OH NO!

Thursday, February 28 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Thursday, February 28, 2008 Comments: 0	Fettucine with the Gaw Family ♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008 I attended a talk about LOVE, COURTSHIP and MARRIAGE and about AUSTRALIA and WORLD YOUTH DAY plus Meditation and Benidiction. and Mr. Gaw, Charles' Dad. Offered me a ride. Hatid niya na lang daw ako. I refused at first pero makulit si charles. Hindi rin ako maka hindi kasi I dont know what to say to the taxi driver to get there and charles refused to tell me the exact location of the place. So I really had no choice but to accept the offer of his dad. After the talk,meditation and benidiction. Mr.Gaw and Charles fetched me at the Center and headed straight to the Grocery to buy some stuffs. after that they showed me their other house. It was so big and sosy. I so so LOVE the stairs. High ceiling, a very spacious terrace plus in every room there is a walk-in closet. WOW! my dream house. hehe.ü Some of the house arrangements are based in Feng shui. Im not surprise. and we headed straight to their house. Charles' mom Invited me to have dinner with them. She cooked FETTUCINE as what charles [daw] asked for. I had fun preparing the Garlic bread. hehe I always feel happy when I am with them. as in. Mrs. Gaw prepared a dessert for me but eventually hindi ko nakain. SAYANG :[ and the night ended, hinatid na ako ni Mr. Gaw. ♥ ♥ Mary Angel
Tuesday, February 19 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, February 19, 2008 Comments: 0	7 sweetest rules? haha. 7 do's 1. Do at least one sweet thing everyday. 2. Do ask permission before going elsewhere 3. DO call and SAY honeydreams,Together forever everynight 4. Do LISTEN to each other's POINT OF VIEW and try to UNDERSTAND before saying anything 5. Do HELP each other in any possible WAY 6. Always be each other's INSPIRATION 7. Always keep HOPE, FAITH and LOVE alive. Ü 7 don’t's 1. Don’t answer ewan, wala and above all, no silent treatment. 2. Don’t hurt yourself 3. Don’t walkout when having an argument 4. Don’t say mean and bad words 5. Don’t ever LIE 6. Don’t ever FLIRT with other girls and boys 7. Don’t ever LEAVE each other . From now on, Charles and I must live with these rules. He was the one who insisted these rules. At first, I refused to do this because I don't believe in rules and so. but then when he said to me whole heartedly while looking straight to my eyes that he will change, nagbago yung mood ko bigla and I started believing that I should give these rules a try. Majority, siya ang nagisip nun lahat. hehe.ü ♥ Mary Angel
Monday, February 11 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Monday, February 11, 2008 Comments: 0	The sweetest thing Before anything else. I'll give you the definition of the word SWEET. S W E E T : adjective Containing or derived from sugar. Retaining some natural sugar; not dry: a sweet wine. Pleasing to the senses; agreeable: the sweet song of the lark; a sweet face. Pleasing to the mind or feelings; gratifying: sweet revenge - - - For me the word SWEET is associated with the word LOVE. [ kinikilig ako. Basta kinikilig ako. HAHA ] I know. Its kinda weird when us girls feel this so called word * K I L I G . Even to the smallest things that guys do for us make us so inlove with them. Its like after the moment was done. We still keep on reminiscing that VERY moment of our lives and admit it, thinking of it give us this kilig feeling that make us so head over heels inlove with them! so yeah. I was actually talking about my own feelings here. HAHA. because I am so head over heels inlove with MR. CMG! and even more because of the