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My 1st shopping experience in 168 mall. partida I am with CHARLES pa. hehe.. after their practice for the battle. me,charles,reinhel and hope went straight to divisoria. It was a long way before getting there. we had to walk pa. but everything is WORTH IT. I spent as much as 500 para lang sa earrings,ring,bangles,socks and a bag. ewan ko ba. nagaway pa nga kami ni charles ee. masyado daw akong magastos. medyo matagal din ang silent treatment namin. pero nagkabati din. kahit ang dami kong gustong bilhin hindi na ako nakabili. hehe.. nung nasa foodcourt kami. sabi ko sakanya gusto ko nang lugaw. sabi niya naman.
"wag na. LU na lang. may GAW ka na ee"
natawa talaga ako dun. hehe.. na gets nyo ba mga bading?
para sa mga hindi.
CHARLES MICHAEL GAW
oks na?
masaya pala mag shopping sa 168. yun nga lang masyadong maraming calories ang maibuburn ko doon. at baka ma break pa ang tendons ko. hehe. at pati baka maubos pa ang kayamanan ko. haha.
on our way home. sobrang HIRAP sumakay. traffic pa. salamat naman sa dance craze nila reinhel at hope biniyayaan kami nang vacant jeep. haha.. habang nasa jeep. HON gave me a nice massage. ayiee. multi talented ang hon ko. haha.. tapos hinatid nya ako.
kumaen ako. naligo ako. at ngayon gusto ko na magpahinga.
* sa susunod na pupunta kami nang 168 dapat busog ako at busog din ang bulsa ko. madala ko nga ang mom ko doon. hehe..
love meiro. ♥
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Charles and I had been having conflicts this past few days but those are just petty NONSENSE arguments. plain silent treatment lang.
FRIDAY. last day of classes before SEMBREAK.
Early morning.
Charles surprised me when he waited for me at the school gate. then we went to get my stuffs in my Locker. then he forced me to go to one of the red tables near the locker area. I was curious why. then I was surprised. AS IN so surprised when he said he cooked a breakfast for me. aww.. I just cant help to be so amazed by what he did. NO ONE has ever done something like that for me. and I found it SUPER-DUPER sweet. TOTALLY. The sweetest thing that has ever happened to me.
It all started kasi when I once asked him if he knows how to cook. he said he doesnt. then I told him kung panu niya ako bubuhayin kung hindi siya marunong magluto. hehe.ü wala lang. I just want to ask him that question.
I had no idea talaga na ipagluluto niya pa ako. sakto. hindi ako nakapagbreakfast. hehe.ü
and from what he did. I found it as a sweet revenge. bumabawi sa lahat nang conflicts namin.
then the rest of the day is A TOTAL sweetness of HIM.
love meiro. ♥
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last night. my uncle's wife was rushed to the hospital because of spotting. I went with them. we went to manila hospital FIRST because the aunt of my uncle's wife is on duty there. when we arrived in EMERGENCY I was so pissed off because no one had come to assist us. we are the one to ask for a wheel chair pa. then I asked myself. ganon ba talaga kapag government hospital? Its so different between the scenes i see in the movies. hindi naman ganon ang emergency nila.
I see people lying around. I see women who are almost giving birth. one incident really made me so disappointed. biglang pumutok ung patubigan nya na then bigla ba naman sinabi nang nurse bakit niya daw inire. GOSH! hello. sinigawan niya pa ung buntis. nakakainis un mga ganon. so we decided na sa makati med na lang siya since di naman namin macontact yung tita niya.
then my uncle-in-law talked to me. ganon daw talaga kapag wala kang pera. wala kang patutunguhan. walang manyayare sayo kung wala kang pera.
