
Course: Dentistry
I am Mary Angel but call me Ella. My BLOG documents my Bittersweet Life as a University Student, an intimidating Friend, a Loving Daughter, a Sweet Girlfriend and an Independent G I R L. This is my Web Journal where in all my thoughts, craves, rants and happenings in my life are posted. Constructive Criticism are highly appreciated! ♥
University Student ○ I am currently taking up DENTISTRY which is one of the difficult and the most expensive majors. At first, It was hard dealing with college life, the subjects along with the lessons and its quizzes and projects and of course, the professors and the grades, block mates and the school itself. but as the days go by all the pressure and pleasure, fun, hardships, trials and updates about being a College Student have a sense of fulfillment in the end! :)
Intimidating Friend ○ What is Friend? For me Friend is someone you have that knows how to deal with your drama in life. Someone who accepts you for who you are, Someone who isn't afraid of telling you your wrong doings, Someone who will never turn their back in spite of your mood swings and attitude problems. Someone who will always settle things with you. That's how I define FRIEND. You? How do you define FRIENDSHIP?
Loving Daughter ○ I love my family so much. They are the foundation of my own self. I am the eldest among the family. At this point of time, Pressure of being the eldest do not conquer me, YET. When I was younger, my grandmother nurtured me and took care of me when my Mom was away and still, nurturing and taking care of me at this point of time even Mom is already here for us. I owe my grandmother so much. Though I was spoiled by her in many ways and sometimes unintentionally made things difficult for her because of my wrong doings I still go back and make it up to her. She became a Mother, a Father and a Grandmother to me all at the same time. She's my inspiration in life.
Sweet Girlfriend ○ Oh yes, I am into a long term relationship right now, with my Best Friend. You read it right. Best Friends turned Lovers. Being in love with your best friend is good and easy and being in a relationship with your Best friend isn't better but the BEST! Friendship is a very good foundation of LOVE and I am very much happy to have a relationship with friendship as a foundation but of course, just like any love, Trials and Challenges still come along our way but everything's worth it.
My Dad once told me how they got my name. He said, When mom was laboring, He prayed to Mama Mary and the Angels for Mom's guidance. That's how I got, Mary Angel, from Mama Mary and the Angels and the Belle? Well, Dad said he got that from Mom's name: Bel.
Yes I know, I have a very long name. Haha.
Ella.
For the obvious fact that I have a very long name, I had difficulty choosing a name to call me, a nickname. Before it was Belle, then it turned to Elle and finally, I settled for one, ELLA. I love that name ever since. It was hard convincing people to call me Ella because they are all used to call me ANGEL but I know they'll get used to it. :)
- I was born 10:36 am at Olivarez Hospital, Paranaque.
- Christened at St. Andrew Church, Paranaque.
- I am the Eldest Child.
- I am the Eldest Grandchild.
- I am the Eldest Great Grandchild.
- I have no full siblings. - Unica Hija of my Parents but I have siblings on both sides now. :)
- I have two handsome brothers and one pretty sister ( Maternal ). - named Simon, Samuel and Sarah. I love them so much!
- I have a beautiful mother. - Of course, kanino pa ba ako magmamana? :)
- I have a boyfriend. - named Lloyd Philip Hamilton-brown Frilles. He's my bestfriend before he became my boyfriend. Cool right? :D
- Primary: El Nino de Salambao Academy, Paranaque
- Elementary: ENDSA and MES, BES.
- High School: PNHS, Angelicum College, Quezon City
- Academic and Special Awards: Best in Art (Kinder), Best in Science (Elementary) 1st runner up Miss Agham (Elementary), Most Courteous (Elementary), 2nd honorable mention (Elementary), Two 4th honorable mention (Elementary). (I had no awards in High school, AC is a non graded institution. )
- College: Centro Escolar University, Manila - Taking up Dentistry and currently on my 2nd year.
- Independent - I take care of myself, alone.
- Optimistic - I see things on the bright side whenever I have a problem.
- Sweet - I am sweet when it comes to the people I care about. So dont get me wrong.
- Loving - as much as possible I try showing my love but when I dont see anything in return, I might bounce back.
- Sarcastic - I use this to defend my self.
- Frank - When you get into my nerves I could tell the most hurtful word to you. " I say what I mean and mean what I say. "
- Vain - Well, I guess its just a part of being a GIRL.
- Stubborn - Yes. Very Stubborn and Bossy. I want what I want. ( You can ask my mom.)
- Dancer - I love dancing ever since. I just dont have that much passion to get into it.