sweet ~~nothings~~ ERR. EVERYTHING. [ much better. I made my OWN word and OWN definition. HAHA ] that he did this past few days. One night. I fell asleep while we were on the phone. [ I admit I was really tired and sleepy back then and he was talking to his sister and that was the reason why I fell asleep ] and the morning came. He was upset by what happened and he thinks that he is boring because I fell asleep while on the phone with him. a lot of discussions were made then 1 thing really made me tick. He said he just wants to hear me say honeydreams = our own word that means dream of me honey and have a sweetdream. and Together Forever. I know its kinda mushy to you guys but we live by this words and for us when it comes to LOVE there is no Corny or mushy. and not hearing this at the end of each day makes our day incomplete. I didnt expect that these words are really important to him and I was surprised to know that these words are indeed part of his daily life. ü * While we were in his house after dinner with his family. We stayed in their living room and watched T.V. I saw his guitar and borrowed it. Then he took it from me and sang me a nice song in a very good tone.[ MY GOSH! I didnt know he sings well pala. My talent pala si CMG. HAHA. ] I was so kilig right on that very moment. I cant help but to giggle. Just imagine him looking straight into my eyes while he was singing and playing the guitar. Haaayyy. I easily get hypnotized by his chinito eyes. I so love his eyes. :] " Its your smile, your face, your lips that I miss. Those sweet little eyes that stare at me and make me say I am with you through all the way 'cause its you who feels the emptiness in me It changes everything I see when I know I got you with me. " Naalala ko lang bigla. I love this song. Especially dedicated for him. ü * While we were in their car with his dad on our way to my place with him on the passenger's seat and me on the back seat. I simply texted him [ Imagine we were just on few inches away. HAHA ] " I LOVE YOU. ü " and his reply made me so KILIG! haha. " I LOVE YOU MORE " I cant help but to smile and fall inlove more. [ I hope his dad did not notice me through the mirror. or else he'll think Im insane. smiling all by myself. HAHA kidding! ] for the last yet the mushiest/ sweetest thing. * After eating his lunch. [ Yeah. I eat his lunch. I eat in recess and I also bite a food on his lunch. matakaw ako? NAH. haha. masarap lang talaga yung luto nang mom niya I cant afford to say NO. hihi ] anyway. after eating, He held my hands and put it onto his face and made lambing [ like a cat that needs to be caressed. HAHA ]. I cant go into details anymore because its kinda hard to describe it. :] then the feeling got more intense when he said " wag mo ako iiwan ah? " waaaaahhh!!! gusto kong umiyak sa sobrang kilig at tuwa. He is indeed the sweetest person in my life. Nothing compares the feelings that I feel for him. He is evrything I could wish for. He is what I always wanted He is my other half though still, There could never be a perfect relationship and everyone must go to a part of bumps and curves and we'll get through all of these imperfections of this road TOGETHER and FOREVER. I am very happy with him. A LOT HAPPY. My BOYFRIEND. haha :] MR. CMG ♥ Mary Angel
