Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 30, 2007 Comments:0
just a glimpse of my college life.
As I was browsing through the pages of Candy magazine August 2005 issue. I saw an interesting article. It was about COLLEGE and how to deal with it. I found it very informative since I just recently shift my interest into Business. so I decided to just take BS marketing management first. take note FIRST. so I simply mean that I am still willing to take up BS Nursing probably after my 1st course. and go all the way to Med proper to be a doctor. I guess? hell yeah. [ I'm wondering in what age I will be finishing those courses? hihi ]
Sometimes I feel like wanting to be a nurse or a doctor someday but whenever I think about my future family. It stops me from pursuing in the field of medicine. you know why? because I know I wont be able to balance my time between my family and my work. I don't want to be a mom nor a wife who leaves the house every now and then and not be able to spend holidays with my family.
I cant imagine myself being like that. and anyway, being a nurse or a doctor is not really what I wanted. I'm just really interested in learning everything about the Human Body but having to work as a nurse or a doctor is not my field of interest.
I want to don those business suits and be a corporate chick. meeting different peoples, presenting proposals and everything. that is what I always wanted.
I just hope I could be a successful woman someday.
- - -
I took this quiz in candymag that helps what course to choose. So I took it. and the result was a tie. A tie between
College of Business and College of Science and Engineering
I was stunned from the results! Under College of Business lies BS marketing management. and Under College of Science and Engineering lies BS nursing. but I still stick to my decisions. a decision that might change. hehe.ü
confused.
- - -
Charles and I just got a conversation about college. I told him that I am pretty excited about my college life. and I told him that I hope that we'll go in the same university.
He said even if we will not be able to go in the same university at least we both should be SUCCESSFUL. Yeah. He is right. We should be successful. We should pursue in LIFE. I asked him if he wanna go on the same university with me. He said of course. He wants to but he said that we must more concentrate on our priorities. I was like.
uh. okay. I get it.
I don't know why but my intuition tells me that He doesn't want to go on the same university with me. I really don't know why but that is what I felt when he told me that. Maybe he really wants to pursue and to focus to be SUCCESSFUL. and set aside ME. [ oh no?! ] ok. I know I am over analyzing things. its just that it isn't what I am expecting him to tell me. I guess expecting too much HURTS me. [ aww ouch ]
since im over analyzing it. Lets look at the brighter side. but I cant think of anything brighter by this time. [ PASS! Im a DORK. ]
oww. btw. He wants to study in UP while I want to study in UST. He once told me if he did not pass in UP. UST will be his second option. but I know he will pass the UPCAT. I believe he will pass. He has the possibility to pass. and if that happens I will be a lot Happy for him. cause I know UP is where he really wants to study and also because most of his cousins studies in UP.
I am not his girlfriend to manipulate him.
I am his girlfriend to support him in anything he wants to be .♥
♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 30, 2007 Comments:0
exactly Me.
Definitely ME! Im a true Virgo. I was kinda surprised of the result but yeah. its really ME. I love the last part. Im a FIGHTER!
Mean again?
HELL NO. but not for theLongs for freedom thingy. currently. I am having the freedom to express myself. freedom to do anything I wanted and of course the Freedom to Love. owyeah. I miss Charles a lot. :c
- - -
He just called. * kilig! * Charles just called just to say I LOVE YOU. and said that he misses me a lot. and to make lambing. I love it when he baby-talk me.
I love the way he say
" ilabyou beri mach "
in a very cute way. hehe that makes me miss him more. :c
awww. I miss you more. I really do. :c
♥ Mary Angel
Saturday, December 29
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Saturday, December 29, 2007 Comments:0
why destiny?
Damn! why is it like this? pinapatamaan ba talaga ako?!
I put my iPod into shuffle. then sunod-sunod yung sad songs na pinatatamaan feelings ko.
I gotta go my own way. You're the inspiration. When there was me and you. and Love will lead you back
those three songs are what I always listen to whenever I feel sad and alone.
ow gosh. WHY am I feeling this way? Im being MEANagain.
♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Saturday, December 29, 2007 Comments:0
so long.
Nothing so much to blog. just a few ramblings in life.
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Tired of feeling the same way. I just hope he knows how to balance his time with me and to other things. We had a fight again just this morning around 2am and until now were still not okay. its been so long already after our last fight and hell yeah.I was so happy because of not arguing with him for so long but then it happened again. He let his anger strike his heart and his feelings for me. while I kept on telling him to cool down himself first before talking. cause we're not really fixing anything if he feels that way.
For myself, I already managed to control my anger and I even let my pride vanish along with my awful feelings. but nothing good happened.
I'm tired of hearing him saying sorry. But I have no reason not to accept it. at least he says sorry. I just hope that there's a sincerity on it. I still dont know whether to make it up to him this instant or still let my hurt feelings dwell with him.
CONFUSED.
but then again.
Im tired of the same old arguments that we're having.
I love him so much and I want to fix things with him.
---
btw. Im currently suffering from a stupid sickness. I bet he doesn't know anything about this because He did not ask how was I'm feeling since this morning.
our conflict made my sickness worst because I cant get myself to eat well and sleep because he is the only one that keeps on popping into my mind.
haay.
I miss him A LOT. as in a LOT.
♥ Mary Angel
Saturday, December 22
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Saturday, December 22, 2007 Comments:0
wedding survey.
*Got this from someone at multiply*
This is a survey about your dream wedding, whether it be in the next or after ten years. So, please answer after you read, the person who answered this before you took a great deal of effort. This is going to be fun.
1. How old are you? ♥ 15.
2. SiNGLE OR IN RELATiONSHiP ♥ in a relationship.
3. In wat age do u think u’ll get married? ♥ 25 or so..
4. Do u think ul b marrying d person u r wid now? ♥ yes. hopefully.Ü
5. If not, hu do u want 2 marry? ♥ i don't think it would happen.
6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional church wedding? ♥ traditional church wedding.
8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon? ♥ hehe. natawa naman ako. di ko pa kasi iniisip yun eh. pero if ever sa hongkong. I love that place eh.
9. How many guests do you think you’ll nvite? ♥ 100 plus??.
10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding? ♥ simple yet elegant and memorable! basta kaya namin ibudget. hihi. wala pa nga kaming budget eh.
11 . Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own? ♥ traditional vows.
12. How many layer of cake do you want to have? ♥ kung ilang years kami bago ikasal. probably 10 layers? haha.
13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place? ♥ hotel or tagaytay convention center.