I reflected on the things he said to me last night. he made me realize how hard life is. that I am still living in a fairy tale and getting ready for the reality. while he was talking to me. wala akong nagawa kungdi ang ang maging tulala. ganon pala talaga ang mundo. kung mahirap ka. wala kang patutunguhan. kung may pera ka. go with the flow.. that is LIFE.
na kwento ko din sa tito ko na. ayaw ako maging nurse nang mom ko kung hindi ren ako magtra2baho sa ibang bansa. ang sabi ko sakanya naisip ko lang kung pano na ang dear philippines natin kung lahat nang nurse sa ibang bansa magtra2baho. then he told me. minsan daw sa buhay natin. kelangan natin unahin ang ating mga sarili bago natin unahin ang iba. napag isip2 ko. tama nga siya. dapat ko mun unahin ang sarili ko.. ang future ko.
ngaun. I decided to take up NURSING. and after nursing MED PROPER. then SPECIALIZATION. either. pedia or ob gyne. I want to be a doctor. no more NURSE anymore.
love meiro. ♥
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since last week everyone in our school was preparing for the PAASCU. sana nga PAASCU na lang everyday eh. hehe. kasi ang bait nang mga learners. love meiro. ♥
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I haven't updated my blog for the last few days. and a lot of things happened.
just last, last week. ALL CAT units were suspended due to some reasons. and of course SAS was also affected. no more training since last last week and I admit that I already miss our unit. I've learned a lot of things in SAS. especially team cooperation and discipline. even though I seldom attend SAS training. I still value our team. and the unit itself.
FIRST MONTHSARY. Time is really running so fast. parang kelan lang nung inaasar kami ni lloyd. parang kelan lang yung panyayare sa AVR. grabe naman. Buti pinayagan si charles. he fetched me. went out to eat. we went for a mass. and stayed in starbucks for an hour. then we went back home na. everything went well. kahit mejo mainit ang weather. okay pa din. :)
HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY! ILOVEYOU.
TUESDAY. A non air con day. damn! implemented law sa school. woshoo! nagtitipid sila. hahaha. JOWK. ewan ko ba. kaartehan nila. ang init tuloy sa school sobra. pero sa 3rd floor mahangin naman. lalo na sa geom class. hihi. :]
AYUN. wala na akong maalala. basta ang alam ko nagusap si charles at ang dad niya. dapat daw pareho maganda academics namin. ayiee. nagtutulangan nga kami ee. :p
love meiro. ♥
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I'm loving you with no hows or whys. no ifs and buts. I love you just the way you are. even before falling inlove with you so deeply I already think about the consequences we'll be having in our relationship. I know we'll get to the point where we cant spend time together because you are not allowed. or simply, your parents doesnt like you to do or to have sweet stuffs and romantic dates in our relationship. even before. I already expected this to happen. and I found no regrets of loving you. I have a deep understanding when it comes to you and me. Please dont tell me that "nagkukulang ata ako sayo". I dont want to hear this shit again from you. sure thing. having no romantic dates or simple dates can mean lack of time for our relationship. but I just dont want us to push through in something that is not easy to do and something that is forbidden. besides I have no problems with that. and so what if we cant do these things? atleast. lets try to do something else. a lot of things can be romantic and sweet if we will be creative in thinking and doing it. I just want you to know that I dont think of you as a boyfriend who doesnt have an extra time with his girl. but then. think of me as a girlfriend who will try to understand everything and anything even though deep within its already hurting me. everything is FINE with me. Promise. I love you and because of my love for you I understand your situation.
love meiro. ♥
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My 1st shopping experience in 168 mall. partida I am with CHARLES pa. hehe.. after their practice for the battle. me,charles,reinhel and hope went straight to divisoria. It was a long way before getting there. we had to walk pa. but everything is WORTH IT. I spent as much as 500 para lang sa earrings,ring,bangles,socks and a bag. ewan ko ba. nagaway pa nga kami ni charles ee. masyado daw akong magastos. medyo matagal din ang silent treatment namin. pero nagkabati din. kahit ang dami kong gustong bilhin hindi na ako nakabili. hehe.. nung nasa foodcourt kami. sabi ko sakanya gusto ko nang lugaw. sabi niya naman.