Sunday, February 10 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, February 10, 2008 Comments: 0	Dinner time with the gaw family. again. 02. 09. 08 Charles' Mom invited me to attend a seminar about dating in Tanglaw University Center. So I prepared early because I know I will be late if I did not manage my time. I leave the house early but still ended up late. OMG. Just because I dont have a change to pay the taxi. My money is a whole P500 and I only need p50 to get there. Luckily, the taxi I had have a change for my 500. Gosh. I was so ashame of being late. Then we headed straight to the center. Mrs.Gaw is very caring and a very lovable person. I never felt being out of place with her. She always hold my hands. She introduced me to all of her friends in the center and we indeed talked a lot. She asked me about my likes, my favorite subject and etc. It was really nice being with her. I learned a lot from the seminar. I like the idea of DELAYED GRATIFICATION It is where couples pro long the state of not seeing each other. "para lalong ma miss ang isat isa para maging mas exciting ang susunod na pagkikita." I have thought about doing it to me and charles. but then how would I do that if we see each other everyday and the fact that he is my classmate. HAHA. anyway I could do that in college. Mrs. Gaw asked me to have dinner with them. After the seminar we dropped his sister in starbucks and headed straight to their house. While waiting for dinner. We played playstation with his younger sister, took pictures and then we ate dinner. Mrs. Gaw cooks well. She has a great style in cooking. No wonder she was chosen to assist in Chinese cuisine show in TUC. Honestly. I want to be like her because I never forget that someone have told me. Gusto nang mga lalaki ang mga babae na katulad nang nanay nila. In a good way to ah. sshhh lang kau kay CMG. hindi niya alam to. hehe.ü I love his family. When I see them happy I suddenly misses my DAD. I see the true meaning of family in them. anyway. I had a really great time with them. Never a dull time with the Gaw Family. ♥ Mary Angel
Wednesday, February 6 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Wednesday, February 06, 2008 Comments: 0	I love my number 1 enemy. I love my bestfriend and at the same time my Number 1 Enemy. No other than MY MOM. :] Before she left for Hongkong for a business trip We had a fight that we did not settled before she went to her trip. The day before she came back I texted her and said SORRY. then Everything went well until she asked me if what I want to have from hongkong. I asked for a NEW DIGICAM. To my surprise. She agreed and said she will buy one for me. OH MY GOLLY! I just cant believe she agreed to buy me a New cam. :]] She bought me a blue olympus digicam. She always buy me something in blue. Even the iPOD she bought for me was blue. "Hey ma, You know nman may favorite color is pink diba? I wonder why you kept on buying me Blue things. HEHE." anyway. I love her so much. Even though she lacks time for me, I still try to understand her. ♥ Happy Monthsary CMCG! wo ai ni. mwahh.ü kong hee huat chai! ü ♥ ♥ Mary Angel
Sunday, February 3 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, February 03, 2008 Comments: 0	Dinner Time with the GAW FAMILY. Delayed post. = currently here in La union. - - - 01.29.08 *SUBSTITUTE TEACHER FOR A DAY.* Most of my students are my schoolbus mate. so it wasnt that hard handling them. I had a nice day with them and of course a stressful day. :] - - - After the MUSIC RELOADED CONCERT Charles and I went to their house because his dad invited me to join them in dinner. At first I refused. Hiya ako eh. sabi ko kay charles na wag na lang kasi nahihiya talaga ako but then I know that it would be a great time. So I gained all my courage and decided to be with them. hihi We ate dinner and talked and stayed for awhile then hinatid na ako ni mr.gaw[his dad]. I had a great time being with them and it was my 1st time to be with another family. I really enjoyed the night. A very happy night. ♥ Mary Angel

