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Corner with Love(Taiwan) aka Love at the Corner(Philippines).
Synopsis: Xin Lei (Barbie Xu), a girl from a wealthy family, and Qin Lang (Alan Luo), a guy who came to Shanghai to pursue his dream of becoming an artist, meet by accident at a corner when her car and his bike crash into each other. They meet again when Xin Lei goes to the restaurant that Qin Lang works at. They truly get to know each other when Xin Lei asks him to teach her how to make oyster pancakes. Then, Xin Lei's parents' company goes bankrupt. Without telling her, Xin Lei's parents go into hiding, leaving only a plane ticket and a key to their house in Taiwan. To make matters worse, Xin Lei's fiance breaks the engagement, due to his parents' wishes. The only two people she has now are Qin Lang and her best friend Xi Xian. Qin Lang then tells her that he is leaving for Taiwan, so they bade farewell. When Xin Lei arrives in Taiwan, she finds out that Qin Lang's family has been living in the house for years! After much controversy, Qin Lang's grandmother finally lets her stay. Thus begins a magical love story.
 I've been watching this Kdrama every afternoon since it was aired in GMA Channel. I can relate to the show and I love the plot of the story and also the Main Cast especially Xin Lei(Barbie Xu), The leading actress and I have a similarity when It comes to Attitude and Characteristic. Pareho kaming Mataray, Matapang, Maarte at Demanding and despite her bossy atitude, A guy is still deeply inlove with her.( Sana may ganon na guy na magmamahal sakin. Yung tatangapin kahit gano kasama ugali ko. Hahaha )
Its a romantic comedy movie. So go and watch it too. :)
 Labels: Movie Review
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Light & Personality We are all profoundly affected by light. It is now a medically accepted fact that people respond to light exposure in different ways. For instance, exposure to light during normal daylight hours helps maintain normal circadian rythyms (body clock rhythms). Some people also become depressed when deprived of adequate daylight. They suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder (S.A.D.).
We are also affected by the spectrum of colors that are the components of natural light. We often express our emotions in terms of color - "feeling blue" or "seeing red". What is less well known is that careful analysis of our own preferences for individual colors can accurately reflect our unique personalities and state of physical well-being. How it works The Colorgenics program is made up of eight standard colors - you simply select these colors in your preferred order.The number of ways in which these eight colors can be ordered is vast, and it is in the analysis of these permutations - and specifically the one personal order that you choose - that the power of the Colorgenics program becomes apparent.
My Colorgenics Profile.
Name: Mary Angel
Date: 2/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34652710
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'. You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar. Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner. You are very restless and inclined to be depressed - and try as you may you feel that you are unable to control the situation in which you now find yourself. You refuse point blank to relinquish control of your feelings and to place yourself in other people's hands. It would appear that there is a condition or a relationship on the horizon which you feel could cause you further unwarranted aggravation and stress. This is the last thing you need at this time. There must be more to life than the present situation. You are not quite sure what you are looking for and so you tend to be impatient and irritable until what you seek presents itself to you. You need to get away from this unsatisfactory state of mind, especially now, as you find that your powers of concentration are suffering. The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.
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Mary Angel? An Independent Queen working for her throne. :)
I am the kind of girl that gets anything I want. I am not afraid to say that I am really demanding with everything especially when it comes to a relationship but once you exceed my expectations, JUST ONCE, Its a sure thing that you will handle me well enough. I wont let you go through thick and thin, Promise. :)) Its easy having me but keeping me is hard. Really hard. I tend to be a bad girl at times or should I say I am stubborn at times and if you cant get along then you better think twice in pursuing a relationship with me. I don't settle for second option nor second best. If you really want me you better show me how important I am to you. I simply believe that actions speak louder than words. So sweet talking wont sweep me off my feet. Sweet talking sometimes means nothing to me not unless you have shown me some thing first. I simply want a guy who:
- knows how to take good care of me
- knows how to cook
- knows my worth
- knows how to appreciate me
- can be sweet and mean at the same time
- agrees to the things I want and need
- disagrees to the things that are not good
- knows how to make me feel better when I am down
- can make me laugh when I don't even want to smile
- understands why I spend so much time in the shower
- understands why I have to take hours preparing
- can love the things I love
- love my baby dog, pancho and get along with my baby well
- is outgoing, romantic and sweet
- complements my style and will never try to change it
- calls and texts me during his free time
- wont bother to travel hours just to see me
- will never force me to the things I do not want
- will let me do things on my own when I said so
- knows when I am not in the mood and when I need someone to talk to
- knows when there is something bothering me
- can massage well ( I will adore you even more if you know how to massage well )
- loves eating, chitchatting and hiking
- understands why I have to take a cab everywhere I go
- understands when I am having my period and everything in me hurts
- will never get mad at the things I wanted to do
- will offer his help even I am not asking for it
- will show his family how much he loves me and how much he adores me
- will show his friends how much I mean to him
- will tell me Iloveyou in the most romantic ways
- will always tell me the things he loves in me
- knows how to tickle me real good
- can laugh with me in every stupid thing we/I do
- can massage well ( I know I said that already. hahaha )
- is afraid of me
- knows how to read my eyes
- knows how to sweep me off my feet and send me to cloud nine
- knows what he wants to do in life
- loves his family so much
- is always clean and always smells good especially his hair
- has a nice body especially his back bone
- has a respect for women
- can talk to my mom and my grandma without no fear
- can be my father and boyfriend at the same time
- whose kiss makes me go crazy
- loves watching movies and doing nothing
- has a great sense of humor
- who describes other girls cute but I am the only one he describes and calls Beautiful
- who is sarcastic and sweet like me
- who is crazy like me
- Can control and love me at the same time
- who will be sweet to me even when I am not in mood
- is not too controlling
- will love me and only me
Demanding right? but lastly:
- A guy who will love me through my glory and pain.
Labels: Love, Me
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Being single is fun at most times but we all know that there will come a time that we will all need someone who will take care of us and someone who will love us unconditionally with no whys, buts and ifs.
When that someone comes to my life there are 10 things I want to do with him:
( well, Someone is in my life now. )
1) Spend time with each others family.
2) Travel and Visit places together. ( I want Cebu and Palawan. )
3) Star Gaze.
4) Eat a dish that he made especially for me.
5) Kiss in a pouring rain.
6) Walk barefooted on a beach while holding hands.
7) Be with me on my first Ferris wheel ride.
8) Go shopping with me.
9) Road trip together.
10) Movie Marathon while munching on my favorite chip, Clover.
Labels: Love, Me
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I am bored. I got nothing to do. I am answering these surveys for you to know me more and for me to know myself even more.
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How Do I look about Love. Answers are in bold.
1. The end of the world is coming, if you can save only one kind of animal, which one will you pick?
a. Rabbit
b. Sheep
c. Deer
d. Horse
2. If you had to be an animal which one would you choose?
a. Dog
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Snake
3. If you have the power to make one species disappear forever, which one will that be?
a. Lion
b. Snake
c. Crocodile
d. Shark
4. If one of the following animals could speak which would you prefer it to be?
a. Sheep
b. Horse
c. Rabbit
d. Bird
5. On an isolated island you can only have one of the following as your companion, which one would you choose?
a. Human
b. Pig
c. Cow
d. Bird
6. If you had the ability to tame all animals, which would you prefer as a pet?
a. Dinosaur
b. White tiger
c. Polar bear
d. Leopard
7. If you could be an animal for 5 minutes which of the following would you prefer to be?
a. Lion
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Pigeon
Analysis
1. Your choice represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.
a. Rabbit - Cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside.
b. Sheep - Obedient and warm.
c. Deer - Elegant and well-mannered.
d. Horse - Unbridled, free-spirited and free
2. Your choice represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.
a. Dog - Loyal and faithful.
b. Cat - Stylish
c. Horse - Optimistic
d. Snake - Flexible
3. Your choice represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.
a. Lion - Your partner's arrogance and authoritative behavior.
b. Snake - Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her.
c. Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness.
d. Shark - Your partner's insecurity.