14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning? ♥ morning.
15. outdoors or indoors ♥ indoors.
16. Do you like a grand entrance? (for girls) ♥ yes. Ofcourse.
17 . How do you like your bridal entrance? ♥ ahmm. hehe. okay natawa na naman ako. wala pa talaga to sa isip ko pero sige iisipin ko na. haha. syempre with my parents beside me tapos may falling rose petals. ehem. hehe..
18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding. ♥ baby you're my destiny or more than you'll ever know.*
19. Are you a morning person or a night person? ♥ night person.
20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one? ♥ solemn.
21. Describe your ideal husband/wife? ♥CHARLES MICHAEL GAW.
22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon and fork? ♥ fine dining.
23. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
24. Champagne or red wine? ♥ red wine.
25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? ♥ natawa na naman ako. haha. days after siguro. diba sa hongkong ko gusto. as if naman flight agad after wedding noh.
26. Money or household? ♥ money.
27 . Who will pay for the bills? ♥ xempre kami dalawa..
28. Are you ready for married life? ♥ not yet. I still have a lot to pursue in life. right now, we should enjoy each others company and slowly, we'll get ready for settling in. of course, we must keep faith and love. keep the love in flame until the right time. :]
♥ Mary Angel
Friday, December 21
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Friday, December 21, 2007 Comments:0
Merry Christmas!
[ currently listening to :more than you'll ever know of christian bautista]
Christmas na. we had our christmas party today but it did not went very well. because I was late of buying California maki and our party was not fun compared to last year. then we went to eduardo's crib to hang out and we also had fun playing UNO and HEART ATTACK. todo laugh trip! I so so LOVE the chicken with white sauce that mrs.fajardo cooked. I want it again! hehe.
but before this day. yesterday was a very happy and fun day because Me, ria, lloyd and Jm went to the mall to shop for christmas presents. I consider it as a bonding time for us since we were all close friends. even ria said that it was her 1st time to experience shopping with me. hehe.ü charles was also at the mall. so we decided to meet up. He gave me his gift. and the next day. we named it. chop-chop. we got it from chopstick. hehe I love it very much! chop-chop is very adorable and CUTE!
I bought him two shirts from penshoppe. It was so CUTE! hehe. I love the graphic design of the shirt I bought.
We bought some snacks then went home. ofcourse. he sent me back to our house. arranged my things. Then I slept. ow im sleepy again. xD.
♥ Mary Angel
Tuesday, December 18
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Comments:0
CMG.
A faithful husband was drunk, he doesn’t know what was happening around him. Upon going home, he directly entered the room and slept. Morning came, with the amaze on his face, everything is in order, a tablet of aspirin and a glass of water with a note, “good morning hon! I’ll just buy groceries for our dinner. Have your breakfast! I love you!” He was wondering why was that so, even though he was drunk last night. He asked his son, “What happened last night? Why is this so? Your mom should be angry.” Son replied, “Mom tried to unclothe you but you said, stop I’m married.
I love this short story that I found. short but so meaningful! sana ganito din magiging future HUSBAND ko. ü ♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Comments:0
girls will be girls.
How Women think
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
FIVE MINUTES This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade.
NOTHING This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine"
GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine"
GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.
LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a nonverbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"
SOFT SIGH Again, not a word, but a nonverbal statement. "Soft Sighs" mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised Eyebrow."
GO AHEAD At some point in the near future! re, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Please do This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"
THANKS A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you're welcome.
THANKS A LOT
This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing"
Mostly true! hindi naman kami masyadong magulo noh? hehe.
to the boys out there, lalo na kay charles. hehe. ayan may tips na kayo hah. siguro naman hindi na kayo masyado maguguluhan kapag ginawa namin yung mga bagay na un.
♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Comments:0
Overdue blog post.
ow well! I had no Internet connection for two weeks and that is the reason why I have not updated my blog. I miss this a LOT.
- December 07
Charles and I 3rd monthsary. Time runs so fast. parang kailan lang yung asaran days ah. I really love it when 7th day comes. We don't bare to have any petty arguments at all Plus, we're super duper EXTRA sweet to each other. no lame conflicts = a very happy day! he gave me my favorite chocolate. yum yum yum.
Happy 3rd Monthsary Charles Gaw! i love you alot. ü
- December 10
Mom's arrival from her business trip in hongkong. I got an IPOD NANO from her. lacoste rubber shoes and a speaker for my pc and my new IPOD! Spoiled brat? owyeah. just a LITTLE. hehe..
a VERY MEMORABLE DAY. :]
- December 12
our 1st swimming class in P.E. eventually, only 4 of us made it to be cleared in swimming. yahoo! after swimming. I wasnt able to warm up before dipping in. So my arms was terribly aching. I cant even move my arms. at the same time, charles was mad at me because of my 2 piece swimsuit. hehe I really love it when he gets mad at me because of inappropriate clothing. i feel so secured and at the same time happy because he disciplines me. Im not liberated or anything. He just dont like seeing me in very sexy clothes in front of other people. He is so protective and I LOVE IT! Instead of him being mad at me, He then took care of me until dismissal because of my aching arms. I barely cant move that much because it hurts when I move it. He massaged my arms though it hurts a bit. it was still fine because the hurt makes me feel better. then I said I was hungry. so he went out and bought a food for me. baked macaroni and green lemon. as I was eating our facilitator came so I have to stop munching my food. so I just continued eating in schoolbus with him feeding me. I feel much like a baby. hehe. his very own baby.
- December 15
Pfc day. My mom did not attend PFC. I got mad at her but it only lasted for a short time. we went shopping. and ofcourse! I bought 3 new clothes, a jacket and a skinny jeans. all from JAG and LEE. it was a bonding moment for me and my mom. and we even shopped for my siblings things and clothes. I saw a cute pillow then I bought it and I gave it to charles. hehe..
- December 17 Intramurals 07-08. nothing much to say. we were defended by seniors and freshmens. it sucks. :x
thats all since my last post.
Im pretty hungry now. I better eat . and I better loose some fats. Im getting chubby. hehe...
♥ Mary Angel
Wednesday, December 5
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Wednesday, December 05, 2007 Comments:0
I miss my MOM.