Thursday, February 28 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Thursday, February 28, 2008 Comments: 0	Fettucine with the Gaw Family ♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008 I attended a talk about LOVE, COURTSHIP and MARRIAGE and about AUSTRALIA and WORLD YOUTH DAY plus Meditation and Benidiction. and Mr. Gaw, Charles' Dad. Offered me a ride. Hatid niya na lang daw ako. I refused at first pero makulit si charles. Hindi rin ako maka hindi kasi I dont know what to say to the taxi driver to get there and charles refused to tell me the exact location of the place. So I really had no choice but to accept the offer of his dad. After the talk,meditation and benidiction. Mr.Gaw and Charles fetched me at the Center and headed straight to the Grocery to buy some stuffs. after that they showed me their other house. It was so big and sosy. I so so LOVE the stairs. High ceiling, a very spacious terrace plus in every room there is a walk-in closet. WOW! my dream house. hehe.ü Some of the house arrangements are based in Feng shui. Im not surprise. and we headed straight to their house. Charles' mom Invited me to have dinner with them. She cooked FETTUCINE as what charles [daw] asked for. I had fun preparing the Garlic bread. hehe I always feel happy when I am with them. as in. Mrs. Gaw prepared a dessert for me but eventually hindi ko nakain. SAYANG :[ and the night ended, hinatid na ako ni Mr. Gaw. ♥ ♥ Mary Angel
Tuesday, February 19 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, February 19, 2008 Comments: 0	7 sweetest rules? haha. 7 do's 1. Do at least one sweet thing everyday. 2. Do ask permission before going elsewhere 3. DO call and SAY honeydreams,Together forever everynight 4. Do LISTEN to each other's POINT OF VIEW and try to UNDERSTAND before saying anything 5. Do HELP each other in any possible WAY 6. Always be each other's INSPIRATION 7. Always keep HOPE, FAITH and LOVE alive. Ü 7 don’t's 1. Don’t answer ewan, wala and above all, no silent treatment. 2. Don’t hurt yourself 3. Don’t walkout when having an argument 4. Don’t say mean and bad words 5. Don’t ever LIE 6. Don’t ever FLIRT with other girls and boys 7. Don’t ever LEAVE each other . From now on, Charles and I must live with these rules. He was the one who insisted these rules. At first, I refused to do this because I don't believe in rules and so. but then when he said to me whole heartedly while looking straight to my eyes that he will change, nagbago yung mood ko bigla and I started believing that I should give these rules a try. Majority, siya ang nagisip nun lahat. hehe.ü ♥ Mary Angel
Monday, February 11 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Monday, February 11, 2008 Comments: 0	The sweetest thing Before anything else. I'll give you the definition of the word SWEET. S W E E T : adjective Containing or derived from sugar. Retaining some natural sugar; not dry: a sweet wine. Pleasing to the senses; agreeable: the sweet song of the lark; a sweet face. Pleasing to the mind or feelings; gratifying: sweet revenge - - - For me the word SWEET is associated with the word LOVE. [ kinikilig ako. Basta kinikilig ako. HAHA ] I know. Its kinda weird when us girls feel this so called word * K I L I G . Even to the smallest things that guys do for us make us so inlove with them. Its like after the moment was done. We still keep on reminiscing that VERY moment of our lives and admit it, thinking of it give us this kilig feeling that make us so head over heels inlove with them! so yeah. I was actually talking about my own feelings here. HAHA. because I am so head over heels inlove with MR. CMG! and even more because of the sweet ~~nothings~~ ERR. EVERYTHING. [ much better. I made my OWN word and OWN definition. HAHA ] that he did this past few days. One night. I fell asleep while we were on the phone. [ I admit I was really tired and sleepy back then and he was talking to his sister and that was the reason why I fell asleep ] and the morning came. He was upset by what happened and he thinks that he is boring because I fell asleep while on the phone with him. a lot of discussions were made then 1 thing really made me tick. He said he just wants to hear me say honeydreams = our own word that means dream of me honey and have a sweetdream. and Together Forever. I know its kinda mushy to you guys but we live by this words and for us when it comes to LOVE there is no Corny or mushy. and not hearing this at the end of each day makes our day incomplete. I didnt expect that these words are really important to him and I was surprised to know that these words are indeed part of his daily life. ü * While we were in his house after dinner with his family. We stayed in their living room and watched T.V. I saw his guitar and borrowed it. Then he took it from me and sang me a nice song in a very good tone.