4. Your choice represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.
a. Sheep - You both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word.
b. Horse - Both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept.
c. Rabbit - A relationship that makes you feel warm and always in love.
d. Bird - A long-lasting relationship.
5. Your choice shows whether you are capable of committing adultery
a. Human - Probably not.
b. Pig - You can't resist desire and lust so you are likely to commit adultery.
c. Cow - You are tolerant and you will try very hard not to do it.
d. Bird - You don't like to make commitments and are likely to commit adultery.
6. Your choice represents your views about marriage.
a. Dinosaur - You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.
b. White tiger - You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
c. Polar bear - You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom.
d. Leopard - You always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't know what it's all about.
7. Your choice represents your views about love at this present moment.
a. Lion - You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily.
b. Cat - You are quite self-centered; you think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want.
c. Horse - You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt.
d. Pigeon - You think of love as a commitment for both parties.
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Stereotypical girly survey.
Basics
01: Boring I know, but what is your name? Mary Angel. :)
02: Date of birth? September 19, 1992.
03: And where are you located in this world? Philippines.
04: What is your Starsign? Virgo.
05: Do you consider yourself as girly? Yes.
General Appearance & Health
01: Do you think you look after yourself the way you should? Of course.
02: Do you eat a healthy diet? Yes.
03: Do you exercise regularly? Yes.
04: Are you one of those girls who are scared of getting fat? Super. I get paranoid when someone tells me that I am getting fat.
05: Do you think size matters? Yes.
06: Has anyone ever bullied you for being under or overweight? No.
07: Or have you been one of the bullies? No.
08: Do you consider yourself pretty or attractive? Both.
09: Do the opposite (or same) sex generally find you attractive? I don't know.
10: Are you content with your over all appearance? Yes. I must be contented with what I have and what I got.
11: What would you do to improve it? none. :)
Hair
01: What was your hair color as a child? naturally black.
02: What color is it nowadays? Still the same.
03: Do you dye it? No.
04: What colours have you dyed your hair in the past? -
05: Is your hair thick or thin? Thin.
06: Is your hair naturally straight, curly, frizzy or wavy? Naturally Straight.
07: What shampoo & conditioner do you use? Sunsilk.
08: Do you use any other products on it? No.
09: How often do you wash it? Everyday.
10: What styles do you wear it in? Layered and straight.
11: Are you generally happy with your hair now? Super happy.
12: How often do you get it cut? Trim lang.
Make Up
01: Do you wear make up? Occasionally.
02: What are some of the brands you use? Maybelline, F21.
03: What is the most expensive make up item you have bought? Concealer.
04: How old were you when you first started wearing it? teen years.
05: Do you wear eyeliner (what colour?) No.
06: Do you think you are good at applying it? Make up? No. Hahaha.
07: Do you do anything unusual or different with your make up? No.
08: What colours do you wear? I don't really wear make ups.
Clothes & Style
01: How would you describe your style? Simple yet elegant.
02: How is it different from five years ago? I was more into tshirts five years ago.
03: Do you have a favorite item of clothing? Yes. Lingerie. :)
04: Where do you buy your clothes? Guess. Mango. FnH. Mint. Kashieca.
05: Do you dress like your friends or do you have your own style? I have my own.
06: Do people ever label you? Sosyal.
07: What piercings do you have? Only ear piercing but I would like to have a belly piercing.
08. Any tattoos? None.
09: Do you wear skirts / dresses? No.
10: How many pairs of shoes do you own? More than 10.
Body
01: How would you describe your figure? Petite.
02: Do you want or need to lose weight? I want to lose weight.
03: Have you ever been on a diet? Currently on diet.
04: Do you think there is too much pressure to be slim these days? No.
05: What is your favourite part of your body? My Shoulders and my belly. :)
06: Least favourite? None.
07: What part of your body is complimented often? Belly. Ang flat daw ng tiyan ko.
08: Would you ever get cosmetic surgery? No.
Boobs
01: What size are you? Should I really tell you? Haha.
02: Do you like your boobs? ofcourse.
03: Are they considered large, medium, or small? Tignan mo na lang. hahaha.
04: Would you ever get them enhanced? No.contented and happy with my boobs.
05: What does your favourite bra look like? basta its color yellow and pink. :)
06: Where do you buy your bras from? Lingerie Boutique.
07: What would you change about them, if you could? Wala.
08: What color are your nipples? Tignan mo na lang din. hahaha.
09: Do you show cleavage often? wala ako non! Hahaha!
Periods
01: When did you start them? 13 years old.
02: Are you too embarrassed to talk about it? No.
03: At what time of the month do you get it? It depends. Usually first or second week of the month.
04: Do you suffer badly from dysmenorhea? Yes.
05: Do you get bad PMS? No.
06: Do you get more sensitive or just irritable / bitchy? More senstive, irritable and bitchy. and its indeed true, kapag mainit ulo, meron.
07: Pads or tampons? Pads.
08: Are your periods always regular? Yes.
Sex / Relationships
01: Do you like anyone at the moment? Yes.
02: What is his / her name? Lloyd.
03: Are you straight / bi / or gay? Straight.
04: Physically, do you have a type (describe)? What I want in a guy is a sexy backbone and belly. No abs please. :)
05: Personality wise, what is your type? A guy with a great sense of humor and knows how to make me happy without trying hard.
06: What was your longest relationship? One year and 4 months.
07: Are you always game for it? No.
08: If not, how much do you enjoy sex? I dont know.
09: Do you think it’s important in a relationship? No. Its a part of a relationship but its not essential.
10: Do you like kissing (obviously, but how much)? Its fine but not all the time.
11: Are you romantic at all? I think, No. :))
12: Have you ever been in love? Yes.
13: Are you affectionate? Yes.
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Valentines day, as we all know is a day of love. Valentines is a traditional day which lovers express their love for one another. and I consider one man as my lover and my love.
Yesterday, My Best friend, Lloyd did the sweetest thing a guy could ever do for me. ( well for me ha. )
Before Feb 14. He asked me to reserve valentines day for him and So I did, I wasn't expecting anything from Charles anyway.
I had no Idea what he had in mind. He asked me what I wanted to do or where I wanted to go. I told him Movie marathon is fine and all and that's what I wanted. I don't like the idea of going out or eating at some fancy restaurants anymore. Its very common these days and I am sick and tired of it. I get bored easily, I get bored of doing the same old thing. I get bored with things easily So doing something extra ordinary will really exceed my expectations and limitations but making me happy is easy. Having me is easy, but keeping me is hard. I didn't tell him what exactly I wanted. I just gave him some clue and let him do the rest.
I guess, He did exceed my expectations. He did the sweetest thing I always hoped and wished for. He cooked for me and even made me a dessert. He did all of these with help from his family. I really appreciate it and I am really touched by what he did. I never really thought about it. I never knew he could cook. I never assumed that he will exert efforts to the extent that he'd cooked for me and all. I am really overjoyed by what he did. This is indeed the sweetest thing a guy has done for me. He sent me to Cloud nine in no time.
Iloveyou baby. Thank you so much. I really had fun. :)
Still, Lili and Bezzy.
Still, No strings attached.
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Bob Ong's Inspirational Quotes. :)
1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."
2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."
3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."
4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."
5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan yung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."
7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."
8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."
9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."
10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."
11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."
12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."
13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."
14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."
15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."
16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”
17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”
18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"
19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."
20. "Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."
21. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."
22. "Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig eh hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?
23. "Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."
24."Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo." 