I ammissingher a lot. I miss my mom since she had been gone for almost two weeks now. she is in hong kong right now. as usual. business related TRIP. she told me that she had bought me a gadget. amp4. I was surprised. because I did not even tell her to buy me anything before she left for hong kong and yet she had still remembermy request for her when she left for states. I dont want to ask her for anything when she left for hong kong because she hadgivenme a lot of things already at ayoko umabuso. mabait ako. and I dont want to lure around with the money she is giving to me whenever I asks for it. nagagalit din kasi sakin si charles. and I dont want him to getmadat me . and yet I know I am a BIG spender. and I should do something about it.
Mom will behome on the7th. Charles and I 3rd monthsary. its been a long time since then.
Time is running so FAST.
♥ Mary Angel
Sunday, December 2
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 02, 2007 Comments:0
very 1st time.
Very first time - sophia
Show Me What You Mean Boy Cause I Could Get Used To This Obsessed With Your Sexiness It's You That's In My Heart And I Know What You're Tryna Do Your Making Me Work For Youuu Making Me Fuss Over You I Can't Help If I'm In Love
[Chorus:] And I Know It That Look In Your Eye (My Baby) That You Want Me To For The Very First Time I've Got The Strangest Feeling In My Mind I'm Thinkin Of What To Do For The Very First Time Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning The Best Time I Have Is With You
[Verse 2:] Unashamed Of Showing My Affection Just Spend Alittle Time With You Stay Up Late On The Phone To You I Can't Believe What I Feel Inside
[Hook:] I've Seen The Tide Written On The Floor, Yeah You've Got My Hand If You Ever Really Need It Anytime You Think You'd Fall I'm With You, I'm With You Don't Really Need A Second Invitation Give Me Something To Look Forward To All I Want Is Alittle Love Nation To Be With You
I've Got The Strangest Feeling Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning Baby, Baby I Feel So Alive
This song makes me remember what I went through when I started having feelings for charles.
Everything just went back on me. from how i got excited everytime I see him from how I got crazy over his smile. everything!! every single thing about what happened to me before and what is still happening inside me.
I cant help it. I am so INLOVE.
♥ chinabelle.
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 02, 2007 Comments:0
should I believe?
I took a quiz I got from one of the bloggers The tibetan personality test and I was shocked from the results.
The question is to put the Cow, Tiger, Sheeps, Horse, Pig in order of my preference.. So I did:
Horse Cow Tiger Pig Sheep
and on the Answer portion showed their meaning. which defines my priority in Life.
Tiger as the PRIDE Sheep as the LOVE Cow as the CAREER Horse as the FAMILY Pig as the MONEY
I was a bit shocked when Family comes first on my priorties I mean I admit that I have a very high pride ever since even to my family. But I though learned to deal with it especially when it comes to other people and to my love realtionship. I was very shocked to know that love comes least on my priorities but then thats not how I feel it thats not how I see it. I always prioritize my love life and I always make sure to do things according to what my heart says. I just cant believe that Love is my least priority.
second question is to write a word that best describes the dog, cat, rat, coffee and sea. and so I did:
Dog implies your own personality. Cat implies the personality of your partner Rat implies the personality of your enemies Coffee is how you interpret sex Sea implies your own life
owfine. So Im smart? maybe yes. I see it from how I manage the trials I have in my Life. I dont let any trials let me down instead I try to learn from it and stand up as a whole.
haha. the second one is really TRUE! charles is really sweet from the smallest up to the biggest things he did for me. In him Ive felt the real meaning of sweetness and happiness. In him Ive proved that guys can be ROMANTIC.
so my ENEMIES stinks? hahaha! NO COMMENT!
is really sex extravagant for me? or the coffee is what im referring to? HAHA. the hell.
yes its true. My Life is simply as relax as the calm waves splurges into the shore. Thats how I see MY LIFE. every wave brings a meaning. every trial in my life brings a new beginning.
Third question is to write down names which relate the following colors: yellow, red, orange, white and green
so I did: Yellow: My mom orange: My guy bestfriend, Lloyd red: My boyfriend. charles white: My sister and bestfriend, ria Green: My close friend, Ysa
and their meaning
Yellow- Someone you will never forget Orange- Someone you consider your true friend Red- Someone that you really Love White- Your twin soul Green- Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life
ofcourse, I will never forget my mom. hehe I do consider lloyd as my true friend because I can simply talk to him about everything and he keeps me up when I am down. I really love charles. I love him with no buts and ifs or whys or hows. loving him makes me whole. Now that I have him its hard to live a life without HIM. aww. my shobe ria. partner in crime! haha. I love her to death! ysa is already a part of me. just like lloyd. they both keeps me up. they are the one I can always depend on.
♥ chinabelle.
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 02, 2007 Comments:0
hotseat questions.
- Saan kayo unang nagkakilala o paano kayo naging magkakilala?
♥ classmates kami! dahil kay lloyd. hehe.. love you lili!
- Ano ang una niyong ginawa or naging situation bago maging kayo? Meaning to say sa pagkakaibigan niyo bakit kayong dalawa mismo ang close sa bawat isa?
♥hmm. kasi ako lang ang kumakausap skanya ? hehe. ewan ko. basta it all started in ASARAN!
- Niligawan ka ba o hindi? At Bakit?
♥ oo. its in the tradition my dear. and our family prefers that tradition.
- Paano kayo nagkadevelopan? ♥ I dont know. it just so happen that we fell for each other.
- Paano niyo rin naipahiwatig na may nararamdaman nga kayo sa bawat isa?
♥ doing small things for each other which is inamin namin yun nung kami na.
- Paano mo nasigurado na may nararamdaman kayong pagmamahalan sa bawat isa?
♥ It shows.
- Ano ang nagustuhan mo sa kanya?
♥ Everything about him. good or bad. I accepted him and loved him with no reason.
- Ano naman ang nagustuhan niya sayo?
♥ tanungin mo siya. hehe..
- Ano ang preferences mo sa pagkakaroon ng minamahal?
♥ NONE. My love for him is unconditional. - Siya ba ang taong hinahanap hanap mo? Natupad ba ang preferences mo na gusto mo pag nagkaroon ka ng minamahal? At Bakit?
♥ yeah he is.
- Kelan officially naging kayo at bakit yun ang date and month na napili niyo? Ano ang ibig sabihin ng numero para sa inyong dalawa?
♥ nanligaw kasi siya simula july 31 so naghanap ako nan sagot sa date na nanligaw siya. 31= 3+1+3x1= 7 and pareho namin favorite ang 7. since bata pa lang siya seven na talaga ang fave nya.
- Ilang months na kayo?