[ MY GOSH! I didnt know he sings well pala. My talent pala si CMG. HAHA. ] I was so kilig right on that very moment. I cant help but to giggle. Just imagine him looking straight into my eyes while he was singing and playing the guitar. Haaayyy. I easily get hypnotized by his chinito eyes. I so love his eyes. :] " Its your smile, your face, your lips that I miss. Those sweet little eyes that stare at me and make me say I am with you through all the way 'cause its you who feels the emptiness in me It changes everything I see when I know I got you with me. " Naalala ko lang bigla. I love this song. Especially dedicated for him. ü * While we were in their car with his dad on our way to my place with him on the passenger's seat and me on the back seat. I simply texted him [ Imagine we were just on few inches away. HAHA ] " I LOVE YOU. ü " and his reply made me so KILIG! haha. " I LOVE YOU MORE " I cant help but to smile and fall inlove more. [ I hope his dad did not notice me through the mirror. or else he'll think Im insane. smiling all by myself. HAHA kidding! ] for the last yet the mushiest/ sweetest thing. * After eating his lunch. [ Yeah. I eat his lunch. I eat in recess and I also bite a food on his lunch. matakaw ako? NAH. haha. masarap lang talaga yung luto nang mom niya I cant afford to say NO. hihi ] anyway. after eating, He held my hands and put it onto his face and made lambing [ like a cat that needs to be caressed. HAHA ]. I cant go into details anymore because its kinda hard to describe it. :] then the feeling got more intense when he said " wag mo ako iiwan ah? " waaaaahhh!!! gusto kong umiyak sa sobrang kilig at tuwa. He is indeed the sweetest person in my life. Nothing compares the feelings that I feel for him. He is evrything I could wish for. He is what I always wanted He is my other half though still, There could never be a perfect relationship and everyone must go to a part of bumps and curves and we'll get through all of these imperfections of this road TOGETHER and FOREVER. I am very happy with him. A LOT HAPPY. My BOYFRIEND. haha :] MR. CMG ♥ Mary Angel
Sunday, February 10 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, February 10, 2008 Comments: 0	Dinner time with the gaw family. again. 02. 09. 08 Charles' Mom invited me to attend a seminar about dating in Tanglaw University Center. So I prepared early because I know I will be late if I did not manage my time. I leave the house early but still ended up late. OMG. Just because I dont have a change to pay the taxi. My money is a whole P500 and I only need p50 to get there. Luckily, the taxi I had have a change for my 500. Gosh. I was so ashame of being late. Then we headed straight to the center. Mrs.Gaw is very caring and a very lovable person. I never felt being out of place with her. She always hold my hands. She introduced me to all of her friends in the center and we indeed talked a lot. She asked me about my likes, my favorite subject and etc. It was really nice being with her. I learned a lot from the seminar. I like the idea of DELAYED GRATIFICATION It is where couples pro long the state of not seeing each other. "para lalong ma miss ang isat isa para maging mas exciting ang susunod na pagkikita." I have thought about doing it to me and charles. but then how would I do that if we see each other everyday and the fact that he is my classmate. HAHA. anyway I could do that in college. Mrs. Gaw asked me to have dinner with them. After the seminar we dropped his sister in starbucks and headed straight to their house. While waiting for dinner. We played playstation with his younger sister, took pictures and then we ate dinner. Mrs. Gaw cooks well. She has a great style in cooking. No wonder she was chosen to assist in Chinese cuisine show in TUC. Honestly. I want to be like her because I never forget that someone have told me. Gusto nang mga lalaki ang mga babae na katulad nang nanay nila. In a good way to ah. sshhh lang kau kay CMG. hindi niya alam to. hehe.ü I love his family. When I see them happy I suddenly misses my DAD. I see the true meaning of family in them. anyway. I had a really great time with them. Never a dull time with the Gaw Family. ♥ Mary Angel
Wednesday, February 6 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Wednesday, February 06, 2008 Comments: 0	I love my number 1 enemy. I love my bestfriend and at the same time my Number 1 Enemy. No other than MY MOM. :] Before she left for Hongkong for a business trip We had a fight that we did not settled before she went to her trip. The day before she came back I texted her and said SORRY. then Everything went well until she asked me if what I want to have from hongkong. I asked for a NEW DIGICAM. To my surprise. She agreed and said she will buy one for me. OH MY GOLLY! I just cant believe she agreed to buy me a New cam. :]] She bought me a blue olympus digicam. She always buy me something in blue. Even the iPOD she bought for me was blue. "Hey ma, You know nman may favorite color is pink diba? I wonder why you kept on buying me Blue things. HEHE." anyway. I love her so much. Even though she lacks time for me, I still try to understand her. ♥ Happy Monthsary CMCG! wo ai ni. mwahh.ü kong hee huat chai! ü ♥ ♥ Mary Angel
Sunday, February 3 Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, February 03, 2008 Comments: 0	Dinner Time with the GAW FAMILY. Delayed post. = currently here in La union. - - - 01.29.08 *SUBSTITUTE TEACHER FOR A DAY.* Most of my students are my schoolbus mate. so it wasnt that hard handling them. I had a nice day with them and of course a stressful day. :] - - - After the MUSIC RELOADED CONCERT Charles and I went to their house because his dad invited me to join them in dinner. At first I refused. Hiya ako eh. sabi ko kay charles na wag na lang kasi nahihiya talaga ako but then I know that it would be a great time. So I gained all my courage and decided to be with them. hihi We ate dinner and talked and stayed for awhile then hinatid na ako ni mr.gaw[his dad]. I had a great time being with them and it was my 1st time to be with another family. I really enjoyed the night. A very happy night. ♥ Mary Angel