"wag na. LU na lang. may GAW ka na ee"
natawa talaga ako dun. hehe.. na gets nyo ba mga bading?
para sa mga hindi.
CHARLES MICHAEL GAW
oks na?
masaya pala mag shopping sa 168. yun nga lang masyadong maraming calories ang maibuburn ko doon. at baka ma break pa ang tendons ko. hehe. at pati baka maubos pa ang kayamanan ko. haha.
on our way home. sobrang HIRAP sumakay. traffic pa. salamat naman sa dance craze nila reinhel at hope biniyayaan kami nang vacant jeep. haha.. habang nasa jeep. HON gave me a nice massage. ayiee. multi talented ang hon ko. haha.. tapos hinatid nya ako.
kumaen ako. naligo ako. at ngayon gusto ko na magpahinga.
* sa susunod na pupunta kami nang 168 dapat busog ako at busog din ang bulsa ko. madala ko nga ang mom ko doon. hehe..
love meiro. ♥
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Charles and I had been having conflicts this past few days but those are just petty NONSENSE arguments. plain silent treatment lang.
FRIDAY. last day of classes before SEMBREAK.
Early morning.
Charles surprised me when he waited for me at the school gate. then we went to get my stuffs in my Locker. then he forced me to go to one of the red tables near the locker area. I was curious why. then I was surprised. AS IN so surprised when he said he cooked a breakfast for me. aww.. I just cant help to be so amazed by what he did. NO ONE has ever done something like that for me. and I found it SUPER-DUPER sweet. TOTALLY. The sweetest thing that has ever happened to me.
It all started kasi when I once asked him if he knows how to cook. he said he doesnt. then I told him kung panu niya ako bubuhayin kung hindi siya marunong magluto. hehe.ü wala lang. I just want to ask him that question.
I had no idea talaga na ipagluluto niya pa ako. sakto. hindi ako nakapagbreakfast. hehe.ü
and from what he did. I found it as a sweet revenge. bumabawi sa lahat nang conflicts namin.
then the rest of the day is A TOTAL sweetness of HIM.
love meiro. ♥
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last night. my uncle's wife was rushed to the hospital because of spotting. I went with them. we went to manila hospital FIRST because the aunt of my uncle's wife is on duty there. when we arrived in EMERGENCY I was so pissed off because no one had come to assist us. we are the one to ask for a wheel chair pa. then I asked myself. ganon ba talaga kapag government hospital? Its so different between the scenes i see in the movies. hindi naman ganon ang emergency nila.
I see people lying around. I see women who are almost giving birth. one incident really made me so disappointed. biglang pumutok ung patubigan nya na then bigla ba naman sinabi nang nurse bakit niya daw inire. GOSH! hello. sinigawan niya pa ung buntis. nakakainis un mga ganon. so we decided na sa makati med na lang siya since di naman namin macontact yung tita niya.
then my uncle-in-law talked to me. ganon daw talaga kapag wala kang pera. wala kang patutunguhan. walang manyayare sayo kung wala kang pera.
I reflected on the things he said to me last night. he made me realize how hard life is. that I am still living in a fairy tale and getting ready for the reality. while he was talking to me. wala akong nagawa kungdi ang ang maging tulala. ganon pala talaga ang mundo. kung mahirap ka. wala kang patutunguhan. kung may pera ka. go with the flow.. that is LIFE.
na kwento ko din sa tito ko na. ayaw ako maging nurse nang mom ko kung hindi ren ako magtra2baho sa ibang bansa. ang sabi ko sakanya naisip ko lang kung pano na ang dear philippines natin kung lahat nang nurse sa ibang bansa magtra2baho. then he told me. minsan daw sa buhay natin. kelangan natin unahin ang ating mga sarili bago natin unahin ang iba. napag isip2 ko. tama nga siya. dapat ko mun unahin ang sarili ko.. ang future ko.