♥ 3 months and still counting.
- Nagcecelebrate ba kayo ng inyong monthsary? at bakit?
♥ yup! every monthsary namin dapat nasa starbucks kami. its our most awaited day every month.
- Pinakilala mo na ba siya sa iyong mga magulang, pamilya at kamag-anak? Pati sa mga kaibigan? Kung OO ano ang kanilang naging reaction para sa partner mo? Kung hindi pa pinapakilala bakit naman?
♥ yup I already did. both sides are legal. He seems good daw and gwapo. hihi..
- Pinakilala ka na rin ba niya sa mga magulang, pamilya at kamag-anak? Pati sa mga kaibigan mo? Kung OO ano ang naging reaction nila sayo nung makita ka or something like ano ang nasabi na nila about you? Pero kung hindi pa bakit naman?
♥ yup he already did simula nanliligaw pa lang siya. dapat daw hindi ako mataray at dapat masipag. uyy ganon ako. hehe..
- Bukod sa isang minamahal ano pa ang trato mo sa kanya at bakit? Kaibigan/b estfriend, alaga, magulang, kapatid o kung ano pa?
♥ my bestfriend and my very own DAD.
- Naging open minded ka ba sa kanya sa lahat ng bagay? yung tipong lahat ng sikreto mo alam niya?
♥ ofcourse. thats how we should be.
- Ano ang madalas niyong alitan? Paano niyo ito naisesettle or paano kayo nagsesettle? May araw ba na nagkakatampuha n kayo? Yung tipong hindi kayo mag-uusap ng matagal tapos darating rin ang oras na magbabati rin kayo?
♥ haha!! oo. halos 2 subjects hindi kami nagpapansina n dahil mapride ako. pero DATI un.
- Hanggang ngayon ba nararamdaman niyo rin na in love pa rin kayo sa kanya?
♥ ofcourse. Love is never meant to feel in just a short time. Love must be felt as long as the world goes round.
- Kahit matagal na kayong magkasama naglili gawan pa rin ba kayo?
♥ haha!! oo! he still gives me flowers and letters and stuffs
♥ chinabelle.
Sunday, December 30
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 30, 2007 Comments:0
just a glimpse of my college life.
As I was browsing through the pages of Candy magazine August 2005 issue. I saw an interesting article. It was about COLLEGE and how to deal with it. I found it very informative since I just recently shift my interest into Business. so I decided to just take BS marketing management first. take note FIRST. so I simply mean that I am still willing to take up BS Nursing probably after my 1st course. and go all the way to Med proper to be a doctor. I guess? hell yeah. [ I'm wondering in what age I will be finishing those courses? hihi ]
Sometimes I feel like wanting to be a nurse or a doctor someday but whenever I think about my future family. It stops me from pursuing in the field of medicine. you know why? because I know I wont be able to balance my time between my family and my work. I don't want to be a mom nor a wife who leaves the house every now and then and not be able to spend holidays with my family.
I cant imagine myself being like that. and anyway, being a nurse or a doctor is not really what I wanted. I'm just really interested in learning everything about the Human Body but having to work as a nurse or a doctor is not my field of interest.
I want to don those business suits and be a corporate chick. meeting different peoples, presenting proposals and everything. that is what I always wanted.
I just hope I could be a successful woman someday.
- - -
I took this quiz in candymag that helps what course to choose. So I took it. and the result was a tie. A tie between
College of Business and College of Science and Engineering
I was stunned from the results! Under College of Business lies BS marketing management. and Under College of Science and Engineering lies BS nursing. but I still stick to my decisions. a decision that might change. hehe.ü
confused.
- - -
Charles and I just got a conversation about college. I told him that I am pretty excited about my college life. and I told him that I hope that we'll go in the same university.
He said even if we will not be able to go in the same university at least we both should be SUCCESSFUL. Yeah. He is right. We should be successful. We should pursue in LIFE. I asked him if he wanna go on the same university with me. He said of course. He wants to but he said that we must more concentrate on our priorities. I was like.
uh. okay. I get it.
I don't know why but my intuition tells me that He doesn't want to go on the same university with me. I really don't know why but that is what I felt when he told me that. Maybe he really wants to pursue and to focus to be SUCCESSFUL. and set aside ME. [ oh no?! ] ok. I know I am over analyzing things. its just that it isn't what I am expecting him to tell me. I guess expecting too much HURTS me. [ aww ouch ]
since im over analyzing it. Lets look at the brighter side. but I cant think of anything brighter by this time. [ PASS! Im a DORK. ]
oww. btw. He wants to study in UP while I want to study in UST. He once told me if he did not pass in UP. UST will be his second option. but I know he will pass the UPCAT. I believe he will pass. He has the possibility to pass. and if that happens I will be a lot Happy for him. cause I know UP is where he really wants to study and also because most of his cousins studies in UP.
I am not his girlfriend to manipulate him.
I am his girlfriend to support him in anything he wants to be .♥
♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 30, 2007 Comments:0
exactly Me.
Definitely ME! Im a true Virgo. I was kinda surprised of the result but yeah. its really ME. I love the last part. Im a FIGHTER!
Mean again?
HELL NO. but not for theLongs for freedom thingy. currently. I am having the freedom to express myself. freedom to do anything I wanted and of course the Freedom to Love. owyeah. I miss Charles a lot. :c
- - -
He just called. * kilig! * Charles just called just to say I LOVE YOU. and said that he misses me a lot. and to make lambing. I love it when he baby-talk me.
I love the way he say
" ilabyou beri mach "
in a very cute way. hehe that makes me miss him more. :c
awww. I miss you more. I really do. :c
♥ Mary Angel
Saturday, December 29
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Saturday, December 29, 2007 Comments:0
why destiny?
Damn! why is it like this? pinapatamaan ba talaga ako?!
I put my iPod into shuffle. then sunod-sunod yung sad songs na pinatatamaan feelings ko.
I gotta go my own way. You're the inspiration. When there was me and you. and Love will lead you back
those three songs are what I always listen to whenever I feel sad and alone.
ow gosh. WHY am I feeling this way? Im being MEANagain.
♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Saturday, December 29, 2007 Comments:0
so long.
Nothing so much to blog. just a few ramblings in life.
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Tired of feeling the same way. I just hope he knows how to balance his time with me and to other things. We had a fight again just this morning around 2am and until now were still not okay. its been so long already after our last fight and hell yeah.I was so happy because of not arguing with him for so long but then it happened again. He let his anger strike his heart and his feelings for me. while I kept on telling him to cool down himself first before talking. cause we're not really fixing anything if he feels that way.