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Our School, Angelicum College had a Pre-Valentine Concert last night. It was hosted by Chippy ( Love namin talaga ) and featured bands like aurora, duster, pedicab, paraluman and Calla lily. Somehow, It was a fun Night for some Angelicans. Only few Angelicans attended the Concert. Mostly are outsiders and Alumni. I mingled with my two ever crazy superclosefriends. Daryll and Kevin. I missed them so much! It was good that we had time for one another again.
Callalily is a Filipino pop-rock band. It was composed of 5 members, Kean Cipriano, Aaron Ricafrente, Alden Acosta, Tatsi Jamnague and Lemuel Belaro. Kean was in vocals, Alden is the Lead Guitarist, the Rhythm Guitarist is no other than Tatsi from Pasig, Lemuel Belaro was responsible of the drums and Aaron is the Bass Guitarist from Pasig. Aside from Tatsi, these four attended classes of Conservatory of Music in UST. 
 F4 and San Chai. Hahaha.
 Daryll David and Kevin Herrera.
Mga Babaero.
&& my new found crush:
Tatsi of Calla Lily. :)He's so calm and cool.
Iloveit!
I dont like kean.
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I got this from an online buddy. I was laughing while I was reading it. I agree. Both have its own points. I guess, thats how its supposed to be. Go and READ! you'll have fun. PROMISE.
...IN HIS SHOES...
*grabe. usapang lalake*
*sindi ng yosi*
*hithit*
*buga*
Musta na, pare?
Ako, okay lang.
Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip.
Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan.
Ewan ko ba.
*hinga ng malalim*
Bakit ba ganun pare,ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit ‘sang anggulo mo tingnan,
hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal.
*tingin sa stars*
Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake
na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?
E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?
Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?
Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano.
Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e.
Ang alam lang ata nila e
mamili, manakit, at magsaya.
Tingin mo?
*tingin sa malayo*
Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap.
Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun,
kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten
para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila.
Alam kaya nila yun? Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?
Tapos liligawan pa naten.
Patutunayan na mahal nga sila.
Susuyuin..
to-the-max.
Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan,
sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan,
lahat na.
Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang
walang sahod. (Hahaha!)
At ano ang kapalit? Well, depende sa trip nila. Oo tol, sa trip lang nila.
Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila.
Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip,
isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha
naten,
kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo.
Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan.
Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.
Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila.
Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan.
Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi.
“Hindi pa ‘ko ready eh..”,
“Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..”,
“Ha? Uhhmm.. nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha..”
“Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?”,
“Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..”,
"Para lang kitang kapatid eh.. "
yaddah yaddah.
Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa ‘yon para saten.
*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*
At hindi lang ‘yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon.
Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle.
Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya..
tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon.
Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo;
tayo ang dapat magpapakabait;
tayo ang magtatyaga;
tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful;
tayo, tayo tayo.
Sila? Ummm… Teka, isipin ko.
Ayun.
Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet;
sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts;
sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano;
sila ang magbabawal;
sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave,
kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila,
kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila,
at kung kelan ka korni.
Ewan. Ganun ata talaga.
*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*
Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo ang bahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon.
Pag maganda, edi okay.
Pag may problema, kasalanan naten.
Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo.
Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun.
*hinga ng malalim*
Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila.
Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e.
Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso.
At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan.
Mas mature?
Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa.
Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal.
*hinga ng malalim*
*tingin sa malayo ulit*
At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap.
*singhot*
Ang ending ng relasyon.
Sa mga panahong ‘to, either
sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip,
may nahanap na silang better saten,
o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna.
Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod.
At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don?
Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten.
Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan.
Na playboy. Na nagpapaiyak.
*iiling*
Tayo siyempre ang mga antagonist
at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.
Ang ending:
mag-ooffer sila ng “friendship” kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan,
lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila,
sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, “player” na ang image naten,
at higit sa lahat,
mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay.
Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog.
Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake.
Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere.
Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no?
Ako, kamusta? Eto.
Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok ng alak
Ang mga babae talaga, oo
...IN HER SHOES...
Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti,
nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi.
Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon.
Marinig lang nila na malakas kang mag-salita,
palengkera ka na.
T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon.
Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit,
kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa.
Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan
dapat disente,
dapat mala-anghel ang mukha,
dapat mukhang inosente.
Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?
Parang baliktad yata?
Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake.
Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka, para habulin ka pa lalo.
Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot.. "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.
Hindi ka na seseryosohin.
Teka! Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo,
di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo.
Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh.
Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo,
babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema.
Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay.
Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis.
Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi.
"Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo"
Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun.
Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa.
Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya.
Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando,
aba! masasakal naman.
Sasabihin pa sa iyo:
"demanding ka."
Meron ka pang maririnig na:
"I think we need space.",
..........at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek.
Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait,
maging devoted at faithful?
Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin.
Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa amin.
Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang.
Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon.
Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre nalang.
Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin?
Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.
Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin.
Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon.
Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.
Ha. Ha. Ha. :))
Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin.
Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad.
Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo.
Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group.
Mas mataas pa kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity.
Kayo na ang mag-math!
Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo.
Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan.
Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?!
Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo,
pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin.
Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.
Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.
Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita?
Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap..
Kapag natapos na ang lambingan,
eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.
Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang.
Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago,
sino ba ang mayabang,
sino ba ang nagmamalaki?
Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice...
Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo.."
Lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.
Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan.
Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek.
Umiyak ka ng bato.Wa-epek.
Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa?
Post-break up.
Mahal pa ng babae si lalaki.
Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano.
Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.
Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila.
Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naginggirlfriend ka niya.
Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga.
Ano ba namang buhay to?
Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang.
Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere.
P***NGI*A SAKLAP DIBA?
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"Wag na po nating IPILIT. "
- Basha, Once more Chance.
I must admit. Ever since Charles and I broke up, My Grandma was greatly affected by what happened. She was the one who stood still beside me every time Charles and I are in bad terms. She was the one who I share stories with every moment that Charles and I had. She saw how our relationship started and became stronger and eventually, how our relationship ended and failed. Now, She pity Charles for what happened between us or so I say she believes that Charles is better for me. Err, How about me? Does she even care about how I feel, THIS TIME? Ako yung nakikipagrelasyon. Hindi siya. Wag niya na sana ipilit pa.
I didn't like what she did this time. Oo na naawa siya kay Charles pero hindi niya naman kailangan palayuin ang taong nagpapasaya sakin dahil lang sa naaawa siya kay Charles o dahil lang sa gusto niya si Charles.
I have the right to make decisions for myself. I have the right to choose. I have the right to be happy.
Labels: Love
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These poems are made especially for me. These poems are from a guy who is very close to my heart. A guy I never thought would fall in love with me. Read and Realize. :)BEFORE: ( Taken from my multiply blog. Posted around June-July 2008 )
TITLE: From a very especial boy of mine.
No. It isn't my boyfriend. Its not Charles who gave me this heart warming poem. I cried in happiness while I was reading it because I never really thought I was REALLY that especial to him. He isnt the very first guy who gave me a wonderful poem. I've received a lot of poems from friends and boys already but HIS poem really touched my heart and the only poem given to me that speaks the truth. No lies. HIS poem is really Different from the others. I was really amazed. ü
For You Bezzy
Thank you for being the friend you are Bezzy
I never thought that I would find
a friend so great and a friend so kind
I look up to you in every way
cause I learn something from you every day.
Without you I don't know where I'd be
but you're still here, friends with me
you deserve so much more than I can give
but without you I wouldn't live.
You've given me more than money can buy
and for you I'd give my all and I would die
This feeling I feel gets stronger every day
hoping not to mess it up, I constantly pray.
You're an angel from God up above
and I'm thankful for your understanding love
because when you're around everything seems right
and for you, until the end, I will fight.
It doesn't matter what you do or say
because you'll be my friend anyway
I know the real you that's down deep inside
and in you, I'll always confide.
Thank you for being the friend you are
you're my best friend, an angel by far
everything in you is an inspiration to do great
and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate!