The Butterfly

Real Name: Mary Angelbelle S. Dizon

Age: 17

Birth Date: September 19, 1992

School: Centro Escolar University

Course: Dentistry

I am Mary Angel but call me Ella. My BLOG documents my Bittersweet Life as a University Student, an intimidating Friend, a Loving Daughter, a Sweet Girlfriend and an Independent G I R L. This is my Web Journal where in all my thoughts, craves, rants and happenings in my life are posted. Constructive Criticism are highly appreciated! ♥

University Student ○ I am currently taking up DENTISTRY which is one of the difficult and the most expensive majors. At first, It was hard dealing with college life, the subjects along with the lessons and its quizzes and projects and of course, the professors and the grades, block mates and the school itself. but as the days go by all the pressure and pleasure, fun, hardships, trials and updates about being a College Student have a sense of fulfillment in the end! :)

Intimidating Friend ○ What is Friend? For me Friend is someone you have that knows how to deal with your drama in life. Someone who accepts you for who you are, Someone who isn't afraid of telling you your wrong doings, Someone who will never turn their back in spite of your mood swings and attitude problems. Someone who will always settle things with you. That's how I define FRIEND. You? How do you define FRIENDSHIP?

Loving Daughter ○ I love my family so much. They are the foundation of my own self. I am the eldest among the family. At this point of time, Pressure of being the eldest do not conquer me, YET. When I was younger, my grandmother nurtured me and took care of me when my Mom was away and still, nurturing and taking care of me at this point of time even Mom is already here for us. I owe my grandmother so much. Though I was spoiled by her in many ways and sometimes unintentionally made things difficult for her because of my wrong doings I still go back and make it up to her. She became a Mother, a Father and a Grandmother to me all at the same time. She's my inspiration in life.

Sweet Girlfriend ○ Oh yes, I am into a long term relationship right now, with my Best Friend. You read it right. Best Friends turned Lovers. Being in love with your best friend is good and easy and being in a relationship with your Best friend isn't better but the BEST! Friendship is a very good foundation of LOVE and I am very much happy to have a relationship with friendship as a foundation but of course, just like any love, Trials and Challenges still come along our way but everything's worth it.

Mary Angelbelle Dizon.

My Dad once told me how they got my name. He said, When mom was laboring, He prayed to Mama Mary and the Angels for Mom's guidance. That's how I got, Mary Angel, from Mama Mary and the Angels and the Belle? Well, Dad said he got that from Mom's name: Bel.

Yes I know, I have a very long name. Haha.

Ella.

For the obvious fact that I have a very long name, I had difficulty choosing a name to call me, a nickname. Before it was Belle, then it turned to Elle and finally, I settled for one, ELLA. I love that name ever since. It was hard convincing people to call me Ella because they are all used to call me ANGEL but I know they'll get used to it. :)

I was born 10:36 am at Olivarez Hospital, Paranaque.
Christened at St. Andrew Church, Paranaque.
I am the Eldest Child.
I am the Eldest Grandchild.
I am the Eldest Great Grandchild.
I have no full siblings. - Unica Hija of my Parents but I have siblings on both sides now. :)
I have two handsome brothers and one pretty sister ( Maternal ). - named Simon, Samuel and Sarah. I love them so much!
I have a beautiful mother. - Of course, kanino pa ba ako magmamana? :)
I have a boyfriend. - named Lloyd Philip Hamilton-brown Frilles. He's my bestfriend before he became my boyfriend. Cool right? :D

Primary: El Nino de Salambao Academy, Paranaque
Elementary: ENDSA and MES, BES.
High School: PNHS, Angelicum College, Quezon City
Academic and Special Awards: Best in Art (Kinder), Best in Science (Elementary) 1st runner up Miss Agham (Elementary), Most Courteous (Elementary), 2nd honorable mention (Elementary), Two 4th honorable mention (Elementary). (I had no awards in High school, AC is a non graded institution. )
College: Centro Escolar University, Manila - Taking up Dentistry and currently on my 2nd year.