For myself, I already managed to control my anger and I even let my pride vanish along with my awful feelings. but nothing good happened.
I'm tired of hearing him saying sorry. But I have no reason not to accept it. at least he says sorry. I just hope that there's a sincerity on it. I still dont know whether to make it up to him this instant or still let my hurt feelings dwell with him.
CONFUSED.
but then again.
Im tired of the same old arguments that we're having.
I love him so much and I want to fix things with him.
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btw. Im currently suffering from a stupid sickness. I bet he doesn't know anything about this because He did not ask how was I'm feeling since this morning.
our conflict made my sickness worst because I cant get myself to eat well and sleep because he is the only one that keeps on popping into my mind.
haay.
I miss him A LOT. as in a LOT.
♥ Mary Angel
Saturday, December 22
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Saturday, December 22, 2007 Comments:0
wedding survey.
*Got this from someone at multiply*
This is a survey about your dream wedding, whether it be in the next or after ten years. So, please answer after you read, the person who answered this before you took a great deal of effort. This is going to be fun.
1. How old are you? ♥ 15.
2. SiNGLE OR IN RELATiONSHiP ♥ in a relationship.
3. In wat age do u think u’ll get married? ♥ 25 or so..
4. Do u think ul b marrying d person u r wid now? ♥ yes. hopefully.Ü
5. If not, hu do u want 2 marry? ♥ i don't think it would happen.
6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional church wedding? ♥ traditional church wedding.
8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon? ♥ hehe. natawa naman ako. di ko pa kasi iniisip yun eh. pero if ever sa hongkong. I love that place eh.
9. How many guests do you think you’ll nvite? ♥ 100 plus??.
10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding? ♥ simple yet elegant and memorable! basta kaya namin ibudget. hihi. wala pa nga kaming budget eh.
11 . Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own? ♥ traditional vows.
12. How many layer of cake do you want to have? ♥ kung ilang years kami bago ikasal. probably 10 layers? haha.
13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place? ♥ hotel or tagaytay convention center.
14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning? ♥ morning.
15. outdoors or indoors ♥ indoors.
16. Do you like a grand entrance? (for girls) ♥ yes. Ofcourse.
17 . How do you like your bridal entrance? ♥ ahmm. hehe. okay natawa na naman ako. wala pa talaga to sa isip ko pero sige iisipin ko na. haha. syempre with my parents beside me tapos may falling rose petals. ehem. hehe..
18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding. ♥ baby you're my destiny or more than you'll ever know.*
19. Are you a morning person or a night person? ♥ night person.
20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one? ♥ solemn.
21. Describe your ideal husband/wife? ♥CHARLES MICHAEL GAW.
22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon and fork? ♥ fine dining.
23. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
24. Champagne or red wine? ♥ red wine.
25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? ♥ natawa na naman ako. haha. days after siguro. diba sa hongkong ko gusto. as if naman flight agad after wedding noh.
26. Money or household? ♥ money.
27 . Who will pay for the bills? ♥ xempre kami dalawa..
28. Are you ready for married life? ♥ not yet. I still have a lot to pursue in life. right now, we should enjoy each others company and slowly, we'll get ready for settling in. of course, we must keep faith and love. keep the love in flame until the right time. :]
♥ Mary Angel
Friday, December 21
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Friday, December 21, 2007 Comments:0
Merry Christmas!
[ currently listening to :more than you'll ever know of christian bautista]
Christmas na. we had our christmas party today but it did not went very well. because I was late of buying California maki and our party was not fun compared to last year. then we went to eduardo's crib to hang out and we also had fun playing UNO and HEART ATTACK. todo laugh trip! I so so LOVE the chicken with white sauce that mrs.fajardo cooked. I want it again! hehe.
but before this day. yesterday was a very happy and fun day because Me, ria, lloyd and Jm went to the mall to shop for christmas presents. I consider it as a bonding time for us since we were all close friends. even ria said that it was her 1st time to experience shopping with me. hehe.ü charles was also at the mall. so we decided to meet up. He gave me his gift. and the next day. we named it. chop-chop. we got it from chopstick. hehe I love it very much! chop-chop is very adorable and CUTE!
I bought him two shirts from penshoppe. It was so CUTE! hehe. I love the graphic design of the shirt I bought.
We bought some snacks then went home. ofcourse. he sent me back to our house. arranged my things. Then I slept. ow im sleepy again. xD.
♥ Mary Angel
Tuesday, December 18
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Comments:0
CMG.
A faithful husband was drunk, he doesn’t know what was happening around him. Upon going home, he directly entered the room and slept. Morning came, with the amaze on his face, everything is in order, a tablet of aspirin and a glass of water with a note, “good morning hon! I’ll just buy groceries for our dinner. Have your breakfast! I love you!” He was wondering why was that so, even though he was drunk last night. He asked his son, “What happened last night? Why is this so? Your mom should be angry.” Son replied, “Mom tried to unclothe you but you said, stop I’m married.
I love this short story that I found. short but so meaningful! sana ganito din magiging future HUSBAND ko. ü ♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Comments:0
girls will be girls.
How Women think
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
FIVE MINUTES This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade.
NOTHING This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine"
GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine"
GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.
LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a nonverbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"
SOFT SIGH Again, not a word, but a nonverbal statement. "Soft Sighs" mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised Eyebrow."
GO AHEAD At some point in the near future! re, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Please do This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"
THANKS A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you're welcome.
THANKS A LOT
This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing"
Mostly true! hindi naman kami masyadong magulo noh? hehe.
to the boys out there, lalo na kay charles. hehe. ayan may tips na kayo hah. siguro naman hindi na kayo masyado maguguluhan kapag ginawa namin yung mga bagay na un.
♥ Mary Angel
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Comments:0
Overdue blog post.
ow well! I had no Internet connection for two weeks and that is the reason why I have not updated my blog. I miss this a LOT.
- December 07
Charles and I 3rd monthsary. Time runs so fast. parang kailan lang yung asaran days ah. I really love it when 7th day comes. We don't bare to have any petty arguments at all Plus, we're super duper EXTRA sweet to each other. no lame conflicts = a very happy day! he gave me my favorite chocolate. yum yum yum.