So never stop being the real and wonderful you
cause God shines through in all that you do
and whenever it seems like I'm never there
remember this: I love you and I'll always care!
This is for you, my best friend,
Bezzy one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasn't good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain with your love and family and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend Mary Angelbelle Dizon
- Lloyd Frilles
and around September-October 2008, He made this for me out of confusion about what he really feels.
Whenever i feel I can't go onyou somehow make me feel betterand i don't even tell you wahts wrongim invisibleyet you still see meall this timehow blind can i bei know you love himand you'll never leavebut friends..thats enough for meI'd rather have you as my friendthan not at alljust knowing that your thereready to catch me when i fall - Lloyd Frilles
and these three poems are my favorite. He recently made this for me. His poems are really heart warming. He is really good in making poems, in expressing his own feelings. I adore him. I am very touched by these poems. I really appreciate it. and oh BTW, HER is my favorite. :)These are taken from his blog. Click here.
tell me do you?
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss
If you love me please answer this
Do you love me or do you not?
You told me once but I forgot
So tell me now tell me true
So I can tell you I love you
Of all the girls I've ever met
You are the one I won't forget
And if I die before you do
I'll go to heaven and wait for you
If you're not there on Judgment Day
I'll know you went the other way
I'll give the angels back their wings
And risk the lose of everything
Just to prove my love for you
I'll go to hell to be with you
Question
I wish I could have a chance with you
And I wish that you want the same thing too.
I have had fun the last few days
Talking to you made me feel special, like I could make it through.
Nothing has made me happier
Then when you come on and make me want you even more.
Just talking to you puts a smile on my face
So many times I have thought I lost my fate.
Hurt by a girl my heart was torn apart
But slowly you are putting it back together.
One question that has been running through my mind
I must ask you this hopefully it will enlighten a spark
Can I enter your heart?
Her
I like holding her hand,
Holding her in my arms
Never wanting to let go
Never saying goodbye,
Wishing the kiss lasted forever.
Her smile brightens my day
And her presence is even greater
For then I know I will always Love her
And with every Hug and Kiss
Our relationship grows stronger.
I feel sad when she cries,
Wanting to make things better,
But all I can do is tell her
That I will always be there.
And I just want her to know
that I will always Love her.
- Lloyd Frilles
Lloyd Frilles, My Best friend & My Lover. :) (Wondering why? Read my another post. HERE )
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 Why do I always have to make decisions in my life? Stupid Question right? I mean, Hell yeah I really do need to decide on some random things but why do they come all at once? Hahaha. So much for Drama. Mom told me that she is giving me the decision whether to celebrate My 18th Birthday with an elegant birthday party or a visit to 3 Asian tourist spots namely, Hongkong, Macau and Shanghai(Not sure about Shanghai) though I know I can actually do this after my 18th. I could still visit any country I wish to visit with my own hard work. Uh huh. Before I was actually choosing between an elegant birthday party or my own car. Now, this is another thing.
I don't know what to choose. Both have its own advantages and disadvantages. If I choose the Asian tour, Although its an unlimited shopping spree I will just enjoy it all by myself and that's boring. I want to celebrate with my family and my friends. I want to spend that moment of my life with them.
Hey, I am only sixteen. I still have more time to think. I GUESS.
BTW. I enabled comments already. So constructive criticisms are highly appreciated. :)
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Corner with Love(Taiwan) aka Love at the Corner(Philippines).
Synopsis: Xin Lei (Barbie Xu), a girl from a wealthy family, and Qin Lang (Alan Luo), a guy who came to Shanghai to pursue his dream of becoming an artist, meet by accident at a corner when her car and his bike crash into each other. They meet again when Xin Lei goes to the restaurant that Qin Lang works at. They truly get to know each other when Xin Lei asks him to teach her how to make oyster pancakes. Then, Xin Lei's parents' company goes bankrupt. Without telling her, Xin Lei's parents go into hiding, leaving only a plane ticket and a key to their house in Taiwan. To make matters worse, Xin Lei's fiance breaks the engagement, due to his parents' wishes. The only two people she has now are Qin Lang and her best friend Xi Xian. Qin Lang then tells her that he is leaving for Taiwan, so they bade farewell. When Xin Lei arrives in Taiwan, she finds out that Qin Lang's family has been living in the house for years! After much controversy, Qin Lang's grandmother finally lets her stay. Thus begins a magical love story.
I've been watching this Kdrama every afternoon since it was aired in GMA Channel. I can relate to the show and I love the plot of the story and also the Main Cast especially Xin Lei(Barbie Xu), The leading actress and I have a similarity when It comes to Attitude and Characteristic. Pareho kaming Mataray, Matapang, Maarte at Demanding and despite her bossy atitude, A guy is still deeply inlove with her.( Sana may ganon na guy na magmamahal sakin. Yung tatangapin kahit gano kasama ugali ko. Hahaha )
Its a romantic comedy movie. So go and watch it too. :)
Labels: Movie Review
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Light & Personality We are all profoundly affected by light. It is now a medically accepted fact that people respond to light exposure in different ways. For instance, exposure to light during normal daylight hours helps maintain normal circadian rythyms (body clock rhythms). Some people also become depressed when deprived of adequate daylight. They suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder (S.A.D.).
We are also affected by the spectrum of colors that are the components of natural light. We often express our emotions in terms of color - "feeling blue" or "seeing red". What is less well known is that careful analysis of our own preferences for individual colors can accurately reflect our unique personalities and state of physical well-being. How it works The Colorgenics program is made up of eight standard colors - you simply select these colors in your preferred order.The number of ways in which these eight colors can be ordered is vast, and it is in the analysis of these permutations - and specifically the one personal order that you choose - that the power of the Colorgenics program becomes apparent.
My Colorgenics Profile.
Name: Mary Angel
Date: 2/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34652710
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'. You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar. Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner. You are very restless and inclined to be depressed - and try as you may you feel that you are unable to control the situation in which you now find yourself. You refuse point blank to relinquish control of your feelings and to place yourself in other people's hands. It would appear that there is a condition or a relationship on the horizon which you feel could cause you further unwarranted aggravation and stress. This is the last thing you need at this time. There must be more to life than the present situation. You are not quite sure what you are looking for and so you tend to be impatient and irritable until what you seek presents itself to you. You need to get away from this unsatisfactory state of mind, especially now, as you find that your powers of concentration are suffering. The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.
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Mary Angel? An Independent Queen working for her throne. :)
I am the kind of girl that gets anything I want. I am not afraid to say that I am really demanding with everything especially when it comes to a relationship but once you exceed my expectations, JUST ONCE, Its a sure thing that you will handle me well enough. I wont let you go through thick and thin, Promise. :)) Its easy having me but keeping me is hard. Really hard. I tend to be a bad girl at times or should I say I am stubborn at times and if you cant get along then you better think twice in pursuing a relationship with me. I don't settle for second option nor second best. If you really want me you better show me how important I am to you. I simply believe that actions speak louder than words. So sweet talking wont sweep me off my feet. Sweet talking sometimes means nothing to me not unless you have shown me some thing first. I simply want a guy who:
- knows how to take good care of me
- knows how to cook
- knows my worth
- knows how to appreciate me
- can be sweet and mean at the same time
- agrees to the things I want and need
- disagrees to the things that are not good
- knows how to make me feel better when I am down
- can make me laugh when I don't even want to smile
- understands why I spend so much time in the shower
- understands why I have to take hours preparing
- can love the things I love
- love my baby dog, pancho and get along with my baby well
- is outgoing, romantic and sweet
- complements my style and will never try to change it
- calls and texts me during his free time
- wont bother to travel hours just to see me
- will never force me to the things I do not want
- will let me do things on my own when I said so
- knows when I am not in the mood and when I need someone to talk to
- knows when there is something bothering me
- can massage well ( I will adore you even more if you know how to massage well )
- loves eating, chitchatting and hiking
- understands why I have to take a cab everywhere I go
- understands when I am having my period and everything in me hurts
- will never get mad at the things I wanted to do
- will offer his help even I am not asking for it
- will show his family how much he loves me and how much he adores me
- will show his friends how much I mean to him
- will tell me Iloveyou in the most romantic ways
- will always tell me the things he loves in me
- knows how to tickle me real good
- can laugh with me in every stupid thing we/I do
- can massage well ( I know I said that already. hahaha )
- is afraid of me
- knows how to read my eyes
- knows how to sweep me off my feet and send me to cloud nine
- knows what he wants to do in life
- loves his family so much
- is always clean and always smells good especially his hair
- has a nice body especially his back bone
- has a respect for women
- can talk to my mom and my grandma without no fear
- can be my father and boyfriend at the same time
- whose kiss makes me go crazy
- loves watching movies and doing nothing
- has a great sense of humor
- who describes other girls cute but I am the only one he describes and calls Beautiful
- who is sarcastic and sweet like me
- who is crazy like me
- Can control and love me at the same time
- who will be sweet to me even when I am not in mood
- is not too controlling
- will love me and only me
Demanding right? but lastly:
- A guy who will love me through my glory and pain.