ngaun. I decided to take up NURSING. and after nursing MED PROPER. then SPECIALIZATION. either. pedia or ob gyne. I want to be a doctor. no more NURSE anymore.
love meiro. ♥
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since last week everyone in our school was preparing for the PAASCU. sana nga PAASCU na lang everyday eh. hehe. kasi ang bait nang mga learners. love meiro. ♥
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I haven't updated my blog for the last few days. and a lot of things happened.
just last, last week. ALL CAT units were suspended due to some reasons. and of course SAS was also affected. no more training since last last week and I admit that I already miss our unit. I've learned a lot of things in SAS. especially team cooperation and discipline. even though I seldom attend SAS training. I still value our team. and the unit itself.
FIRST MONTHSARY. Time is really running so fast. parang kelan lang nung inaasar kami ni lloyd. parang kelan lang yung panyayare sa AVR. grabe naman. Buti pinayagan si charles. he fetched me. went out to eat. we went for a mass. and stayed in starbucks for an hour. then we went back home na. everything went well. kahit mejo mainit ang weather. okay pa din. :)
HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY! ILOVEYOU.
TUESDAY. A non air con day. damn! implemented law sa school. woshoo! nagtitipid sila. hahaha. JOWK. ewan ko ba. kaartehan nila. ang init tuloy sa school sobra. pero sa 3rd floor mahangin naman. lalo na sa geom class. hihi. :]
AYUN. wala na akong maalala. basta ang alam ko nagusap si charles at ang dad niya. dapat daw pareho maganda academics namin. ayiee. nagtutulangan nga kami ee. :p
love meiro. ♥
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I'm loving you with no hows or whys. no ifs and buts. I love you just the way you are. even before falling inlove with you so deeply I already think about the consequences we'll be having in our relationship. I know we'll get to the point where we cant spend time together because you are not allowed. or simply, your parents doesnt like you to do or to have sweet stuffs and romantic dates in our relationship. even before. I already expected this to happen. and I found no regrets of loving you. I have a deep understanding when it comes to you and me. Please dont tell me that "nagkukulang ata ako sayo". I dont want to hear this shit again from you. sure thing. having no romantic dates or simple dates can mean lack of time for our relationship. but I just dont want us to push through in something that is not easy to do and something that is forbidden. besides I have no problems with that. and so what if we cant do these things? atleast. lets try to do something else. a lot of things can be romantic and sweet if we will be creative in thinking and doing it. I just want you to know that I dont think of you as a boyfriend who doesnt have an extra time with his girl. but then. think of me as a girlfriend who will try to understand everything and anything even though deep within its already hurting me. everything is FINE with me. Promise. I love you and because of my love for you I understand your situation.
love meiro. ♥
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Real Name: Mary Angelbelle S. Dizon
Age: 17
Birth Date: September 19, 1992
School: Centro Escolar University
Course: Dentistry
I am Mary Angel but call me Ella. My BLOG documents my Bittersweet Life as a University Student, an intimidating Friend, a Loving Daughter, a Sweet Girlfriend and an Independent G I R L. This is my Web Journal where in all my thoughts, craves, rants and happenings in my life are posted. Constructive Criticism are highly appreciated! ♥
University Student ○ I am currently taking up DENTISTRY which is one of the difficult and the most expensive majors. At first, It was hard dealing with college life, the subjects along with the lessons and its quizzes and projects and of course, the professors and the grades, block mates and the school itself. but as the days go by all the pressure and pleasure, fun, hardships, trials and updates about being a College Student have a sense of fulfillment in the end! :)
Intimidating Friend ○ What is Friend? For me Friend is someone you have that knows how to deal with your drama in life. Someone who accepts you for who you are, Someone who isn't afraid of telling you your wrong doings, Someone who will never turn their back in spite of your mood swings and attitude problems. Someone who will always settle things with you. That's how I define FRIEND. You? How do you define FRIENDSHIP?