- Wild - Wild in a sense that I am game for anything. :)
- Spoiled - I was spoiled when I was younger. Before, My grandparents almost give everything I want and need and that was lots of love! I am still spoiled right now, by Lloyd.
- Bitch - I hate people who hurts people's feelings. I stand up for them and that makes me a bitch to you.
- Opinionated - Beware: My opinion contains sarcasm, well not all the time. :D
- Health Freak - I am very much concern when it comes to my body. My hate list includes: Alcohol and Smoke, any kind of smoke.
- Confident - I believe Confidence is one of the most important attitudes of being a person without it you cannot achieve what you want.
- Loud - Only with my friends!
- Moody - Yes, Especially PMS days. My mood swings to one mood to another. At least, Lloyd can handle it. : p
- Sporty - I play badminton. I love swimming and hiking.
- Hard chick - I kick ass! : p
- Outgoing - Is wild and outgoing the same? :D
- Elegant - Simple yet Elegant, that's me! :D
- Mean - Yes, especially if you are also mean to me. I am meaner.
- High Maintenance - Very. Especially when it comes to myself. I have a high standard to the point that people get mad at me because of how I act. I just love myself so much, you know.
- Bestfriends turned Lovers - We were best friends for more than 2 years before we actually had love feelings for each other. The feeling was mutual.
- It wasn't easy - It was really hard because I had a current relationship back then. The story? Here.
- Months of Trials and Hardships - Before we moved in to the next stage, We went through ups and downs to finally be together and I gave him so much challenges to prove himself to me. It was really hard because I was always misunderstood by people and sadly, my own friends for giving him hard time and extreme difficulties and for the fact that my grandmother wont approve to our relationship that time made it all worst but later, my grandmother did understood me.
- April 29, 2009 - We became Official. :) I finally ended all his miseries. ( As if it was very hard. Hahaha ) The story? Here.
- Blissful - For me, A relationship with your best friend is the most blissful relationship. It maybe hard for us at the start but the reward of trials and hardships is incomparable. Why? Its all because of FRIENDSHIP! The foundation of your love is friendship. I tell you, In a relationship like this you have to be open and optimistic. Just like any relationship, this also have downfalls but if you think ahead and look into the brighter side you can surpass anything that gets into your way. Remember: Do not get afraid of committing just because you are afraid of losing the friendship. You have to take the risk if you want to be happy. Truly HAPPY. :)
PERSONAL.
- My Family - My Dad, Mom, Simon, Sarah, Samuel and my Grandmother. :)
- Lloyd! ♥
- Pancho - My 4 year old mini pincher. He's my baby dog!
- Hello Kitty - I love her ever since. GAAAH. Give me more kitties.
- Butterflies
FOOD.
- Dimsum
- Sushi
- Pasta
- Bulalo
- Beef Steak
- Sarsa Iglesia
- Buttered Crab and Shrimp
- Corn
- Mango and Strawberry
- Desserts
- Anything that my lola cooks. ♥
TECHY.
- Cybershot Camera
- iPhone
iPodUnderwater CameraPSPNokia N70- Laptop
- Subaru Impreza WRX or Mazda 3
PLACES.
- My Bedroom - My heaven.
- Puerto Galera
Cebu - Lived here for three years.
Bohol - I saw dolphins here! :)
- Palawan
Hongkong - I love ocean park.
- Japan - Madaming Hello kitty dito!! GAAAHH.
- Korea
- Paris
- Enchanted Kingdom - 1st anniversary plan. ♥
- Cockroaches - as in capital I-P-I-S!
- Pollution - Pollution makes me poor. I waste all my money for a taxi fare just because I hate smokes so much. It gives me headache. Grrr. Cant the authorities do something about it?
- Cigarette's smoke - Nahihilo ako.
- Dance Club - Not that I hate dancing and mingling with people. I just hate loud music. It gives me migraine.
- Coward - People who cant even face me. As in face to face and just keep on talking behind my back are pathetic.
- Walk out - I hate it how people walk out when they are face to something they cant stand.
I know this is pretty long but still,
I'm happy I was able to express myself in words. :D
- Ella Dizon
" Doll Outside, Devil Inside. "
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Ella. εїз 17. Independent. Virgo. Eldest. Taken. Escolarian. Optimistic. Sweet. Frank. Vain. Spoiled. Opinionated. Confident. Loud. Moody. Outgoing. Girly. Elegant. Mean.
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Hello again College.
BB cream review.
One Year.
My Summer to-do list.
CEU: CHAMPIONS.
Hello Again!
Here I am again.
CLOSED!
Kolehiyala.
.. Finally
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Her 5th birthday.
Mango shake with cherry on top
Mango Sago