Labels: Love, Me
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Being single is fun at most times but we all know that there will come a time that we will all need someone who will take care of us and someone who will love us unconditionally with no whys, buts and ifs.
When that someone comes to my life there are 10 things I want to do with him:
( well, Someone is in my life now. )
1) Spend time with each others family.
2) Travel and Visit places together. ( I want Cebu and Palawan. )
3) Star Gaze.
4) Eat a dish that he made especially for me.
5) Kiss in a pouring rain.
6) Walk barefooted on a beach while holding hands.
7) Be with me on my first Ferris wheel ride.
8) Go shopping with me.
9) Road trip together.
10) Movie Marathon while munching on my favorite chip, Clover.
Labels: Love, Me
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I am bored. I got nothing to do. I am answering these surveys for you to know me more and for me to know myself even more.
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How Do I look about Love. Answers are in bold.
1. The end of the world is coming, if you can save only one kind of animal, which one will you pick?
a. Rabbit
b. Sheep
c. Deer
d. Horse
2. If you had to be an animal which one would you choose?
a. Dog
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Snake
3. If you have the power to make one species disappear forever, which one will that be?
a. Lion
b. Snake
c. Crocodile
d. Shark
4. If one of the following animals could speak which would you prefer it to be?
a. Sheep
b. Horse
c. Rabbit
d. Bird
5. On an isolated island you can only have one of the following as your companion, which one would you choose?
a. Human
b. Pig
c. Cow
d. Bird
6. If you had the ability to tame all animals, which would you prefer as a pet?
a. Dinosaur
b. White tiger
c. Polar bear
d. Leopard
7. If you could be an animal for 5 minutes which of the following would you prefer to be?
a. Lion
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Pigeon
Analysis
1. Your choice represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.
a. Rabbit - Cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside.
b. Sheep - Obedient and warm.
c. Deer - Elegant and well-mannered.
d. Horse - Unbridled, free-spirited and free
2. Your choice represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.
a. Dog - Loyal and faithful.
b. Cat - Stylish
c. Horse - Optimistic
d. Snake - Flexible
3. Your choice represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.
a. Lion - Your partner's arrogance and authoritative behavior.
b. Snake - Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her.
c. Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness.
d. Shark - Your partner's insecurity.
4. Your choice represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.
a. Sheep - You both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word.
b. Horse - Both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept.
c. Rabbit - A relationship that makes you feel warm and always in love.
d. Bird - A long-lasting relationship.
5. Your choice shows whether you are capable of committing adultery
a. Human - Probably not.
b. Pig - You can't resist desire and lust so you are likely to commit adultery.
c. Cow - You are tolerant and you will try very hard not to do it.
d. Bird - You don't like to make commitments and are likely to commit adultery.
6. Your choice represents your views about marriage.
a. Dinosaur - You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.
b. White tiger - You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
c. Polar bear - You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom.
d. Leopard - You always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't know what it's all about.
7. Your choice represents your views about love at this present moment.
a. Lion - You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily.
b. Cat - You are quite self-centered; you think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want.
c. Horse - You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt.
d. Pigeon - You think of love as a commitment for both parties.
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Stereotypical girly survey.
Basics
01: Boring I know, but what is your name? Mary Angel. :)
02: Date of birth? September 19, 1992.
03: And where are you located in this world? Philippines.
04: What is your Starsign? Virgo.
05: Do you consider yourself as girly? Yes.
General Appearance & Health
01: Do you think you look after yourself the way you should? Of course.
02: Do you eat a healthy diet? Yes.
03: Do you exercise regularly? Yes.
04: Are you one of those girls who are scared of getting fat? Super. I get paranoid when someone tells me that I am getting fat.
05: Do you think size matters? Yes.
06: Has anyone ever bullied you for being under or overweight? No.
07: Or have you been one of the bullies? No.
08: Do you consider yourself pretty or attractive? Both.
09: Do the opposite (or same) sex generally find you attractive? I don't know.
10: Are you content with your over all appearance? Yes. I must be contented with what I have and what I got.
11: What would you do to improve it? none. :)
Hair
01: What was your hair color as a child? naturally black.
02: What color is it nowadays? Still the same.
03: Do you dye it? No.
04: What colours have you dyed your hair in the past? -
05: Is your hair thick or thin? Thin.
06: Is your hair naturally straight, curly, frizzy or wavy? Naturally Straight.
07: What shampoo & conditioner do you use? Sunsilk.
08: Do you use any other products on it? No.
09: How often do you wash it? Everyday.
10: What styles do you wear it in? Layered and straight.
11: Are you generally happy with your hair now? Super happy.
12: How often do you get it cut? Trim lang.
Make Up
01: Do you wear make up? Occasionally.
02: What are some of the brands you use? Maybelline, F21.
03: What is the most expensive make up item you have bought? Concealer.
04: How old were you when you first started wearing it? teen years.
05: Do you wear eyeliner (what colour?) No.
06: Do you think you are good at applying it? Make up? No. Hahaha.
07: Do you do anything unusual or different with your make up? No.
08: What colours do you wear? I don't really wear make ups.
Clothes & Style
01: How would you describe your style? Simple yet elegant.
02: How is it different from five years ago? I was more into tshirts five years ago.
03: Do you have a favorite item of clothing? Yes. Lingerie. :)
04: Where do you buy your clothes? Guess. Mango. FnH. Mint. Kashieca.
05: Do you dress like your friends or do you have your own style? I have my own.
06: Do people ever label you? Sosyal.
07: What piercings do you have? Only ear piercing but I would like to have a belly piercing.
08. Any tattoos? None.
09: Do you wear skirts / dresses? No.
10: How many pairs of shoes do you own? More than 10.
Body
01: How would you describe your figure? Petite.
02: Do you want or need to lose weight? I want to lose weight.
03: Have you ever been on a diet? Currently on diet.
04: Do you think there is too much pressure to be slim these days? No.
05: What is your favourite part of your body? My Shoulders and my belly. :)
06: Least favourite? None.
07: What part of your body is complimented often? Belly. Ang flat daw ng tiyan ko.
08: Would you ever get cosmetic surgery? No.
Boobs
01: What size are you? Should I really tell you? Haha.
02: Do you like your boobs? ofcourse.
03: Are they considered large, medium, or small? Tignan mo na lang. hahaha.
04: Would you ever get them enhanced? No.contented and happy with my boobs.
05: What does your favourite bra look like? basta its color yellow and pink. :)
06: Where do you buy your bras from? Lingerie Boutique.