Independent - I take care of myself, alone.
Optimistic - I see things on the bright side whenever I have a problem.
Sweet - I am sweet when it comes to the people I care about. So dont get me wrong.
Loving - as much as possible I try showing my love but when I dont see anything in return, I might bounce back.
Sarcastic - I use this to defend my self.
Frank - When you get into my nerves I could tell the most hurtful word to you. " I say what I mean and mean what I say. "
Vain - Well, I guess its just a part of being a GIRL.
Stubborn - Yes. Very Stubborn and Bossy. I want what I want. ( You can ask my mom.)
Dancer - I love dancing ever since. I just dont have that much passion to get into it.
Wild - Wild in a sense that I am game for anything. :)
Spoiled - I was spoiled when I was younger. Before, My grandparents almost give everything I want and need and that was lots of love! I am still spoiled right now, by Lloyd.
Bitch - I hate people who hurts people's feelings. I stand up for them and that makes me a bitch to you.
Opinionated - Beware: My opinion contains sarcasm, well not all the time. :D
Health Freak - I am very much concern when it comes to my body. My hate list includes: Alcohol and Smoke, any kind of smoke.
Confident - I believe Confidence is one of the most important attitudes of being a person without it you cannot achieve what you want.
Loud - Only with my friends!
Moody - Yes, Especially PMS days. My mood swings to one mood to another. At least, Lloyd can handle it. : p
Sporty - I play badminton. I love swimming and hiking.
Hard chick - I kick ass! : p
Outgoing - Is wild and outgoing the same? :D
Elegant - Simple yet Elegant, that's me! :D
Mean - Yes, especially if you are also mean to me. I am meaner.
High Maintenance - Very. Especially when it comes to myself. I have a high standard to the point that people get mad at me because of how I act. I just love myself so much, you know.

Bestfriends turned Lovers - We were best friends for more than 2 years before we actually had love feelings for each other. The feeling was mutual.
It wasn't easy - It was really hard because I had a current relationship back then. The story? Here.
Months of Trials and Hardships - Before we moved in to the next stage, We went through ups and downs to finally be together and I gave him so much challenges to prove himself to me. It was really hard because I was always misunderstood by people and sadly, my own friends for giving him hard time and extreme difficulties and for the fact that my grandmother wont approve to our relationship that time made it all worst but later, my grandmother did understood me.
April 29, 2009 - We became Official. :) I finally ended all his miseries. ( As if it was very hard. Hahaha ) The story? Here.
Blissful - For me, A relationship with your best friend is the most blissful relationship. It maybe hard for us at the start but the reward of trials and hardships is incomparable. Why? Its all because of FRIENDSHIP! The foundation of your love is friendship. I tell you, In a relationship like this you have to be open and optimistic. Just like any relationship, this also have downfalls but if you think ahead and look into the brighter side you can surpass anything that gets into your way. Remember: Do not get afraid of committing just because you are afraid of losing the friendship. You have to take the risk if you want to be happy. Truly HAPPY. :)

PERSONAL.

My Family - My Dad, Mom, Simon, Sarah, Samuel and my Grandmother. :)
Lloyd! ♥
Pancho - My 4 year old mini pincher. He's my baby dog!
Hello Kitty - I love her ever since. GAAAH. Give me more kitties.
Butterflies

FOOD.

Dimsum
Sushi
Pasta
Bulalo
Beef Steak
Sarsa Iglesia

Buttered Crab and Shrimp

Corn

Mango and Strawberry

Desserts

Anything that my lola cooks. ♥

TECHY.

Cybershot Camera
iPhone
~~iPod~~
~~Underwater Camera~~
~~PSP~~
~~Nokia N70~~
Laptop
Subaru Impreza WRX or Mazda 3

PLACES.

My Bedroom - My heaven.
Puerto Galera
~~Cebu~~ - Lived here for three years.
~~Bohol~~ - I saw dolphins here! :)
Palawan
~~Hongkong~~ - I love ocean park.
Japan - Madaming Hello kitty dito!! GAAAHH.
Korea
Paris
Enchanted Kingdom - 1st anniversary plan. ♥

Cockroaches - as in capital I-P-I-S!
Pollution - Pollution makes me poor. I waste all my money for a taxi fare just because I hate smokes so much. It gives me headache. Grrr. Cant the authorities do something about it?
Cigarette's smoke - Nahihilo ako.
Dance Club - Not that I hate dancing and mingling with people. I just hate loud music. It gives me migraine.
Coward - People who cant even face me. As in face to face and just keep on talking behind my back are pathetic.
Walk out - I hate it how people walk out when they are face to something they cant stand.

I know this is pretty long but still,

I'm happy I was able to express myself in words. :D

- Ella Dizon

" Doll Outside, Devil Inside. "

	Ella. εїз 17. Independent. Virgo. Eldest. Taken. Escolarian. Optimistic. Sweet. Frank. Vain. Spoiled. Opinionated. Confident. Loud. Moody. Outgoing. Girly. Elegant. Mean.

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