Loving Daughter ○ I love my family so much. They are the foundation of my own self. I am the eldest among the family. At this point of time, Pressure of being the eldest do not conquer me, YET. When I was younger, my grandmother nurtured me and took care of me when my Mom was away and still, nurturing and taking care of me at this point of time even Mom is already here for us. I owe my grandmother so much. Though I was spoiled by her in many ways and sometimes unintentionally made things difficult for her because of my wrong doings I still go back and make it up to her. She became a Mother, a Father and a Grandmother to me all at the same time. She's my inspiration in life.
Sweet Girlfriend ○ Oh yes, I am into a long term relationship right now, with my Best Friend. You read it right. Best Friends turned Lovers. Being in love with your best friend is good and easy and being in a relationship with your Best friend isn't better but the BEST! Friendship is a very good foundation of LOVE and I am very much happy to have a relationship with friendship as a foundation but of course, just like any love, Trials and Challenges still come along our way but everything's worth it.
Mary Angelbelle Dizon.
My Dad once told me how they got my name. He said, When mom was laboring, He prayed to Mama Mary and the Angels for Mom's guidance. That's how I got, Mary Angel, from Mama Mary and the Angels and the Belle? Well, Dad said he got that from Mom's name: Bel.
Yes I know, I have a very long name. Haha.
Ella.
For the obvious fact that I have a very long name, I had difficulty choosing a name to call me, a nickname. Before it was Belle, then it turned to Elle and finally, I settled for one, ELLA. I love that name ever since. It was hard convincing people to call me Ella because they are all used to call me ANGEL but I know they'll get used to it. :)
- I was born 10:36 am at Olivarez Hospital, Paranaque.
- Christened at St. Andrew Church, Paranaque.
- I am the Eldest Child.
- I am the Eldest Grandchild.
- I am the Eldest Great Grandchild.
- I have no full siblings. - Unica Hija of my Parents but I have siblings on both sides now. :)
- I have two handsome brothers and one pretty sister ( Maternal ). - named Simon, Samuel and Sarah. I love them so much!
- I have a beautiful mother. - Of course, kanino pa ba ako magmamana? :)
- I have a boyfriend. - named Lloyd Philip Hamilton-brown Frilles. He's my bestfriend before he became my boyfriend. Cool right? :D
- Primary: El Nino de Salambao Academy, Paranaque
- Elementary: ENDSA and MES, BES.
- High School: PNHS, Angelicum College, Quezon City
- Academic and Special Awards: Best in Art (Kinder), Best in Science (Elementary) 1st runner up Miss Agham (Elementary), Most Courteous (Elementary), 2nd honorable mention (Elementary), Two 4th honorable mention (Elementary). (I had no awards in High school, AC is a non graded institution. )
- College: Centro Escolar University, Manila - Taking up Dentistry and currently on my 2nd year.
- Independent - I take care of myself, alone.
- Optimistic - I see things on the bright side whenever I have a problem.
- Sweet - I am sweet when it comes to the people I care about. So dont get me wrong.
- Loving - as much as possible I try showing my love but when I dont see anything in return, I might bounce back.
- Sarcastic - I use this to defend my self.
- Frank - When you get into my nerves I could tell the most hurtful word to you. " I say what I mean and mean what I say. "
- Vain - Well, I guess its just a part of being a GIRL.
- Stubborn - Yes. Very Stubborn and Bossy. I want what I want. ( You can ask my mom.)
- Dancer - I love dancing ever since. I just dont have that much passion to get into it.
- Wild - Wild in a sense that I am game for anything. :)
- Spoiled - I was spoiled when I was younger. Before, My grandparents almost give everything I want and need and that was lots of love! I am still spoiled right now, by Lloyd.
- Bitch - I hate people who hurts people's feelings. I stand up for them and that makes me a bitch to you.
- Opinionated - Beware: My opinion contains sarcasm, well not all the time. :D
- Health Freak - I am very much concern when it comes to my body. My hate list includes: Alcohol and Smoke, any kind of smoke.
