NOTE: This entry is only for my friends. This is a private entry. Selected friends are the only one that can read this. <3

revealed FEELINGS for him.

"What is this im feeling.

I just cant explain.

I don’t know why but when i look in your eyes
I feel something that seems so right
You’ve got yours i’ve got mine
I think i’m loosing my mind
Coz i shouldn’t feel this way
Catch me i’m falling for you
And i don’t know what to do

How can something so wrong?
Feel so right all along
Catch me i’m falling for you

How can time be so wrong
For love to come along?
Catch me i’m falling for you

How can love let it go
When it has no place to go
And i can’t go along pretending
That love isn’t here to stay

catch me Im falling for you "

Charles gaw. who is he?

C.C.B

my codename for him.

C.C.B means. Cute Chinese Boy.

he is a chinese. white.tall and chinito. <--- my BOYFRIEND material.

I dont want to let this oppurtunity pass. i have let it passed ONCE. I am never gonna let this chance to pass again.

RECENTLY. i just had my 1st ever break-up. It was hard for me to get over and to move on. but i have no any other chance left but to forget EVERYTHING that me and kenneth HAD.

I know it isnt right to fall so fast.

It isnt right to fall so soon.

"Hindi napipigilan ang damdamin"

totoo nga ba ang kasabihan na toh? naniniwala ako dito because I cant help but to fall for him.

Behind his imperfections. I still like him. is this really LOVE??

I REALLY LIKE HIM.

and I just dont understand why. is this real feeling? or I am just infatuated?

or I am just liking him because he has my boyfriend MATERIAL?

I really dont know why.

I Like him. I want him. I simply LOVE him.

but I have been thinking of the consequences of falling inlove AGAIN.

.my family

.my heart

and his

.nationality

My family is one of the consequences because I want them to know EVERYTHING about what is going on in my LIFE. Me and my Mom are still not okay. we're still not talking to each one. I want them to get to know a guy who wants to OWN me. I want them to know everything about US.

My heart because I am NOW afraid of FALLING inlove again. I dont want to be hurt again. I want to ENJOY being a Single. but how would I enjoy if my heart is telling me that I shouldnt let this oppurtunity to pass again? and if my heart is telling me that I should LOVE him? I am confused. I just dont know what to do. it isnt right for me to feel this way. this is WRONG. but this WRONG makes me feel so right.

His NATIONALITY because. he is a FULL BLOODED CHINESE. he is PURE. and Pure might mean that they are traditional chinese. meaning to say "chinese is only for chinese". Meaning to say. IF EVER. we still cant be together. I dont know what to do NOW. I am really confused.

I dont even know if he likes me back. if he wants me to. and if he simply falling inlove on me too.

ayokong umasa. but the way he moves. the way he treats me makes me believe that we could be as ONE. He is a total PUZZLE. i cant GET the way he expresses his feelings.

These are the signs that keeps me from believing that there might be US.

.he said in the middle of our conversation "wala. sabi ko CUTE MO,CRUSH KITA"

.in the canteen. him with his friends and me almost 3 meters away from their table he said "angel...HI!!"

.I always catch him looking at me.[hindi ko siya mahuhuli kung hindi rin ako tumitingin sakanya.:p]

.He asked me to be his TUTOR in CLE. and HIM as my tutor in MATH.

.partner ko siya sa p.e[anong connect? hehehe]

.tabi kasi yung table namin sa canteen lagi kaya kapag time na minsan sinasabi niya."Angel,next subject? sabay tayo."

.He teases me. [anyone who teases you.likes you] totoo ba un??

. when anyone ask him if he has a crush on me. he simply smile. and sometimes say "secret" . and sometimes he is speechless.

.my friend said that whenever I am the topic between them.He always smiles. :p

.when my friend asked him to court me he smiled and said "wag kang ganyan".what does it mean ba??

.when my friend asked him if he loves me he first said "secret" then said "pwede na rin" o! ano na nman meeaning nito??

.he intendedly told me that he likes me. ilan beses nya na sinasabi. kapag naman tinatanong ko siya ngumingiti lang siya.

.He was asked if it was because of me behind joining in SAS[special action scouts].he said "syempre naman".

.his friend said that he just want to be with me thats why he joined SAS he said "oo nman". whaattt?? gs2 nya ako makasama kaya siya sumali sa SAS??

.When our classmates teases us he doesnt answer back. hindi xa kumokontra kahit sabihin nang mga kaklase ko na pulit ulit ang"sinong crush ni charles? si angel! sinong crush ni angel? si charles!"

.e2 ang LATEST. he told me " Hindi ako mag lu-lunch hanggang hindi mo na me-memorize yan" we have to memorize a poem and recite kasi eh. kilig ako!!

The questions are.

do u think its okay for me to fall inlove again?

do u think im falling for him?

and do u think that he likes me too?

is there a chance that we might be together?

P.S

friends. nakwe2to ko naman sa inyo yung tungkol samin diba. nagkwe2ntuhan naman tau sa school eh. naguguluhan na kasi ako. HIM being a pure chinese stops me from falling inlove. and so as my family. :p

jingLe...this is it!!!take it or leave it...
KUNG AKO SAYO!!i'll take it na....
this a new beginning for you...:)
MOVE FORWARD NA...
past is past...and he's your future...ay WHUT..=D
basta,,do what ever your heart wants you to do..pero don't let emotions ruin your thinking..ay teka ang gulo...basta explain ko sayo sa school!!love you so much shobe...you take care ha...:)


At the Beginning with YOU!