07: What would you change about them, if you could? Wala.
08: What color are your nipples? Tignan mo na lang din. hahaha.
09: Do you show cleavage often? wala ako non! Hahaha!
Periods
01: When did you start them? 13 years old.
02: Are you too embarrassed to talk about it? No.
03: At what time of the month do you get it? It depends. Usually first or second week of the month.
04: Do you suffer badly from dysmenorhea? Yes.
05: Do you get bad PMS? No.
06: Do you get more sensitive or just irritable / bitchy? More senstive, irritable and bitchy. and its indeed true, kapag mainit ulo, meron.
07: Pads or tampons? Pads.
08: Are your periods always regular? Yes.
Sex / Relationships
01: Do you like anyone at the moment? Yes.
02: What is his / her name? Lloyd.
03: Are you straight / bi / or gay? Straight.
04: Physically, do you have a type (describe)? What I want in a guy is a sexy backbone and belly. No abs please. :)
05: Personality wise, what is your type? A guy with a great sense of humor and knows how to make me happy without trying hard.
06: What was your longest relationship? One year and 4 months.
07: Are you always game for it? No.
08: If not, how much do you enjoy sex? I dont know.
09: Do you think it’s important in a relationship? No. Its a part of a relationship but its not essential.
10: Do you like kissing (obviously, but how much)? Its fine but not all the time.
11: Are you romantic at all? I think, No. :))
12: Have you ever been in love? Yes.
13: Are you affectionate? Yes.
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Valentines day, as we all know is a day of love. Valentines is a traditional day which lovers express their love for one another. and I consider one man as my lover and my love.
Yesterday, My Best friend, Lloyd did the sweetest thing a guy could ever do for me. ( well for me ha. )
Before Feb 14. He asked me to reserve valentines day for him and So I did, I wasn't expecting anything from Charles anyway.
I had no Idea what he had in mind. He asked me what I wanted to do or where I wanted to go. I told him Movie marathon is fine and all and that's what I wanted. I don't like the idea of going out or eating at some fancy restaurants anymore. Its very common these days and I am sick and tired of it. I get bored easily, I get bored of doing the same old thing. I get bored with things easily So doing something extra ordinary will really exceed my expectations and limitations but making me happy is easy. Having me is easy, but keeping me is hard. I didn't tell him what exactly I wanted. I just gave him some clue and let him do the rest.
I guess, He did exceed my expectations. He did the sweetest thing I always hoped and wished for. He cooked for me and even made me a dessert. He did all of these with help from his family. I really appreciate it and I am really touched by what he did. I never really thought about it. I never knew he could cook. I never assumed that he will exert efforts to the extent that he'd cooked for me and all. I am really overjoyed by what he did. This is indeed the sweetest thing a guy has done for me. He sent me to Cloud nine in no time.
Iloveyou baby. Thank you so much. I really had fun. :)
Still, Lili and Bezzy.
Still, No strings attached.
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Bob Ong's Inspirational Quotes. :)
1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."
2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."
3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."
4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."
5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan yung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."
6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."
7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."
8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."
9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."
10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."
11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."
12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."
13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."
14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."
15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."
16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”
17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”
18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"
19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."
20. "Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."
21. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."
22. "Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig eh hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?
23. "Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."
24."Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."
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Our School, Angelicum College had a Pre-Valentine Concert last night. It was hosted by Chippy ( Love namin talaga ) and featured bands like aurora, duster, pedicab, paraluman and Calla lily. Somehow, It was a fun Night for some Angelicans. Only few Angelicans attended the Concert. Mostly are outsiders and Alumni. I mingled with my two ever crazy superclosefriends. Daryll and Kevin. I missed them so much! It was good that we had time for one another again.
Callalily is a Filipino pop-rock band. It was composed of 5 members, Kean Cipriano, Aaron Ricafrente, Alden Acosta, Tatsi Jamnague and Lemuel Belaro. Kean was in vocals, Alden is the Lead Guitarist, the Rhythm Guitarist is no other than Tatsi from Pasig, Lemuel Belaro was responsible of the drums and Aaron is the Bass Guitarist from Pasig. Aside from Tatsi, these four attended classes of Conservatory of Music in UST.
F4 and San Chai. Hahaha.
Daryll David and Kevin Herrera.
Mga Babaero.
&& my new found crush:
Tatsi of Calla Lily. :)He's so calm and cool.
Iloveit!
I dont like kean.
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I got this from an online buddy. I was laughing while I was reading it. I agree. Both have its own points. I guess, thats how its supposed to be. Go and READ! you'll have fun. PROMISE.
...IN HIS SHOES...
*grabe. usapang lalake*
*sindi ng yosi*
*hithit*
*buga*
Musta na, pare?
Ako, okay lang.
Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip.
Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan.
Ewan ko ba.
*hinga ng malalim*
Bakit ba ganun pare,ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit ‘sang anggulo mo tingnan,
hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal.
*tingin sa stars*
Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake
na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?
E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?
Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?
Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano.
Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e.
Ang alam lang ata nila e
mamili, manakit, at magsaya.
Tingin mo?
*tingin sa malayo*
Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap.
Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun,
kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten
para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila.
Alam kaya nila yun? Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?
Tapos liligawan pa naten.
Patutunayan na mahal nga sila.
Susuyuin..
to-the-max.
Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan,
sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan,
lahat na.
Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang
walang sahod. (Hahaha!)
At ano ang kapalit? Well, depende sa trip nila. Oo tol, sa trip lang nila.
Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila.
Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip,
isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha
naten,
kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo.
Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan.
Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.
Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila.
Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan.
Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi.
“Hindi pa ‘ko ready eh..”,
“Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..”,
“Ha? Uhhmm.. nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha..”
“Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?”,
“Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..”,
"Para lang kitang kapatid eh.. "
yaddah yaddah.
Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa ‘yon para saten.
*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*
At hindi lang ‘yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon.
Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle.
Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya..
tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon.
Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo;
tayo ang dapat magpapakabait;
tayo ang magtatyaga;
tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful;
tayo, tayo tayo.
Sila? Ummm… Teka, isipin ko.
Ayun.
Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet;
sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts;
sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano;
sila ang magbabawal;
sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave,
kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila,
kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila,
at kung kelan ka korni.
Ewan. Ganun ata talaga.
*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*
Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo ang bahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon.
Pag maganda, edi okay.
Pag may problema, kasalanan naten.
Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo.
Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun.
*hinga ng malalim*
Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila.
Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e.
Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso.
At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan.
Mas mature?
Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa.
Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal.
*hinga ng malalim*
*tingin sa malayo ulit*
At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap.
*singhot*
Ang ending ng relasyon.
Sa mga panahong ‘to, either
sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip,
may nahanap na silang better saten,
o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna.
Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod.
At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don?
Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten.
Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan.
Na playboy. Na nagpapaiyak.
*iiling*
Tayo siyempre ang mga antagonist
at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.
Ang ending:
mag-ooffer sila ng “friendship” kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan,
lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila,
sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, “player” na ang image naten,
at higit sa lahat,
mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay.
Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog.
Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake.
Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere.
Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no?
Ako, kamusta? Eto.
Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok ng alak
Ang mga babae talaga, oo
...IN HER SHOES...
Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti,
nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi.
Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon.
Marinig lang nila na malakas kang mag-salita,
palengkera ka na.
T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon.
Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit,
kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa.
Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan
dapat disente,
dapat mala-anghel ang mukha,
dapat mukhang inosente.
Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?
Parang baliktad yata?
Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake.
Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka, para habulin ka pa lalo.
Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot.. "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.
Hindi ka na seseryosohin.
Teka! Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo,
di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo.
Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh.
Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo,
babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema.
Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay.
Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis.
Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi.
"Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo"
Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun.
Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa.
Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya.
Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando,
aba! masasakal naman.