- Confident - I believe Confidence is one of the most important attitudes of being a person without it you cannot achieve what you want.
- Loud - Only with my friends!
- Moody - Yes, Especially PMS days. My mood swings to one mood to another. At least, Lloyd can handle it. : p
- Sporty - I play badminton. I love swimming and hiking.
- Hard chick - I kick ass! : p
- Outgoing - Is wild and outgoing the same? :D
- Elegant - Simple yet Elegant, that's me! :D
- Mean - Yes, especially if you are also mean to me. I am meaner.
- High Maintenance - Very. Especially when it comes to myself. I have a high standard to the point that people get mad at me because of how I act. I just love myself so much, you know.
- Bestfriends turned Lovers - We were best friends for more than 2 years before we actually had love feelings for each other. The feeling was mutual.
- It wasn't easy - It was really hard because I had a current relationship back then. The story? Here.
- Months of Trials and Hardships - Before we moved in to the next stage, We went through ups and downs to finally be together and I gave him so much challenges to prove himself to me. It was really hard because I was always misunderstood by people and sadly, my own friends for giving him hard time and extreme difficulties and for the fact that my grandmother wont approve to our relationship that time made it all worst but later, my grandmother did understood me.
- April 29, 2009 - We became Official. :) I finally ended all his miseries. ( As if it was very hard. Hahaha ) The story? Here.
- Blissful - For me, A relationship with your best friend is the most blissful relationship. It maybe hard for us at the start but the reward of trials and hardships is incomparable. Why? Its all because of FRIENDSHIP! The foundation of your love is friendship. I tell you, In a relationship like this you have to be open and optimistic. Just like any relationship, this also have downfalls but if you think ahead and look into the brighter side you can surpass anything that gets into your way. Remember: Do not get afraid of committing just because you are afraid of losing the friendship. You have to take the risk if you want to be happy. Truly HAPPY. :)
PERSONAL.
- My Family - My Dad, Mom, Simon, Sarah, Samuel and my Grandmother. :)
- Lloyd! ♥
- Pancho - My 4 year old mini pincher. He's my baby dog!
- Hello Kitty - I love her ever since. GAAAH. Give me more kitties.
- Butterflies
FOOD.
- Dimsum
- Sushi
- Pasta
- Bulalo
- Beef Steak
- Sarsa Iglesia
- Buttered Crab and Shrimp
- Corn
- Mango and Strawberry
- Desserts
- Anything that my lola cooks. ♥
TECHY.
- Cybershot Camera
- iPhone
iPod
Underwater Camera
PSP
Nokia N70
- Laptop
- Subaru Impreza WRX or Mazda 3
PLACES.
- My Bedroom - My heaven.
- Puerto Galera
Cebu - Lived here for three years.
Bohol - I saw dolphins here! :)
- Palawan
Hongkong - I love ocean park.
- Japan - Madaming Hello kitty dito!! GAAAHH.
- Korea
- Paris
- Enchanted Kingdom - 1st anniversary plan. ♥
- Cockroaches - as in capital I-P-I-S!
- Pollution - Pollution makes me poor. I waste all my money for a taxi fare just because I hate smokes so much. It gives me headache. Grrr. Cant the authorities do something about it?
- Cigarette's smoke - Nahihilo ako.
- Dance Club - Not that I hate dancing and mingling with people. I just hate loud music. It gives me migraine.
- Coward - People who cant even face me. As in face to face and just keep on talking behind my back are pathetic.
- Walk out - I hate it how people walk out when they are face to something they cant stand.
I know this is pretty long but still,
I'm happy I was able to express myself in words. :D
- Ella Dizon
" Doll Outside, Devil Inside. "
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Ella. εїз 17. Independent. Virgo. Eldest. Taken. Escolarian. Optimistic. Sweet. Frank. Vain. Spoiled. Opinionated. Confident. Loud. Moody. Outgoing. Girly. Elegant. Mean.
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