Happy 3rd Monthsary Charles Gaw! i love you alot. ü
- December 10
Mom's arrival from her business trip in hongkong. I got an IPOD NANO from her. lacoste rubber shoes and a speaker for my pc and my new IPOD! Spoiled brat? owyeah. just a LITTLE. hehe..
a VERY MEMORABLE DAY. :]
- December 12
our 1st swimming class in P.E. eventually, only 4 of us made it to be cleared in swimming. yahoo! after swimming. I wasnt able to warm up before dipping in. So my arms was terribly aching. I cant even move my arms. at the same time, charles was mad at me because of my 2 piece swimsuit. hehe I really love it when he gets mad at me because of inappropriate clothing. i feel so secured and at the same time happy because he disciplines me. Im not liberated or anything. He just dont like seeing me in very sexy clothes in front of other people. He is so protective and I LOVE IT! Instead of him being mad at me, He then took care of me until dismissal because of my aching arms. I barely cant move that much because it hurts when I move it. He massaged my arms though it hurts a bit. it was still fine because the hurt makes me feel better. then I said I was hungry. so he went out and bought a food for me. baked macaroni and green lemon. as I was eating our facilitator came so I have to stop munching my food. so I just continued eating in schoolbus with him feeding me. I feel much like a baby. hehe. his very own baby.
- December 15
Pfc day. My mom did not attend PFC. I got mad at her but it only lasted for a short time. we went shopping. and ofcourse! I bought 3 new clothes, a jacket and a skinny jeans. all from JAG and LEE. it was a bonding moment for me and my mom. and we even shopped for my siblings things and clothes. I saw a cute pillow then I bought it and I gave it to charles. hehe..
- December 17 Intramurals 07-08. nothing much to say. we were defended by seniors and freshmens. it sucks. :x
thats all since my last post.
Im pretty hungry now. I better eat . and I better loose some fats. Im getting chubby. hehe...
♥ Mary Angel
Wednesday, December 5
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Wednesday, December 05, 2007 Comments:0
I miss my MOM.
I ammissingher a lot. I miss my mom since she had been gone for almost two weeks now. she is in hong kong right now. as usual. business related TRIP. she told me that she had bought me a gadget. amp4. I was surprised. because I did not even tell her to buy me anything before she left for hong kong and yet she had still remembermy request for her when she left for states. I dont want to ask her for anything when she left for hong kong because she hadgivenme a lot of things already at ayoko umabuso. mabait ako. and I dont want to lure around with the money she is giving to me whenever I asks for it. nagagalit din kasi sakin si charles. and I dont want him to getmadat me . and yet I know I am a BIG spender. and I should do something about it.
Mom will behome on the7th. Charles and I 3rd monthsary. its been a long time since then.
Time is running so FAST.
♥ Mary Angel
Sunday, December 2
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 02, 2007 Comments:0
very 1st time.
Very first time - sophia
Show Me What You Mean Boy Cause I Could Get Used To This Obsessed With Your Sexiness It's You That's In My Heart And I Know What You're Tryna Do Your Making Me Work For Youuu Making Me Fuss Over You I Can't Help If I'm In Love
[Chorus:] And I Know It That Look In Your Eye (My Baby) That You Want Me To For The Very First Time I've Got The Strangest Feeling In My Mind I'm Thinkin Of What To Do For The Very First Time Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning The Best Time I Have Is With You
[Verse 2:] Unashamed Of Showing My Affection Just Spend Alittle Time With You Stay Up Late On The Phone To You I Can't Believe What I Feel Inside
[Hook:] I've Seen The Tide Written On The Floor, Yeah You've Got My Hand If You Ever Really Need It Anytime You Think You'd Fall I'm With You, I'm With You Don't Really Need A Second Invitation Give Me Something To Look Forward To All I Want Is Alittle Love Nation To Be With You
I've Got The Strangest Feeling Don't Wanna Lose This Meaning Baby, Baby I Feel So Alive
This song makes me remember what I went through when I started having feelings for charles.
Everything just went back on me. from how i got excited everytime I see him from how I got crazy over his smile. everything!! every single thing about what happened to me before and what is still happening inside me.
I cant help it. I am so INLOVE.
♥ chinabelle.
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 02, 2007 Comments:0
should I believe?
I took a quiz I got from one of the bloggers The tibetan personality test and I was shocked from the results.
The question is to put the Cow, Tiger, Sheeps, Horse, Pig in order of my preference.. So I did:
Horse Cow Tiger Pig Sheep
and on the Answer portion showed their meaning. which defines my priority in Life.
Tiger as the PRIDE Sheep as the LOVE Cow as the CAREER Horse as the FAMILY Pig as the MONEY
I was a bit shocked when Family comes first on my priorties I mean I admit that I have a very high pride ever since even to my family. But I though learned to deal with it especially when it comes to other people and to my love realtionship. I was very shocked to know that love comes least on my priorities but then thats not how I feel it thats not how I see it. I always prioritize my love life and I always make sure to do things according to what my heart says. I just cant believe that Love is my least priority.
second question is to write a word that best describes the dog, cat, rat, coffee and sea. and so I did:
Dog implies your own personality. Cat implies the personality of your partner Rat implies the personality of your enemies Coffee is how you interpret sex Sea implies your own life
owfine. So Im smart? maybe yes. I see it from how I manage the trials I have in my Life. I dont let any trials let me down instead I try to learn from it and stand up as a whole.
haha. the second one is really TRUE! charles is really sweet from the smallest up to the biggest things he did for me. In him Ive felt the real meaning of sweetness and happiness. In him Ive proved that guys can be ROMANTIC.
so my ENEMIES stinks? hahaha! NO COMMENT!
is really sex extravagant for me? or the coffee is what im referring to? HAHA. the hell.
yes its true. My Life is simply as relax as the calm waves splurges into the shore. Thats how I see MY LIFE. every wave brings a meaning. every trial in my life brings a new beginning.
Third question is to write down names which relate the following colors: yellow, red, orange, white and green
so I did: Yellow: My mom orange: My guy bestfriend, Lloyd red: My boyfriend. charles white: My sister and bestfriend, ria Green: My close friend, Ysa
and their meaning
Yellow- Someone you will never forget Orange- Someone you consider your true friend Red- Someone that you really Love White- Your twin soul Green- Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life
ofcourse, I will never forget my mom. hehe I do consider lloyd as my true friend because I can simply talk to him about everything and he keeps me up when I am down. I really love charles. I love him with no buts and ifs or whys or hows. loving him makes me whole. Now that I have him its hard to live a life without HIM. aww. my shobe ria. partner in crime! haha. I love her to death! ysa is already a part of me. just like lloyd. they both keeps me up. they are the one I can always depend on.