WE were STRANGERS STARTING out on a JOURNEY..:)
uy,,kanta mo yan sakanya ahh...wahaha...=/

NOTE: This entry is only for my friends. This is a private entry. Selected friends are the only one that can read this. <3

revealed FEELINGS for him.

"What is this im feeling.

I just cant explain.

I don’t know why but when i look in your eyes
I feel something that seems so right
You’ve got yours i’ve got mine
I think i’m loosing my mind
Coz i shouldn’t feel this way
Catch me i’m falling for you
And i don’t know what to do

How can something so wrong?
Feel so right all along
Catch me i’m falling for you

How can time be so wrong
For love to come along?
Catch me i’m falling for you

How can love let it go
When it has no place to go
And i can’t go along pretending
That love isn’t here to stay

catch me Im falling for you "

Charles gaw. who is he?

C.C.B

my codename for him.

C.C.B means. Cute Chinese Boy.

he is a chinese. white.tall and chinito. <--- my BOYFRIEND material.

I dont want to let this oppurtunity pass. i have let it passed ONCE. I am never gonna let this chance to pass again.

RECENTLY. i just had my 1st ever break-up. It was hard for me to get over and to move on. but i have no any other chance left but to forget EVERYTHING that me and kenneth HAD.

I know it isnt right to fall so fast.

It isnt right to fall so soon.

"Hindi napipigilan ang damdamin"

totoo nga ba ang kasabihan na toh? naniniwala ako dito because I cant help but to fall for him.

Behind his imperfections. I still like him. is this really LOVE??

I REALLY LIKE HIM.

and I just dont understand why. is this real feeling? or I am just infatuated?

or I am just liking him because he has my boyfriend MATERIAL?

I really dont know why.

I Like him. I want him. I simply LOVE him.

but I have been thinking of the consequences of falling inlove AGAIN.

.my family

.my heart

and his

.nationality

My family is one of the consequences because I want them to know EVERYTHING about what is going on in my LIFE. Me and my Mom are still not okay. we're still not talking to each one. I want them to get to know a guy who wants to OWN me. I want them to know everything about US.

My heart because I am NOW afraid of FALLING inlove again. I dont want to be hurt again. I want to ENJOY being a Single. but how would I enjoy if my heart is telling me that I shouldnt let this oppurtunity to pass again? and if my heart is telling me that I should LOVE him? I am confused. I just dont know what to do. it isnt right for me to feel this way. this is WRONG. but this WRONG makes me feel so right.

His NATIONALITY because. he is a FULL BLOODED CHINESE. he is PURE. and Pure might mean that they are traditional chinese. meaning to say "chinese is only for chinese". Meaning to say. IF EVER. we still cant be together. I dont know what to do NOW. I am really confused.

I dont even know if he likes me back. if he wants me to. and if he simply falling inlove on me too.

ayokong umasa. but the way he moves. the way he treats me makes me believe that we could be as ONE. He is a total PUZZLE. i cant GET the way he expresses his feelings.

These are the signs that keeps me from believing that there might be US.

.he said in the middle of our conversation "wala. sabi ko CUTE MO,CRUSH KITA"

.in the canteen. him with his friends and me almost 3 meters away from their table he said "angel...HI!!"

.I always catch him looking at me.[hindi ko siya mahuhuli kung hindi rin ako tumitingin sakanya.:p]

.He asked me to be his TUTOR in CLE. and HIM as my tutor in MATH.

.partner ko siya sa p.e[anong connect? hehehe]

.tabi kasi yung table namin sa canteen lagi kaya kapag time na minsan sinasabi niya."Angel,next subject? sabay tayo."

.He teases me. [anyone who teases you.likes you] totoo ba un??

. when anyone ask him if he has a crush on me. he simply smile. and sometimes say "secret" . and sometimes he is speechless.

.my friend said that whenever I am the topic between them.He always smiles. :p

.when my friend asked him to court me he smiled and said "wag kang ganyan".what does it mean ba??

.when my friend asked him if he loves me he first said "secret" then said "pwede na rin" o! ano na nman meeaning nito??

.he intendedly told me that he likes me. ilan beses nya na sinasabi. kapag naman tinatanong ko siya ngumingiti lang siya.

.He was asked if it was because of me behind joining in SAS[special action scouts].he said "syempre naman".

.his friend said that he just want to be with me thats why he joined SAS he said "oo nman". whaattt?? gs2 nya ako makasama kaya siya sumali sa SAS??

.When our classmates teases us he doesnt answer back. hindi xa kumokontra kahit sabihin nang mga kaklase ko na pulit ulit ang"sinong crush ni charles? si angel! sinong crush ni angel? si charles!"

.e2 ang LATEST. he told me " Hindi ako mag lu-lunch hanggang hindi mo na me-memorize yan" we have to memorize a poem and recite kasi eh. kilig ako!!

The questions are.

do u think its okay for me to fall inlove again?

do u think im falling for him?

and do u think that he likes me too?

is there a chance that we might be together?

P.S

friends. nakwe2to ko naman sa inyo yung tungkol samin diba. nagkwe2ntuhan naman tau sa school eh. naguguluhan na kasi ako. HIM being a pure chinese stops me from falling inlove. and so as my family. :p

jingLe...this is it!!!take it or leave it...
KUNG AKO SAYO!!i'll take it na....
this a new beginning for you...:)
MOVE FORWARD NA...
past is past...and he's your future...ay WHUT..=D
basta,,do what ever your heart wants you to do..pero don't let emotions ruin your thinking..ay teka ang gulo...basta explain ko sayo sa school!!love you so much shobe...you take care ha...:)


At the Beginning with YOU!

WE were STRANGERS STARTING out on a JOURNEY..:)
uy,,kanta mo yan sakanya ahh...wahaha...=/