Sasabihin pa sa iyo:
"demanding ka."
Meron ka pang maririnig na:
"I think we need space.",
..........at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek.
Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait,
maging devoted at faithful?
Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin.
Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa amin.
Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang.
Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon.
Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre nalang.
Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin?
Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.
Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin.
Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon.
Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.
Ha. Ha. Ha. :))
Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin.
Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad.
Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo.
Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group.
Mas mataas pa kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity.
Kayo na ang mag-math!
Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo.
Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan.
Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?!
Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo,
pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin.
Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.
Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.
Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita?
Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap..
Kapag natapos na ang lambingan,
eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.
Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang.
Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago,
sino ba ang mayabang,
sino ba ang nagmamalaki?
Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice...
Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo.."
Lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.
Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan.
Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek.
Umiyak ka ng bato.Wa-epek.
Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa?
Post-break up.
Mahal pa ng babae si lalaki.
Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano.
Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.
Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila.
Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naginggirlfriend ka niya.
Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga.
Ano ba namang buhay to?
Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang.
Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere.
P***NGI*A SAKLAP DIBA?
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"Wag na po nating IPILIT. "
- Basha, Once more Chance.
I must admit. Ever since Charles and I broke up, My Grandma was greatly affected by what happened. She was the one who stood still beside me every time Charles and I are in bad terms. She was the one who I share stories with every moment that Charles and I had. She saw how our relationship started and became stronger and eventually, how our relationship ended and failed. Now, She pity Charles for what happened between us or so I say she believes that Charles is better for me. Err, How about me? Does she even care about how I feel, THIS TIME? Ako yung nakikipagrelasyon. Hindi siya. Wag niya na sana ipilit pa.
I didn't like what she did this time. Oo na naawa siya kay Charles pero hindi niya naman kailangan palayuin ang taong nagpapasaya sakin dahil lang sa naaawa siya kay Charles o dahil lang sa gusto niya si Charles.
I have the right to make decisions for myself. I have the right to choose. I have the right to be happy.
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These poems are made especially for me. These poems are from a guy who is very close to my heart. A guy I never thought would fall in love with me. Read and Realize. :)BEFORE: ( Taken from my multiply blog. Posted around June-July 2008 )
TITLE: From a very especial boy of mine.
No. It isn't my boyfriend. Its not Charles who gave me this heart warming poem. I cried in happiness while I was reading it because I never really thought I was REALLY that especial to him. He isnt the very first guy who gave me a wonderful poem. I've received a lot of poems from friends and boys already but HIS poem really touched my heart and the only poem given to me that speaks the truth. No lies. HIS poem is really Different from the others. I was really amazed. ü
For You Bezzy
Thank you for being the friend you are Bezzy
I never thought that I would find
a friend so great and a friend so kind
I look up to you in every way
cause I learn something from you every day.
Without you I don't know where I'd be
but you're still here, friends with me
you deserve so much more than I can give
but without you I wouldn't live.
You've given me more than money can buy
and for you I'd give my all and I would die
This feeling I feel gets stronger every day
hoping not to mess it up, I constantly pray.
You're an angel from God up above
and I'm thankful for your understanding love
because when you're around everything seems right
and for you, until the end, I will fight.
It doesn't matter what you do or say
because you'll be my friend anyway
I know the real you that's down deep inside
and in you, I'll always confide.
Thank you for being the friend you are
you're my best friend, an angel by far
everything in you is an inspiration to do great
and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate!
So never stop being the real and wonderful you
cause God shines through in all that you do
and whenever it seems like I'm never there
remember this: I love you and I'll always care!
This is for you, my best friend,
Bezzy one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasn't good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain with your love and family and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend Mary Angelbelle Dizon
- Lloyd Frilles
and around September-October 2008, He made this for me out of confusion about what he really feels.
Whenever i feel I can't go onyou somehow make me feel betterand i don't even tell you wahts wrongim invisibleyet you still see meall this timehow blind can i bei know you love himand you'll never leavebut friends..thats enough for meI'd rather have you as my friendthan not at alljust knowing that your thereready to catch me when i fall - Lloyd Frilles
and these three poems are my favorite. He recently made this for me. His poems are really heart warming. He is really good in making poems, in expressing his own feelings. I adore him. I am very touched by these poems. I really appreciate it. and oh BTW, HER is my favorite. :)These are taken from his blog. Click here.
tell me do you?
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss
If you love me please answer this
Do you love me or do you not?
You told me once but I forgot
So tell me now tell me true
So I can tell you I love you
Of all the girls I've ever met
You are the one I won't forget
And if I die before you do
I'll go to heaven and wait for you
If you're not there on Judgment Day
I'll know you went the other way
I'll give the angels back their wings
And risk the lose of everything
Just to prove my love for you
I'll go to hell to be with you
Question
I wish I could have a chance with you
And I wish that you want the same thing too.
I have had fun the last few days
Talking to you made me feel special, like I could make it through.
Nothing has made me happier
Then when you come on and make me want you even more.
Just talking to you puts a smile on my face
So many times I have thought I lost my fate.
Hurt by a girl my heart was torn apart
But slowly you are putting it back together.
One question that has been running through my mind
I must ask you this hopefully it will enlighten a spark
Can I enter your heart?
Her
I like holding her hand,
Holding her in my arms
Never wanting to let go
Never saying goodbye,
Wishing the kiss lasted forever.
Her smile brightens my day
And her presence is even greater
For then I know I will always Love her
And with every Hug and Kiss
Our relationship grows stronger.
I feel sad when she cries,
Wanting to make things better,
But all I can do is tell her
That I will always be there.
And I just want her to know
that I will always Love her.
- Lloyd Frilles
Lloyd Frilles, My Best friend & My Lover. :) (Wondering why? Read my another post. HERE )
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Why do I always have to make decisions in my life? Stupid Question right? I mean, Hell yeah I really do need to decide on some random things but why do they come all at once? Hahaha. So much for Drama. Mom told me that she is giving me the decision whether to celebrate My 18th Birthday with an elegant birthday party or a visit to 3 Asian tourist spots namely, Hongkong, Macau and Shanghai(Not sure about Shanghai) though I know I can actually do this after my 18th. I could still visit any country I wish to visit with my own hard work. Uh huh. Before I was actually choosing between an elegant birthday party or my own car. Now, this is another thing.
I don't know what to choose. Both have its own advantages and disadvantages. If I choose the Asian tour, Although its an unlimited shopping spree I will just enjoy it all by myself and that's boring. I want to celebrate with my family and my friends. I want to spend that moment of my life with them.
Hey, I am only sixteen. I still have more time to think. I GUESS.
BTW. I enabled comments already. So constructive criticisms are highly appreciated. :)
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Real Name: Mary Angelbelle S. Dizon
Age: 17
Birth Date: September 19, 1992
School: Centro Escolar University
Course: Dentistry
I am Mary Angel but call me Ella. My BLOG documents my Bittersweet Life as a University Student, an intimidating Friend, a Loving Daughter, a Sweet Girlfriend and an Independent G I R L. This is my Web Journal where in all my thoughts, craves, rants and happenings in my life are posted. Constructive Criticism are highly appreciated! ♥
University Student ○ I am currently taking up DENTISTRY which is one of the difficult and the most expensive majors. At first, It was hard dealing with college life, the subjects along with the lessons and its quizzes and projects and of course, the professors and the grades, block mates and the school itself. but as the days go by all the pressure and pleasure, fun, hardships, trials and updates about being a College Student have a sense of fulfillment in the end! :)
Intimidating Friend ○ What is Friend? For me Friend is someone you have that knows how to deal with your drama in life. Someone who accepts you for who you are, Someone who isn't afraid of telling you your wrong doings, Someone who will never turn their back in spite of your mood swings and attitude problems. Someone who will always settle things with you. That's how I define FRIEND. You? How do you define FRIENDSHIP?