♥ chinabelle.
Posted by: ELLA ♥ Time: Sunday, December 02, 2007 Comments:0
hotseat questions.
- Saan kayo unang nagkakilala o paano kayo naging magkakilala?
♥ classmates kami! dahil kay lloyd. hehe.. love you lili!
- Ano ang una niyong ginawa or naging situation bago maging kayo? Meaning to say sa pagkakaibigan niyo bakit kayong dalawa mismo ang close sa bawat isa?
♥hmm. kasi ako lang ang kumakausap skanya ? hehe. ewan ko. basta it all started in ASARAN!
- Niligawan ka ba o hindi? At Bakit?
♥ oo. its in the tradition my dear. and our family prefers that tradition.
- Paano kayo nagkadevelopan? ♥ I dont know. it just so happen that we fell for each other.
- Paano niyo rin naipahiwatig na may nararamdaman nga kayo sa bawat isa?
♥ doing small things for each other which is inamin namin yun nung kami na.
- Paano mo nasigurado na may nararamdaman kayong pagmamahalan sa bawat isa?
♥ It shows.
- Ano ang nagustuhan mo sa kanya?
♥ Everything about him. good or bad. I accepted him and loved him with no reason.
- Ano naman ang nagustuhan niya sayo?
♥ tanungin mo siya. hehe..
- Ano ang preferences mo sa pagkakaroon ng minamahal?
♥ NONE. My love for him is unconditional. - Siya ba ang taong hinahanap hanap mo? Natupad ba ang preferences mo na gusto mo pag nagkaroon ka ng minamahal? At Bakit?
♥ yeah he is.
- Kelan officially naging kayo at bakit yun ang date and month na napili niyo? Ano ang ibig sabihin ng numero para sa inyong dalawa?
♥ nanligaw kasi siya simula july 31 so naghanap ako nan sagot sa date na nanligaw siya. 31= 3+1+3x1= 7 and pareho namin favorite ang 7. since bata pa lang siya seven na talaga ang fave nya.
- Ilang months na kayo?
♥ 3 months and still counting.
- Nagcecelebrate ba kayo ng inyong monthsary? at bakit?
♥ yup! every monthsary namin dapat nasa starbucks kami. its our most awaited day every month.
- Pinakilala mo na ba siya sa iyong mga magulang, pamilya at kamag-anak? Pati sa mga kaibigan? Kung OO ano ang kanilang naging reaction para sa partner mo? Kung hindi pa pinapakilala bakit naman?
♥ yup I already did. both sides are legal. He seems good daw and gwapo. hihi..
- Pinakilala ka na rin ba niya sa mga magulang, pamilya at kamag-anak? Pati sa mga kaibigan mo? Kung OO ano ang naging reaction nila sayo nung makita ka or something like ano ang nasabi na nila about you? Pero kung hindi pa bakit naman?
♥ yup he already did simula nanliligaw pa lang siya. dapat daw hindi ako mataray at dapat masipag. uyy ganon ako. hehe..
- Bukod sa isang minamahal ano pa ang trato mo sa kanya at bakit? Kaibigan/b estfriend, alaga, magulang, kapatid o kung ano pa?
♥ my bestfriend and my very own DAD.
- Naging open minded ka ba sa kanya sa lahat ng bagay? yung tipong lahat ng sikreto mo alam niya?
♥ ofcourse. thats how we should be.
- Ano ang madalas niyong alitan? Paano niyo ito naisesettle or paano kayo nagsesettle? May araw ba na nagkakatampuha n kayo? Yung tipong hindi kayo mag-uusap ng matagal tapos darating rin ang oras na magbabati rin kayo?
♥ haha!! oo. halos 2 subjects hindi kami nagpapansina n dahil mapride ako. pero DATI un.
- Hanggang ngayon ba nararamdaman niyo rin na in love pa rin kayo sa kanya?
♥ ofcourse. Love is never meant to feel in just a short time. Love must be felt as long as the world goes round.
- Kahit matagal na kayong magkasama naglili gawan pa rin ba kayo?
♥ haha!! oo! he still gives me flowers and letters and stuffs
♥ chinabelle.
The Butterfly
Real Name: Mary Angelbelle S. Dizon
Age: 17
Birth Date: September 19, 1992
School: Centro Escolar University
Course: Dentistry
I am Mary Angel but call me Ella. My BLOG documents my Bittersweet Life as a University Student, an intimidating Friend, a Loving Daughter, a Sweet Girlfriend and an Independent G I R L. This is my Web Journal where in all my thoughts, craves, rants and happenings in my life are posted. Constructive Criticism are highly appreciated! ♥
University Student ○ I am currently taking up DENTISTRY which is one of the difficult and the most expensive majors. At first, It was hard dealing with college life, the subjects along with the lessons and its quizzes and projects and of course, the professors and the grades, block mates and the school itself. but as the days go by all the pressure and pleasure, fun, hardships, trials and updates about being a College Student have a sense of fulfillment in the end! :)
Intimidating Friend ○ What is Friend? For me Friend is someone you have that knows how to deal with your drama in life. Someone who accepts you for who you are, Someone who isn't afraid of telling you your wrong doings, Someone who will never turn their back in spite of your mood swings and attitude problems. Someone who will always settle things with you. That's how I define FRIEND. You? How do you define FRIENDSHIP?
Loving Daughter ○ I love my family so much. They are the foundation of my own self. I am the eldest among the family. At this point of time, Pressure of being the eldest do not conquer me, YET. When I was younger, my grandmother nurtured me and took care of me when my Mom was away and still, nurturing and taking care of me at this point of time even Mom is already here for us. I owe my grandmother so much. Though I was spoiled by her in many ways and sometimes unintentionally made things difficult for her because of my wrong doings I still go back and make it up to her. She became a Mother, a Father and a Grandmother to me all at the same time. She's my inspiration in life.
Sweet Girlfriend ○ Oh yes, I am into a long term relationship right now, with my Best Friend. You read it right. Best Friends turned Lovers. Being in love with your best friend is good and easy and being in a relationship with your Best friend isn't better but the BEST! Friendship is a very good foundation of LOVE and I am very much happy to have a relationship with friendship as a foundation but of course, just like any love, Trials and Challenges still come along our way but everything's worth it.
Mary Angelbelle Dizon.
My Dad once told me how they got my name. He said, When mom was laboring, He prayed to Mama Mary and the Angels for Mom's guidance. That's how I got, Mary Angel, from Mama Mary and the Angels and the Belle? Well, Dad said he got that from Mom's name: Bel.
Yes I know, I have a very long name. Haha.
Ella.
For the obvious fact that I have a very long name, I had difficulty choosing a name to call me, a nickname. Before it was Belle, then it turned to Elle and finally, I settled for one, ELLA. I love that name ever since. It was hard convincing people to call me Ella because they are all used to call me ANGEL but I know they'll get used to it. :)
I was born 10:36 am at Olivarez Hospital, Paranaque.
Christened at St. Andrew Church, Paranaque.
I am the Eldest Child.
I am the Eldest Grandchild.
I am the Eldest Great Grandchild.
I have no full siblings. - Unica Hija of my Parents but I have siblings on both sides now. :)
I have two handsome brothers and one pretty sister( Maternal ). - named Simon, Samuel and Sarah. I love them so much!
I have a beautiful mother. - Of course, kanino pa ba ako magmamana? :)
I have a boyfriend. - named Lloyd Philip Hamilton-brown Frilles. He's my bestfriend before he became my boyfriend. Cool right? :D
Primary: El Nino de Salambao Academy, Paranaque
Elementary: ENDSA and MES, BES.
High School: PNHS, Angelicum College, Quezon City
Academic and Special Awards: Best in Art (Kinder), Best in Science (Elementary) 1st runner up Miss Agham (Elementary), Most Courteous (Elementary), 2nd honorable mention (Elementary), Two 4th honorable mention (Elementary). (I had no awards in High school, AC is a non graded institution. )
College: Centro Escolar University, Manila - Taking up Dentistry and currently on my 2nd year.
Independent - I take care of myself, alone.
Optimistic - I see things on the bright side whenever I have a problem.
Sweet - I am sweet when it comes to the people I care about. So dont get me wrong.
Loving - as much as possible I try showing my love but when I dont see anything in return, I might bounce back.
Sarcastic - I use this to defend my self.
Frank - When you get into my nerves I could tell the most hurtful word to you. " I say what I mean and mean what I say. "
Vain - Well, I guess its just a part of being a GIRL.
Stubborn - Yes. Very Stubborn and Bossy. I want what I want. ( You can ask my mom.)
Dancer - I love dancing ever since. I just dont have that much passion to get into it.
Wild - Wild in a sense that I am game for anything. :)
Spoiled - I was spoiled when I was younger. Before, My grandparents almost give everything I want and need and that was lots of love! I am still spoiled right now, by Lloyd.
Bitch - I hate people who hurts people's feelings. I stand up for them and that makes me a bitch to you.
Opinionated - Beware: My opinion contains sarcasm, well not all the time. :D
Health Freak - I am very much concern when it comes to my body. My hate list includes: Alcohol and Smoke, any kind of smoke.
Confident - I believe Confidence is one of the most important attitudes of being a person without it you cannot achieve what you want.
Loud - Only with my friends!
Moody - Yes, Especially PMS days. My mood swings to one mood to another. At least, Lloyd can handle it. : p
Sporty - I play badminton. I love swimming and hiking.
Hard chick - I kick ass! : p
Outgoing - Is wild and outgoing the same? :D
Elegant - Simple yet Elegant, that's me! :D
Mean - Yes, especially if you are also mean to me. I am meaner.
High Maintenance - Very. Especially when it comes to myself. I have a high standard to the point that people get mad at me because of how I act. I just love myself so much, you know.
Bestfriends turned Lovers - We were best friends for more than 2 years before we actually had love feelings for each other. The feeling was mutual.
It wasn't easy - It was really hard because I had a current relationship back then. The story? Here.
Months of Trials and Hardships - Before we moved in to the next stage, We went through ups and downs to finally be together and I gave him so much challenges to prove himself to me. It was really hard because I was always misunderstood by people and sadly, my own friends for giving him hard time and extreme difficulties and for the fact that my grandmother wont approve to our relationship that time made it all worst but later, my grandmother did understood me.
April 29, 2009 - We became Official. :) I finally ended all his miseries. ( As if it was very hard. Hahaha ) The story? Here.
Blissful - For me, A relationship with your best friend is the most blissful relationship. It maybe hard for us at the start but the reward of trials and hardships is incomparable. Why? Its all because of FRIENDSHIP! The foundation of your love is friendship. I tell you, In a relationship like this you have to be open and optimistic. Just like any relationship, this also have downfalls but if you think ahead and look into the brighter side you can surpass anything that gets into your way. Remember: Do not get afraid of committing just because you are afraid of losing the friendship. You have to take the risk if you want to be happy. Truly HAPPY. :)
PERSONAL.
My Family - My Dad, Mom, Simon, Sarah, Samuel and my Grandmother. :)
Lloyd! ♥
Pancho - My 4 year old mini pincher. He's my baby dog!
Hello Kitty - I love her ever since. GAAAH. Give me more kitties.
Butterflies
FOOD.
Dimsum
Sushi
Pasta
Bulalo
Beef Steak
Sarsa Iglesia
Buttered Crab and Shrimp
Corn
Mango and Strawberry
Desserts
Anything that my lola cooks. ♥
TECHY.
Cybershot Camera
iPhone
iPod
Underwater Camera
PSP
Nokia N70
Laptop
Subaru Impreza WRX or Mazda 3
PLACES.
My Bedroom - My heaven.
Puerto Galera
Cebu - Lived here for three years.
Bohol - I saw dolphins here! :)
Palawan
Hongkong - I love ocean park.
Japan - Madaming Hello kitty dito!! GAAAHH.
Korea
Paris
Enchanted Kingdom - 1st anniversary plan. ♥
Cockroaches - as in capital I-P-I-S!
Pollution - Pollution makes me poor. I waste all my money for a taxi fare just because I hate smokes so much. It gives me headache. Grrr. Cant the authorities do something about it?
Cigarette's smoke - Nahihilo ako.
Dance Club - Not that I hate dancing and mingling with people. I just hate loud music. It gives me migraine.
Coward - People who cant even face me. As in face to face and just keep on talking behind my back are pathetic.
Walk out - I hate it how people walk out when they are face to something they cant stand.
I know this is pretty long but still,
I'm happy I was able to express myself in words. :D
just a glimpse of my college life.