Loving Daughter ○ I love my family so much. They are the foundation of my own self. I am the eldest among the family. At this point of time, Pressure of being the eldest do not conquer me, YET. When I was younger, my grandmother nurtured me and took care of me when my Mom was away and still, nurturing and taking care of me at this point of time even Mom is already here for us. I owe my grandmother so much. Though I was spoiled by her in many ways and sometimes unintentionally made things difficult for her because of my wrong doings I still go back and make it up to her. She became a Mother, a Father and a Grandmother to me all at the same time. She's my inspiration in life.
Sweet Girlfriend ○ Oh yes, I am into a long term relationship right now, with my Best Friend. You read it right. Best Friends turned Lovers. Being in love with your best friend is good and easy and being in a relationship with your Best friend isn't better but the BEST! Friendship is a very good foundation of LOVE and I am very much happy to have a relationship with friendship as a foundation but of course, just like any love, Trials and Challenges still come along our way but everything's worth it.
My Dad once told me how they got my name. He said, When mom was laboring, He prayed to Mama Mary and the Angels for Mom's guidance. That's how I got, Mary Angel, from Mama Mary and the Angels and the Belle? Well, Dad said he got that from Mom's name: Bel.
Yes I know, I have a very long name. Haha.
Ella.
For the obvious fact that I have a very long name, I had difficulty choosing a name to call me, a nickname. Before it was Belle, then it turned to Elle and finally, I settled for one, ELLA. I love that name ever since. It was hard convincing people to call me Ella because they are all used to call me ANGEL but I know they'll get used to it. :)
- I was born 10:36 am at Olivarez Hospital, Paranaque.
- Christened at St. Andrew Church, Paranaque.
- I am the Eldest Child.
- I am the Eldest Grandchild.
- I am the Eldest Great Grandchild.
- I have no full siblings. - Unica Hija of my Parents but I have siblings on both sides now. :)
- I have two handsome brothers and one pretty sister ( Maternal ). - named Simon, Samuel and Sarah. I love them so much!
- I have a beautiful mother. - Of course, kanino pa ba ako magmamana? :)
- I have a boyfriend. - named Lloyd Philip Hamilton-brown Frilles. He's my bestfriend before he became my boyfriend. Cool right? :D
- Primary: El Nino de Salambao Academy, Paranaque
- Elementary: ENDSA and MES, BES.
- High School: PNHS, Angelicum College, Quezon City
- Academic and Special Awards: Best in Art (Kinder), Best in Science (Elementary) 1st runner up Miss Agham (Elementary), Most Courteous (Elementary), 2nd honorable mention (Elementary), Two 4th honorable mention (Elementary). (I had no awards in High school, AC is a non graded institution. )
- College: Centro Escolar University, Manila - Taking up Dentistry and currently on my 2nd year.
- Independent - I take care of myself, alone.
- Optimistic - I see things on the bright side whenever I have a problem.
- Sweet - I am sweet when it comes to the people I care about. So dont get me wrong.
- Loving - as much as possible I try showing my love but when I dont see anything in return, I might bounce back.
- Sarcastic - I use this to defend my self.
- Frank - When you get into my nerves I could tell the most hurtful word to you. " I say what I mean and mean what I say. "
- Vain - Well, I guess its just a part of being a GIRL.
- Stubborn - Yes. Very Stubborn and Bossy. I want what I want. ( You can ask my mom.)
- Dancer - I love dancing ever since. I just dont have that much passion to get into it.
- Wild - Wild in a sense that I am game for anything. :)
- Spoiled - I was spoiled when I was younger. Before, My grandparents almost give everything I want and need and that was lots of love! I am still spoiled right now, by Lloyd.
- Bitch - I hate people who hurts people's feelings. I stand up for them and that makes me a bitch to you.
- Opinionated - Beware: My opinion contains sarcasm, well not all the time. :D
- Health Freak - I am very much concern when it comes to my body. My hate list includes: Alcohol and Smoke, any kind of smoke.
- Confident - I believe Confidence is one of the most important attitudes of being a person without it you cannot achieve what you want.
- Loud - Only with my friends!
- Moody - Yes, Especially PMS days. My mood swings to one mood to another. At least, Lloyd can handle it. : p
- Sporty - I play badminton. I love swimming and hiking.
- Hard chick - I kick ass! : p
- Outgoing - Is wild and outgoing the same? :D
- Elegant - Simple yet Elegant, that's me! :D
- Mean - Yes, especially if you are also mean to me. I am meaner.
- High Maintenance - Very. Especially when it comes to myself. I have a high standard to the point that people get mad at me because of how I act. I just love myself so much, you know.
- Bestfriends turned Lovers - We were best friends for more than 2 years before we actually had love feelings for each other. The feeling was mutual.
- It wasn't easy - It was really hard because I had a current relationship back then. The story? Here.
- Months of Trials and Hardships - Before we moved in to the next stage, We went through ups and downs to finally be together and I gave him so much challenges to prove himself to me. It was really hard because I was always misunderstood by people and sadly, my own friends for giving him hard time and extreme difficulties and for the fact that my grandmother wont approve to our relationship that time made it all worst but later, my grandmother did understood me.
- April 29, 2009 - We became Official. :) I finally ended all his miseries. ( As if it was very hard. Hahaha ) The story? Here.
- Blissful - For me, A relationship with your best friend is the most blissful relationship. It maybe hard for us at the start but the reward of trials and hardships is incomparable. Why? Its all because of FRIENDSHIP! The foundation of your love is friendship. I tell you, In a relationship like this you have to be open and optimistic. Just like any relationship, this also have downfalls but if you think ahead and look into the brighter side you can surpass anything that gets into your way. Remember: Do not get afraid of committing just because you are afraid of losing the friendship. You have to take the risk if you want to be happy. Truly HAPPY. :)
PERSONAL.
- My Family - My Dad, Mom, Simon, Sarah, Samuel and my Grandmother. :)
- Lloyd! ♥
- Pancho - My 4 year old mini pincher. He's my baby dog!
- Hello Kitty - I love her ever since. GAAAH. Give me more kitties.
- Butterflies
FOOD.
- Dimsum
- Sushi
- Pasta
- Bulalo
- Beef Steak
- Sarsa Iglesia
- Buttered Crab and Shrimp
- Corn
- Mango and Strawberry
- Desserts
- Anything that my lola cooks. ♥
TECHY.
- Cybershot Camera
- iPhone
iPodUnderwater CameraPSPNokia N70- Laptop
- Subaru Impreza WRX or Mazda 3
PLACES.
- My Bedroom - My heaven.
- Puerto Galera
Cebu - Lived here for three years.
Bohol - I saw dolphins here! :)
- Palawan
Hongkong - I love ocean park.
- Japan - Madaming Hello kitty dito!! GAAAHH.
- Korea
- Paris
- Enchanted Kingdom - 1st anniversary plan. ♥
- Cockroaches - as in capital I-P-I-S!
- Pollution - Pollution makes me poor. I waste all my money for a taxi fare just because I hate smokes so much. It gives me headache. Grrr. Cant the authorities do something about it?
- Cigarette's smoke - Nahihilo ako.
- Dance Club - Not that I hate dancing and mingling with people. I just hate loud music. It gives me migraine.
- Coward - People who cant even face me. As in face to face and just keep on talking behind my back are pathetic.
- Walk out - I hate it how people walk out when they are face to something they cant stand.
I know this is pretty long but still,
I'm happy I was able to express myself in words. :D
- Ella Dizon
" Doll Outside, Devil Inside. "
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Ella. εїз 17. Independent. Virgo. Eldest. Taken. Escolarian. Optimistic. Sweet. Frank. Vain. Spoiled. Opinionated. Confident. Loud. Moody. Outgoing. Girly. Elegant. Mean.
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